I sit and stare,
mournfully
I sit and wait,
hopefully
I have watched you
struggle
I have hear your
weeping
I can look strait
through you
I can see all
hidden
Chocolate eyes cannot
hide your pain
Each ribbing comment
burns
Each wink or tease
stabs
You never let me
help
You never hear my
call
Your white countenance
blazes
Upon the image of
my mind
I hear your voice
at night
I hear your voice
in day
I wait for you
patiently
I hear your muffled
curses
I take out my new
medicine
That I have stocked
for you
Another day you
bleed
Another hour I
mend
You smile or tease
me
I frown or scold
you
Bandaged and wrapped
again
You fly from my touch
instantly
To fad into the
streets
Wandering to new
bars
Gambling to new
debts
Arguing to new
fights
And then you return
to me
You hurt
I mend
I hurt
You leave
You voice remains
always
Your smile stays
with me
You are mine
The Ahou in my head
and I cannot breath
without you