*This is my first Carby fic ever. I hope you enjoy it. Feedback is GREATLY appreciated so please let me know if I should stop writing or continue! Sorry if they are a little out of character. REVIEW!

Disclaimer- I don't own 'em..Although it'd sure be nice to own Carter ;-)

*Takes place right as Carter is leaving for Africa for the 2nd time, this time to go get Luka's body. Abby is trying to stop him. And I really have no idea where ill go after this.

Abby's POV

This couldn't be happening.not again.He's leaving me, again. He's giving up on us, again. I can't take this. I run off to chase after Carter.

As I step out of the doors of the ER into the ambulance bay I see him. He's walking away quickly, so I run after him.

"Carter" I say, out of breath from chasing after him.

He turns around. I can tell he's scared.

"John, don't leave me." I'm still out of breath.

"I have to get Luka."

"Carter please don't do this to me again." I plead.

"Why do you want me to stay?"

"I need you, I know this is selfish but I need you to stay with me." I say trying to get eye contact with him.

"I have to get Luka, I left him there and I need to bring him home." Carter says turning around and continues on his journey to who knows where.

"John Carter!" I yell running after him, stopping him once again.

He turns and looks at me. I can see that he has tears threatening to come out of his beautiful dark brown eyes. All I want to do right now is to hold him.

"John, I love you" I say not realizing what I was really saying.But I am.I'm in love with John Carter and have been for a rather long time.

"Abby that might have worked before when I left for the Congo, but not this time. I have to get Luka." All I want to hear from him is 'I love you too Abby'..didn't happen.

"Well gee John, all I really wanted to hear was a 'I love you too'" this time, I turn and walk away.

"Abby?"

I keep walking. He's going to have to try harder than that...and I keep walking..and I stop. turn around.

The site I see is unexpected.

-Heehee. I know this is short.but I thought it was a good place to stop..nice little cliff hanger. PLEASE review and tell me if I should continue.