My last Breath
~Ok I forgot to mention this in the first chap but this is just going to be like an episode. There will be be more stories after you know. And also this song is by Evanescence! THEY ROCK! And also do not worry sam wont be dead for long*oops did I give that away* Well on ward to the show.\
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Teal'c saw the Goa'uld and Major plummet toward the ground. He jumped up and easily caught her. He layed her on the ground and checked her pulse. Luckily, it was still there but it was going painfully at a slow beat. Teal'c slowly picked her up and put her around his neck. He started walking away but than stopped. He turned around looked at Jack. "You really messed up you know." He said slowly, looking directly into Jack's eyes.
But Jack was having his own problems. Quickly he was remembering his past and he also was remembering all the pain he put Carter and Teal'c through. 'What have I done' he said to himself. " I-I know," Jack couldn't believe all the pain he saw in Teal'c's *that was weird* eyes." I know a way out of here, that shouldn't be heavily guarded."
So slowly they started towards the Stargate never looking back.
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All she could think or possibly see was black and than her past came rushing into her head. Her mother dieing and the family blaming her father. Joining Sg1 and meeting Colonel Jack O'Neill. Going through the Stargate and meeting Daniel. Fighting along side Teal'c. Getting invaded by a Tokra. The Zatarc testing. Her father dieing and than reliving. Hanging out with Cassandra and Janet. Seeing Daniel die and Jonas take his place. Than Daniel coming back and Jonas leaving. 'No it isn't my time yet.I cant leave them yet.' She thought to herself and slowly she opened her eyes a little bit.
She saw the infirmary lights above her and she gave a large sigh and tried to sit up painfully. While trying to sit up she was knocked down by Daniel pulling her into a very large hug while gently scolding her. She felt her breath leaving her and her wounds reopening. Janet came running in when she heard Sam sigh. She looked up and saw Daniel giving Sam what must be a painful hug. "What the heck are you trying to do to Sam? Are you trying to kill her?" she scolded.
Suddenly Daniel remembered all of Sam's wounds and gently let her go. Sam tried to smile gratefully, but it was just to painful. She felt a great wave of pain go through her. She closed her eyes and clenched her teeth. She let out a silent scream and fell into darkness yet again.
Janet immediately turned around when there was a long BEEP coming from Samantha's respirator. * I know I said Janet was kinda trying to steal Jack away from, Sam in the beginning but she would never do anything purposely to cause Sam harm.* Janet ran to Sam's bed and pushed the great big red button which called all doctors and nurses for emergences. She started yelling out orders and was about to use the paddles on her, when Sam's respirator slowly starting beeping at a regular beat. Janet checked Sam's pulse. She let out a sigh of relief and looked at Daniel with worry filled eyes. "I-I don't know what's wrong w-with her." She stammered and tears started rolling down her cheeks. "I think she is s-slowly d-dieing." She sobbed as she fell to the ground.
Daniel had never seen her cry like this before and pulled her into a hug. Slowly the words Janet said hit him an he also felt like he was going to cry, but he wouldn't he had to be there for both of them. But slowly a tear fell from his eyes and than another.
~*~*~*LATER~*~~*~*~
Jack was reaching for his 4th beer when he heard a knock on the door. He turned around and just stood there. Not really wanting to go and open the door and have to talk. It seemed that the person knew this and opened the door. Daniel walked in and looked for Jack. "Jack I know your in here, and I don't have the time to play hide and seek. Jack slowly emerged with a beer in one hand and sat on the couch.
"What's wrong Danny-boy?" he said in a slow whisper. He looked at him and saw the pain in his eyes. He also noticed that Daniel had been crying.
Jack you need to come and see Sam s-she's not d-doing good Jack. Janet doesn't know how h-how l-long she h-has." Jack knew that Daniel, must be trying hard not to breakdown, but he couldn't go. "I can't." He looked down at his hand and took a swig of his drink.
"And why the hell not? She went and ruined her life so she could save you. You need to pull yourself together and go see her before it's to late. She did what she had to do, and it got her hurt. Now you need to do something about it before she dies." Daniel hissed at him.
Jack was taken back; he had never heard Daniel snap at anyone, including himself. "How do you think I feel? I was reason she went back. I was the reason she is hurt so badly. I did it to her, and Teal'c." he snapped back.
"Well I better go tell Teal'c since he's waiting outside for you." Daniel spit out and walked out the door. Soon teal'c walked in with his arm in a sling. He took one look at beer and grimaced. 'This is the stupid drink that makes everybody sloppy arguers and very talkative.' He thought. *Go Teal'c* "We must leave. Sam is waiting for our company."
Jack was surprised when Teal'c called Sam by her nickname. 'must be something they worked out on the planet' Jack thought to himself. Pain flickered in his eyes for a moment and than he hid it, so Teal'c would not see. He looked away and than slowly said "Sorry T, but I can't see her yet."
"I am also sorry how Daniel Jackson snapped at you, but he hasn't been doing so good. And I am also sorry how I phrased myself. You must come. Janet Frasier believes that Sam will not last the night. We must leave immediately. Or I will have to follow Janet Frasier's order and drag you to her." He said with confidence, and it looked like he wasn't going to take no for an answer.
"Fine, just let me go freshen up." He said quickly. He turned and went to his bathroom ready for a short shower.
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When Sam finally opened her eyes again and heard General Hammond's voice.
"We must call Jacob he would want to know that is only daughter is dieing." 'not yet' She tried to sit up and make herself known but it just hurt to much. So she sighed and moved her hand to get their attention. Janet quickly saw the gesture and walked over to Sam. You could tell by her eyes, that she had been crying earlier and from the way she talked. "H-hi Sam, how a-are you d-doing?" she asked loudly. Than very slowly, like a whisper she said, "We need to talk."
Sam let out a sigh, and spoke very softly, trying not to cost her self any pain. "I already know. I heard you guys talking." Ajnet just stared at her and Hammond let out a huge sigh. He walked up and grabbed her hand, slowly massaging it. "Your dad should be here soon. We told him it was a very important matter." Sam could see he was have a hard time from not letting himself cry. She let a silent sigh and turned her head towards Janet. Janet looked terrible. Her hair was falling out of its messy bun and she was sagging down. "You guys need to go and have a rest. Don't worry I'm fine." They looked like they were about tosay no, but she cut them off. "Please?" She than let out a terrible cough, and when she pulled her hand away she saw her own blood. She quickly hid it so they didn't see, or they would stay.
Finally slowly they left and Sam pulled her hand out from under her covers. She looked at the dried blood and gulped. 'Not good'
She thought to herself. She started coughing again each one getting worse. Finally she stopped, but her hands and some of her sheets were red from the blood. She slowly got up and cleaned it all, just incase so one decided to come in. again the coughs started, racking through her body, causing her great pain. Daniel, Teal'c, and Jack walked in while she was coughing. They saw her fall to her knees and cough up blood. Daniel and Jack were paralyzed. Teal'c ran to her and engulfed her into a big hug. He gently started rocking her back and forth, waiting for her coughs to subside. "One of you must call doctor Frasier immediately!" he said in a forceful voice. Sam's coughs suddenly stopped and she fell limp barely breathing.
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Jacob ran in to find his daughter hooked up to many tubes and looking like she went to hell and had to dig her self out. He saw Daniel and Teal'c surrounding her. He looked around and saw jack leaning on the wall in the very back. "What the hell happened to my daughter?" he yelled. He grabbed out the Tokra healing device and leaned over Sam's pale body. He quickly tried to heal her, but he could sense something wasn't right. He pulled away and noticed that is daughter did not look any better from when he started. "I-IT won't w-work. S-she's to close to d-dieing' He stammered and he could feel burning tears crawl down his face. "Could I please have a quick moment with her?" He said in a barely audible whisper. Everyone slowly walked out, and he went up to Sam. "Sammie can you please wake up, I-I need you."
Sam slowly opened her eyes. Pain came crashing into her full force, ripping inside her, tearing her. She heard he father and knew she need to stay with him and her friends a little longer, no matter how much it hurt. She turned her head towards him and grabbed his hand slowly. "Sammie I love you. Do you hear me I love you." He broke down crying and put his head on her hand. They stayed like this for a hour when Sam heard Selmak's voice ring. "I am sorry Major Carter but your father and I are needed for a mission at this very moment. We must leave."
Sam slowly shook her head in an affirmative, and watched her father leave. "Can you please send in Jack? I need to talk to him." She whispered. A few minutes passed and she saw Jack walk in, with his head turned down. He sat in the chair that her father just did, and stared down at his hands.
Sam gently lifted his head up and made eye contact. "Jack I know I don't have long so please listen." She said weakly, "you mustn't blame your self. I did what my heart told me to do. I even knocked out Daniel. I love you. I know it's against everything I work for, but I love you. And when I die, I don't want you to blame yourself. Please don't blame yourself." She said in between breaths. She saw tears coming down his face and she could feel her own coming down, hot and cold at the same time. "Please just hold me." She asked with so much passion that he laid on the bed and wrapped his arms around her.
"I love you t-to. I a-always have. I love you too." He told her.
hold on to me love
you know I can't stay long
all I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light
it ends here tonight
" I-I am going t-to miss you
so m-much." She whispered to him. " I promise I will
do anything to get back." She knew how stupid she sounded but she didn't care.
I'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
He bent down and kissed her,
slow and passionately. They could taste each others tears and sadness.
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light
it ends here tonight
Sam slowly closed his eyes, feeling her life slowly drift away. "Never forget me Jack." She told him, but it sounded more like a plead. "Never" he said back to her and kissed her yet again, never opening his eyes.
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me
as you fade to black
Jack felt her go limp in his embrace and he slowly started to break down. Tears were streaming down his face, and his heart broke. "I-I l-love you." He stated. Janet, Daniel, and Teal'c ran in hearing the dreaded long beep. Janet slowly fell to her knees and everyone in the room could hear it. Daniel bent down and pulled her into a hug, also crying for his lost friend. Teal'c walked up to Sam and grabbed her cold, pale hand. Slowly tears drifted down his face. No one had ever seen Teal'c show his pain or sadness, but at the moment they were to absorbed into their own to notice.
Sam started to glow white, and she ascended. Which surprised everyone…
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