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Chapter 6
Zell sat there in the rain thinking to himself: "I wish this feeling would just go away. I wish I could never feel pain. I wish."
He sat there trying his best not to think about what he had just seen. When he saw the two of them kissing he felt his heart stop. The pain was too much to bear. The best thing that had ever happened to him had her arms wrapped around the one person he hated the most. The one person he was never able to beat. He closed his eyes and felt the cold wind blow over him. At that moment he looked down at the cliff in front of him, for that one moment he wanted all the pain and screaming inside him to end.. For himself to just fade away. And then he heard footsteps; he looked up and saw Fujin looking at him. The worried look on her face made him feel warm but then he thought about Seifer again. Just the thought of it almost got him crying again. So he picked himself up and tried to leave when she called out to him.
"Zell.. don't.. go." She said with her arm reaching out to him.
He stopped walking but didn't turn to face her. "So what happened? Was I not good enough for you anymore?
"Oh no.. Zell.. I." Fujin got out when Zell cut her off.
"Ya'know for the as long as we've been together all I cared about was your happiness, and what I could do to keep you that way. But if I wasn't doing that, then you should have said something. And let me know.. that you didn't want to be with me anymore."
After that he walked away into the dark, he didn't really know where he was going he just couldn't face Fujin at the moment. The rain had finally stopped, he took off his jacket witch was now soaked, and continued walking. He eventually found a tree that had fallen over and sat on it. The clouds had parted enough to let the moonlight reflect off the beads of water covering everything around and thus illuminating the area around Zell. Behind him he heard a twig snap. Almost instantly he turned around to see a girl and a yellow dress standing in front of him. Zell looked down at his watch. It was only 10:30pm.
"Jeez, I've only been gone an hour and already there are people looking for Me." he said with a frown.
Selphie walked over and sat down next to him. "I was trying to find you in the Garden, as soon as I got into the main hall I saw you running out the front doors, so I followed. You want to tell me what happened?"
Zell let out a sigh. "She was kissing him." He said with his head hung down.
Selphie instantly knew whom he was talking about, who else would make him act like this. "Why would she do that? She loves you, I know she does you can see it in the way she looks at you. Are you sure that's what you saw?"
Zell started shaking his head as he answered. "I saw her door open.. I thought maybe she might be in trouble. So I braced myself and rushed in.. That's when I saw them kissing."
Selphie could feel his torment, and put her arm around him. She didn't expect he would hug her back. "Tell me you can make all this better." He said, "Make it all untrue."
She hugged him tighter then whispered into his ear. "I'm sorry, but I can't. You know what you have to do. You have to talk to her.. There has to be more to this, there just has to be.. I mean you love her right?" Zell nodded his head, "Then you have to find a way to talk to her. See how she really feels about Seifer."
At the sound of his name Zell shot up, a burning rage growing in him. "Seifer" he growled under his breath. He looked down at Selphie and thanked her. Then he started walking towards the Garden. Selphie hated seeing Zell so hurt. To know that some one so close to her and so incredibly noble was betrayed the way he was made her angry. She got up off the tree she was sitting on and started walking. As she made her way up to the Garden she saw Fujin sitting down in front of the front gate, a blank almost cold look on her face. Selphie walked over to her.
"How could you do that to him?" she asked.
Fujin looked up a little surprised She was talking to her in such a harsh tone.
"What?" she asked raising her eyebrow at Selphie.
At that point Selphie almost started to yell.
"You know damn well what I'm talking about, I'm talking about how you and Seifer kissed."
Fujin's eye widened in shock, how did she know? Was all that was going through her head. Then Selphie started up again.
"He loves you more than anything! Everything he does is for you. I mean do you even realize that he would give you the world, his life, his soul, every thing that he is.. Just for you! And you then where do you get off kissing Seifer?!"
Fujin tried to interrupt her. "But he." was all she got out when Selphie slapped her. Instantly Fujin put her hand to her cheek.
"Don't even, you have no right to ever treat him that way..Shame on him for loving you so much."
And with that she walked into the Garden feeling satisfied that Fujin got her point.
Zell was on his way to Seifer's room. He saw Rajin standing in front of his room like a guard.
"What's he doing in there that he needs you to guard the door Rajin?"
Rajin looked down at the small blonde. "He's in there packing, apparently he and Fujin are going away on some trip."
Zell looked at the door then at Rajin. "Rajin..please don't try to stop me." He said calmly.
Rajin let out a heavy sigh. "I gotta watch my boy's back ya'know. Besides it' not like you could get through me anyways."
Zell then grabbed the wooden rail next to them and tore it off like a paper towel Rajin didn't even get a chance to block the wooden slab when it hit him, and knocked him out in one blow. Zell then dropped the wooden rail next to Rajin and proceeded to open Seifer's door.
"Sorry Rajin, but I tried to warn ya."
As he opened the door he saw Seifer putting away the last of his clothes in to a giant suitcase and made sure that when he closed the door it was loud enough to get his attention. It worked. Seifer looked up at Zell with that same smirk he always had as he zipped up his bag.
"I figured I'd see you sooner or later." He said looking at Zell. "You must obviously know by now how me and Fujin feel about each other so why don't you just get out of our way before you get hurt."
Zell fists clenched as Seifer talked. Every word he spoke just made the rage in him roar. "You can't have her." He said slowly.
Seifer started mocking him. "Oh has cry baby Zell finally learned how to talk? What are you going to do you know you can't take me."
Zell had finally had enough and lunged at Seifer with every thing he had screaming out, "You can't have her!! I don't care if you stronger I will always be ten times the man you are!!"
Seifer didn't really think Zell would try to take him and got hit hard with Zell's right upper cut, he then followed up with a number of kicks and punch combo's that knocked Seifer to the ground. As Zell stood above him Seifer picked up his gunblade and started swinging it at Zell. But it wasn't so easy to hit him. With every swing that he took Zell just blocked it with his iron-knuckled gloves. Zell was use to fighting people bigger than he was and knew how to gain the advantage and getting in close to Seifer and make his swings utterly useless, while striking him with small jabs. Eventually he pulled Seifer up to his face.
"What do you have that I don't!? What could she possible see in you? How could you be so cold as to take the one ray of light that I had in my life?."
"Guess she was just tired of being with a boy and decided she wanted to be with a real man."
Zell picked him up and threw him across the room, that last comment sent him over the edge. He picked up Seifer and threw him again. Just as he was about to throw him a third time Fujin walked into the room.
"Zell.. What have.. You done?"
Zell looked down at the bruised and beaten Seifer who still had that smirk on his face, and then at the room that lay in pieces.
"I'm sorry." He said and then walked out of the room to ashamed to look at Fujin. When he rounded the corner Fujin went to check on Seifer. She helped pick him up and lay him on his bed. He looked up at her.
"So are you ready to go then?" he asked.
She shook her head. "I can't.."
Seifer had a look of confusion on his face. "What do you mean you can't? you can't possible be telling me that you feel the same way for him as you do for me."
"No." She replied back, "I love... him..more."
Seifer looked at her and knew she was serious. Hell she was always serious.
"But what about me?" He asked.
"She ran her hand through his hair. "I can't... be with...you..the way..you want..me to. I love..him. But.. I don't...know how.. To get...him back."
End Of chapter 6
Chapter 6
Zell sat there in the rain thinking to himself: "I wish this feeling would just go away. I wish I could never feel pain. I wish."
He sat there trying his best not to think about what he had just seen. When he saw the two of them kissing he felt his heart stop. The pain was too much to bear. The best thing that had ever happened to him had her arms wrapped around the one person he hated the most. The one person he was never able to beat. He closed his eyes and felt the cold wind blow over him. At that moment he looked down at the cliff in front of him, for that one moment he wanted all the pain and screaming inside him to end.. For himself to just fade away. And then he heard footsteps; he looked up and saw Fujin looking at him. The worried look on her face made him feel warm but then he thought about Seifer again. Just the thought of it almost got him crying again. So he picked himself up and tried to leave when she called out to him.
"Zell.. don't.. go." She said with her arm reaching out to him.
He stopped walking but didn't turn to face her. "So what happened? Was I not good enough for you anymore?
"Oh no.. Zell.. I." Fujin got out when Zell cut her off.
"Ya'know for the as long as we've been together all I cared about was your happiness, and what I could do to keep you that way. But if I wasn't doing that, then you should have said something. And let me know.. that you didn't want to be with me anymore."
After that he walked away into the dark, he didn't really know where he was going he just couldn't face Fujin at the moment. The rain had finally stopped, he took off his jacket witch was now soaked, and continued walking. He eventually found a tree that had fallen over and sat on it. The clouds had parted enough to let the moonlight reflect off the beads of water covering everything around and thus illuminating the area around Zell. Behind him he heard a twig snap. Almost instantly he turned around to see a girl and a yellow dress standing in front of him. Zell looked down at his watch. It was only 10:30pm.
"Jeez, I've only been gone an hour and already there are people looking for Me." he said with a frown.
Selphie walked over and sat down next to him. "I was trying to find you in the Garden, as soon as I got into the main hall I saw you running out the front doors, so I followed. You want to tell me what happened?"
Zell let out a sigh. "She was kissing him." He said with his head hung down.
Selphie instantly knew whom he was talking about, who else would make him act like this. "Why would she do that? She loves you, I know she does you can see it in the way she looks at you. Are you sure that's what you saw?"
Zell started shaking his head as he answered. "I saw her door open.. I thought maybe she might be in trouble. So I braced myself and rushed in.. That's when I saw them kissing."
Selphie could feel his torment, and put her arm around him. She didn't expect he would hug her back. "Tell me you can make all this better." He said, "Make it all untrue."
She hugged him tighter then whispered into his ear. "I'm sorry, but I can't. You know what you have to do. You have to talk to her.. There has to be more to this, there just has to be.. I mean you love her right?" Zell nodded his head, "Then you have to find a way to talk to her. See how she really feels about Seifer."
At the sound of his name Zell shot up, a burning rage growing in him. "Seifer" he growled under his breath. He looked down at Selphie and thanked her. Then he started walking towards the Garden. Selphie hated seeing Zell so hurt. To know that some one so close to her and so incredibly noble was betrayed the way he was made her angry. She got up off the tree she was sitting on and started walking. As she made her way up to the Garden she saw Fujin sitting down in front of the front gate, a blank almost cold look on her face. Selphie walked over to her.
"How could you do that to him?" she asked.
Fujin looked up a little surprised She was talking to her in such a harsh tone.
"What?" she asked raising her eyebrow at Selphie.
At that point Selphie almost started to yell.
"You know damn well what I'm talking about, I'm talking about how you and Seifer kissed."
Fujin's eye widened in shock, how did she know? Was all that was going through her head. Then Selphie started up again.
"He loves you more than anything! Everything he does is for you. I mean do you even realize that he would give you the world, his life, his soul, every thing that he is.. Just for you! And you then where do you get off kissing Seifer?!"
Fujin tried to interrupt her. "But he." was all she got out when Selphie slapped her. Instantly Fujin put her hand to her cheek.
"Don't even, you have no right to ever treat him that way..Shame on him for loving you so much."
And with that she walked into the Garden feeling satisfied that Fujin got her point.
Zell was on his way to Seifer's room. He saw Rajin standing in front of his room like a guard.
"What's he doing in there that he needs you to guard the door Rajin?"
Rajin looked down at the small blonde. "He's in there packing, apparently he and Fujin are going away on some trip."
Zell looked at the door then at Rajin. "Rajin..please don't try to stop me." He said calmly.
Rajin let out a heavy sigh. "I gotta watch my boy's back ya'know. Besides it' not like you could get through me anyways."
Zell then grabbed the wooden rail next to them and tore it off like a paper towel Rajin didn't even get a chance to block the wooden slab when it hit him, and knocked him out in one blow. Zell then dropped the wooden rail next to Rajin and proceeded to open Seifer's door.
"Sorry Rajin, but I tried to warn ya."
As he opened the door he saw Seifer putting away the last of his clothes in to a giant suitcase and made sure that when he closed the door it was loud enough to get his attention. It worked. Seifer looked up at Zell with that same smirk he always had as he zipped up his bag.
"I figured I'd see you sooner or later." He said looking at Zell. "You must obviously know by now how me and Fujin feel about each other so why don't you just get out of our way before you get hurt."
Zell fists clenched as Seifer talked. Every word he spoke just made the rage in him roar. "You can't have her." He said slowly.
Seifer started mocking him. "Oh has cry baby Zell finally learned how to talk? What are you going to do you know you can't take me."
Zell had finally had enough and lunged at Seifer with every thing he had screaming out, "You can't have her!! I don't care if you stronger I will always be ten times the man you are!!"
Seifer didn't really think Zell would try to take him and got hit hard with Zell's right upper cut, he then followed up with a number of kicks and punch combo's that knocked Seifer to the ground. As Zell stood above him Seifer picked up his gunblade and started swinging it at Zell. But it wasn't so easy to hit him. With every swing that he took Zell just blocked it with his iron-knuckled gloves. Zell was use to fighting people bigger than he was and knew how to gain the advantage and getting in close to Seifer and make his swings utterly useless, while striking him with small jabs. Eventually he pulled Seifer up to his face.
"What do you have that I don't!? What could she possible see in you? How could you be so cold as to take the one ray of light that I had in my life?."
"Guess she was just tired of being with a boy and decided she wanted to be with a real man."
Zell picked him up and threw him across the room, that last comment sent him over the edge. He picked up Seifer and threw him again. Just as he was about to throw him a third time Fujin walked into the room.
"Zell.. What have.. You done?"
Zell looked down at the bruised and beaten Seifer who still had that smirk on his face, and then at the room that lay in pieces.
"I'm sorry." He said and then walked out of the room to ashamed to look at Fujin. When he rounded the corner Fujin went to check on Seifer. She helped pick him up and lay him on his bed. He looked up at her.
"So are you ready to go then?" he asked.
She shook her head. "I can't.."
Seifer had a look of confusion on his face. "What do you mean you can't? you can't possible be telling me that you feel the same way for him as you do for me."
"No." She replied back, "I love... him..more."
Seifer looked at her and knew she was serious. Hell she was always serious.
"But what about me?" He asked.
"She ran her hand through his hair. "I can't... be with...you..the way..you want..me to. I love..him. But.. I don't...know how.. To get...him back."
End Of chapter 6