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Chapter 7
The next morning Zell had gone down to the Quad, with his head hung down he couldn't keep the thoughts from the last day from repeating. After throwing Seifer around and then seeing the look on Fujin's face after she walked in on him was tearing him up inside. He didn't really hate Seifer; he was just so tired of being alone. He couldn't stop thinking about how happy Fujin made him when she said she loved him. All he ever wanted was to not be alone. Sure he had friends and people liked him...but he had lost count of how many times he had looked up at his ceiling at night alone, and how his body hurt when he saw all the couples walking around in Balamb Garden. He ached for some one to hold him. And every time he saw any one of those couples he hated them for what they had. What topped it all off was that he was tired of hearing his voice in his head. Then he thought about Fujin again. All his pain had been gone since he was with her. Her smile always made him forget about the loneliness that he had before she had come into his life.
Selphie had just finished with her duties as commissioner for the Balamb party committee. She was on her way up the stairs towards the water fountain when Zell walked past her not even acknowledging her presence. She looked at him and watched as he went over to the newly constructed balcony and sit with his legs hanging over the edge.
"Zell, is everything ok? ...did you talk to Fujin" She asked as she put a hand on his shoulder.
Zell just sat there looking down at his feet. "I think I just make things worse." He said to himself.
Selphie sat down next to him and rested her head on his shoulder. "Do you wanna talk about it?"
Zell let out a deep sigh, "I went to confront Seifer, and then I threw him across his room a few times...Fujin walked in...Hyne I couldn't even look at her. She must hate me now for what I did to Seifer. How did I manage to screw up this badly...no wonder she doesn't want to be with me anymore...who would?"
Selphie put her arms around his stomach and put her head up to the curve in his neck. "Your wrong, anyone woman would be lucky to have you. If she can't see what a great person you are then she doesn't deserve to be with you."
"Thanks Selphie." Zell replied. "You know what I hate most about this? No matter how this ends I'll still feel like I'm the one that loses." He looked up at the sky and tired wiping the tears away from his eyes but there were just too many.
Fujin had finally decided to get out of her room and get something to eat. She couldn't stop thinking at how horrible she had made things between herself and the one person she loved most. She knew Zell better than anyone else...yet she couldn't imagine how much pain he must be in. All she wanted was to be with him and to let him know how sorry she was. But she had no idea how to even begin to apologize for what she did.
As she sat in the cafeteria she kept thinking to herself.*How do I make up for what I did? Is there even anything that I can do?* She thought about it over and over again, and she tried to imagine how she would feel if the situation was reversed. What could someone do if they were to hurt her the way she did Zell? She sat there looking off into nothing not realizing her breakfast was already cold. But the more she thought about it the more hopeless she felt. *If someone had completely betrayed me there wouldn't be anything they could do to get my trust back.* The thought of not being able to make up for what she'd done to Zell got to her and she started to cry.
It was nearly sun set and Zell was still sitting on the edge of the balcony. He decided that he shouldn't spend any time in his room or else he might never come out, but he just didn't have the will do to anything else anymore. Trying to find his parents or to even know of Selphie was his sister or not didn't matter to him...nothing did. He didn't want to train; he didn't want to even breathe at this point. So he just sat there and watched another sun set alone.
After Fujin left the cafeteria she went to go check out how Seifer was doing in the infirmary, Dr. Kadowaki said he only had a few broken ribs and the rest of him was just badly bruised, but nothing he wouldn't be able to get over soon enough. Fujin couldn't believe that Zell was able to take on Seifer as well as he did. *Guess Seifer must have said something that really got to him.* She thought to herself. She got Seifer out of the bed he was in and managed to get him to his room in one piece. After a quick goodbye she walked towards the direction of a particular brunette. *If anyone knows how I can get Zell to forgive me it's Selphie...I just hope she doesn't try to hit me again.*
She walked down the end of the hall and took the last turn that would lead her to Selphie's room. She walked up to the door and summoned up all her courage to knock on the door.
"Who is it?" She heard coming from inside the room.
"It's...Fujin." She answered back as confident as she could sound.
The door opened slightly and Fujin could see Selphie peeking at her.
"What do you want Fujin?" She asked bitterly
Fujin looked down at the floor as she tried to do something she'd always hated doing, asking for help.
"I'm sorry...I love...Zell...I need...Your...Help." She said looking at Selphie.
"Are you serious? If this is just some way for you to hurt Zell again, so help me I'll..." Selphie started, but Fujin quickly shook her head at her.
"Honest...I love him." She said as she started to cry. "Will...You...Help me?"
Selphie looked down at the ground biting her bottom lip. *She does sound sincerer. Maybe I should help her get back with Zell. But he's so hurt I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't do something to help him out.*
She looked up at Fujin with her big brown eyes full of eagerness. "Ok I'll help you, but I'm not really sure what to do...but don't worry it'll come to me!"
She stepped out of her room and took Fujin by the hand running into the hallway. "But if we're going to do this right you're going to need more help than me. We need Rinoa."
End Of Chapter 7
AN. Ok so I'm back now I'm really sorry I haven't updated enough but to be honest I'm really stumped I haven't figured out how to get Fujin and Zell back together so to all of you who are reading any and all suggestions are welcome and I'll dedicate the rest of my story to the person who helps me out. Thanks guys and don't forget to RXR thanks again. :D
Chapter 7
The next morning Zell had gone down to the Quad, with his head hung down he couldn't keep the thoughts from the last day from repeating. After throwing Seifer around and then seeing the look on Fujin's face after she walked in on him was tearing him up inside. He didn't really hate Seifer; he was just so tired of being alone. He couldn't stop thinking about how happy Fujin made him when she said she loved him. All he ever wanted was to not be alone. Sure he had friends and people liked him...but he had lost count of how many times he had looked up at his ceiling at night alone, and how his body hurt when he saw all the couples walking around in Balamb Garden. He ached for some one to hold him. And every time he saw any one of those couples he hated them for what they had. What topped it all off was that he was tired of hearing his voice in his head. Then he thought about Fujin again. All his pain had been gone since he was with her. Her smile always made him forget about the loneliness that he had before she had come into his life.
Selphie had just finished with her duties as commissioner for the Balamb party committee. She was on her way up the stairs towards the water fountain when Zell walked past her not even acknowledging her presence. She looked at him and watched as he went over to the newly constructed balcony and sit with his legs hanging over the edge.
"Zell, is everything ok? ...did you talk to Fujin" She asked as she put a hand on his shoulder.
Zell just sat there looking down at his feet. "I think I just make things worse." He said to himself.
Selphie sat down next to him and rested her head on his shoulder. "Do you wanna talk about it?"
Zell let out a deep sigh, "I went to confront Seifer, and then I threw him across his room a few times...Fujin walked in...Hyne I couldn't even look at her. She must hate me now for what I did to Seifer. How did I manage to screw up this badly...no wonder she doesn't want to be with me anymore...who would?"
Selphie put her arms around his stomach and put her head up to the curve in his neck. "Your wrong, anyone woman would be lucky to have you. If she can't see what a great person you are then she doesn't deserve to be with you."
"Thanks Selphie." Zell replied. "You know what I hate most about this? No matter how this ends I'll still feel like I'm the one that loses." He looked up at the sky and tired wiping the tears away from his eyes but there were just too many.
Fujin had finally decided to get out of her room and get something to eat. She couldn't stop thinking at how horrible she had made things between herself and the one person she loved most. She knew Zell better than anyone else...yet she couldn't imagine how much pain he must be in. All she wanted was to be with him and to let him know how sorry she was. But she had no idea how to even begin to apologize for what she did.
As she sat in the cafeteria she kept thinking to herself.*How do I make up for what I did? Is there even anything that I can do?* She thought about it over and over again, and she tried to imagine how she would feel if the situation was reversed. What could someone do if they were to hurt her the way she did Zell? She sat there looking off into nothing not realizing her breakfast was already cold. But the more she thought about it the more hopeless she felt. *If someone had completely betrayed me there wouldn't be anything they could do to get my trust back.* The thought of not being able to make up for what she'd done to Zell got to her and she started to cry.
It was nearly sun set and Zell was still sitting on the edge of the balcony. He decided that he shouldn't spend any time in his room or else he might never come out, but he just didn't have the will do to anything else anymore. Trying to find his parents or to even know of Selphie was his sister or not didn't matter to him...nothing did. He didn't want to train; he didn't want to even breathe at this point. So he just sat there and watched another sun set alone.
After Fujin left the cafeteria she went to go check out how Seifer was doing in the infirmary, Dr. Kadowaki said he only had a few broken ribs and the rest of him was just badly bruised, but nothing he wouldn't be able to get over soon enough. Fujin couldn't believe that Zell was able to take on Seifer as well as he did. *Guess Seifer must have said something that really got to him.* She thought to herself. She got Seifer out of the bed he was in and managed to get him to his room in one piece. After a quick goodbye she walked towards the direction of a particular brunette. *If anyone knows how I can get Zell to forgive me it's Selphie...I just hope she doesn't try to hit me again.*
She walked down the end of the hall and took the last turn that would lead her to Selphie's room. She walked up to the door and summoned up all her courage to knock on the door.
"Who is it?" She heard coming from inside the room.
"It's...Fujin." She answered back as confident as she could sound.
The door opened slightly and Fujin could see Selphie peeking at her.
"What do you want Fujin?" She asked bitterly
Fujin looked down at the floor as she tried to do something she'd always hated doing, asking for help.
"I'm sorry...I love...Zell...I need...Your...Help." She said looking at Selphie.
"Are you serious? If this is just some way for you to hurt Zell again, so help me I'll..." Selphie started, but Fujin quickly shook her head at her.
"Honest...I love him." She said as she started to cry. "Will...You...Help me?"
Selphie looked down at the ground biting her bottom lip. *She does sound sincerer. Maybe I should help her get back with Zell. But he's so hurt I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't do something to help him out.*
She looked up at Fujin with her big brown eyes full of eagerness. "Ok I'll help you, but I'm not really sure what to do...but don't worry it'll come to me!"
She stepped out of her room and took Fujin by the hand running into the hallway. "But if we're going to do this right you're going to need more help than me. We need Rinoa."
End Of Chapter 7
AN. Ok so I'm back now I'm really sorry I haven't updated enough but to be honest I'm really stumped I haven't figured out how to get Fujin and Zell back together so to all of you who are reading any and all suggestions are welcome and I'll dedicate the rest of my story to the person who helps me out. Thanks guys and don't forget to RXR thanks again. :D