"The Empty Bird Cage that Shows My Heart"
Chapter 4 ~ No More Words
By: White Reflections
A/N: Thank you soo much for the reviews, they inspired me to write more!! ^_^
Holding the airplane tickets that was just sent to Tomoyo, said that I had to leave by this weekend... This was too early to me. I didn't want to see them so soon. I wondered if Tomoyo told Kinomoto and Syaoran that I was coming. I unfolded the letter that was attached with the airplane ticket.
Dear Meiling-chan,
Konnichiwa Meiling-chan!! Wow it's been a long time since I saw you. Tomoyo, Syaoran, and I paid some parts of the ticket. We can't wait to see you since the summer! Your birthday is coming soon and we all pitched something for you so I really hope you will come Well I got to go! Kero- chan is stealing my pudding. Ja ne!
-Sakura Kinomoto
Hey bratty girl!!
-Kero
I started to giggle a bit when Kero was stealing Sakura's pudding. I thought... I haven't laughed for a long time. I couldn't believe it. I've never thought of that.. I read the letter again. What?! It's going to be my birthday soon? Today is March 22 and my birthday is the 25th, after all that depressing moments about Kinomoto and Syaoran, I've never thought about myself that much anymore. I read on and on the letter. Trying to look for a letter from Syaoran, even if it's a small note. But there wasn't, I guess he doesn't care about me anymore. As if I don't exist.
I held the airplane ticket tightly and tears grew out of my eyes.Why am I crying, this is so embarrassing. My thoughts are different now.. I used to be confident, but now I'm a loser. I used to be confident on everything and thought that I can do anything. Now I know how it feels to be left out.. Alone...and useless I've always wished to be a Cardcaptor, have magic and be able to help Syaoran. Does Syaoran really like Kinomoto-san? Or because of her magical powers that attracted him just like Yue? Just because he loves Kinomoto-san because she has magical powers? Does it matter?
I lay on my bed and kept on thinking about it. my lips are sealed. The only thing that will take me to Japan is this ticket. To see my friends there, what friends? Daijouji-san is my only friend. Even though Kinomoto- san takes me as a friend, I don't. Do I take Syaoran as a cousin, just a cousin, or should take him as my true love. I cannot make up my mind, I still love him. But he's taken away. And I thought as him as my cousin. BAKA mitai da yo ne?
A/N: Thanks again for visiting! Please visit again and please review. There can be flames. By the way, the last part of the story, baka mitai da you ne? means I look like a fool don't I? It was from a song called "Pure Snow" by Yuko Sasaki I do not own that either.
Chapter 4 ~ No More Words
By: White Reflections
A/N: Thank you soo much for the reviews, they inspired me to write more!! ^_^
Holding the airplane tickets that was just sent to Tomoyo, said that I had to leave by this weekend... This was too early to me. I didn't want to see them so soon. I wondered if Tomoyo told Kinomoto and Syaoran that I was coming. I unfolded the letter that was attached with the airplane ticket.
Dear Meiling-chan,
Konnichiwa Meiling-chan!! Wow it's been a long time since I saw you. Tomoyo, Syaoran, and I paid some parts of the ticket. We can't wait to see you since the summer! Your birthday is coming soon and we all pitched something for you so I really hope you will come Well I got to go! Kero- chan is stealing my pudding. Ja ne!
-Sakura Kinomoto
Hey bratty girl!!
-Kero
I started to giggle a bit when Kero was stealing Sakura's pudding. I thought... I haven't laughed for a long time. I couldn't believe it. I've never thought of that.. I read the letter again. What?! It's going to be my birthday soon? Today is March 22 and my birthday is the 25th, after all that depressing moments about Kinomoto and Syaoran, I've never thought about myself that much anymore. I read on and on the letter. Trying to look for a letter from Syaoran, even if it's a small note. But there wasn't, I guess he doesn't care about me anymore. As if I don't exist.
I held the airplane ticket tightly and tears grew out of my eyes.Why am I crying, this is so embarrassing. My thoughts are different now.. I used to be confident, but now I'm a loser. I used to be confident on everything and thought that I can do anything. Now I know how it feels to be left out.. Alone...and useless I've always wished to be a Cardcaptor, have magic and be able to help Syaoran. Does Syaoran really like Kinomoto-san? Or because of her magical powers that attracted him just like Yue? Just because he loves Kinomoto-san because she has magical powers? Does it matter?
I lay on my bed and kept on thinking about it. my lips are sealed. The only thing that will take me to Japan is this ticket. To see my friends there, what friends? Daijouji-san is my only friend. Even though Kinomoto- san takes me as a friend, I don't. Do I take Syaoran as a cousin, just a cousin, or should take him as my true love. I cannot make up my mind, I still love him. But he's taken away. And I thought as him as my cousin. BAKA mitai da yo ne?
A/N: Thanks again for visiting! Please visit again and please review. There can be flames. By the way, the last part of the story, baka mitai da you ne? means I look like a fool don't I? It was from a song called "Pure Snow" by Yuko Sasaki I do not own that either.