disclamer: i wish i owned BTVS but....sadly spike was created by josh wedon *tear*

A/N: this is my first a/n so all i can say is PLZ R&R. Lsat chapter was kid of short an all that...the song was not gonna get us by TaTu and this chapter its going to be alittle long and the song is imaganary (origin version) by Evanescence Okie welli said b4 PLZ R&R

" swollowed up in the sopund of my scraming cannot cease for teh fear of silent nights"

Buffy lay awake, confused. She loved Spike, he loved her. It was perfect.... or so she thought.

"in my feild of paper flowers, of candy cloud of lulaby. i lay inside my self for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me"

" Im so confused" she confided in Willow. " I loath him...but yet im in love with him?" The door nob turend and in walk Spike, as casual as possible, and sat in teh chair in the corner. Willow got up to leave. Buffy restraind her, she sat back down.

" if you need to leave this world you live in, lay your head down and stay awile, though you may not remember dreaming, something waits for you to breath again"

The tension was riseing in the small town of sunny dale, vampires wernt so often. Buffy's love for Spike, was slowley growing. Are they really in love?

" dont say im not up touch, with that rampit chaios, you reality, i no well what lays beyond your sleeping refuge, the nightmaire you bild your whole world to escape"

Willow couldent take it any more, something butiful, something real, something blind was happining here. No one could see. " you love her dont you?" Willow asked. " Of corse i do" Spike shouted back." Well then do something about it" she said with a streanth in her voice. She left. He sat in his cold dark home for hours just thinking...he new what he had to do...he new what he must do...but. how?