A/N: One big thank you to Yuriko-chan again for the Sanzo X Hakkai lemon scene! Rabu-Rabu! Demo… You forgot the fact that we were on an AU fic! Dang it… Time to put my editing skills to the test…
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Show me love, show me love
Give me all that I want
Show me love, show me love
'Till I'm screaming for more
-t.A.T.u: Show Me Love
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The scent of the rose oil filled the cozy room. Neither Toki nor Quietus could find a way out of the room. It looked as if they'd have to spend the whole night with each other in that warm, home-like room and that single luxurious bed in front of the hearth.
"What do we do now?" Quietus asked the blonde who leaned against the wall in exhaustion. His face was still immaculate though stress was evident.
"Let's just make the best out of this night… I don't think being stuck here's so bad…" Toki shrugged his shoulders and looked at the brunette standing across him, his loose shirt trying to hide the lithe build behind it. His hands were on his waist and his gentle features beamed at him in a Hakkai-ish manner.
"Oi, Qui…"
"Yes, Toki-san?"
"What you said during the play… Did you really mean it?"
"Why do you ask?"
Toki came close to Quietus and looked deep into the immortal's gentle eyes and said, "I need to know…"
Quietus smiled as he held Toki by his arms and pressed his lips against Toki's own in a discreet kiss. Toki looked at the brunette as he broke away.
"I wasn't kidding Toki… I want to be yours… I want you to think of me as your Hakkai… Show me love, Amida Toki…"
"But do you still love him?" Toki asked his gaze still fixed on Quietus' serene face.
"Love who?"
"My brother…"
A pause of silence came before the answer.
"No." Quietus finally answered, his face a mask of calm serenity, "What use is it to chase a goal which is so unrealistic…? Sanzo loves Hakkai and Hakkai loves him back… I simply can't break them apart. But Toki… at least I could love you so that neither of us would be alone."
"Qui…" Toki whispered as he took the brunette's mouth with his own, burying his fingers in the chocolate locks. Quietus wrapped his arms around Toki's neck, pulling him closer and deepening the kiss. Slowly, they walked until Quietus' back hit the wall. They both broke the kiss to catch their breath.
"Never leave me, Quietus…" Toki whispered, his head resting on his shoulder.
"Toki… You know well I won't leave you. But do me a favor…" The brunette immortal stroked Toki's soft blonde tresses, "Call me by my real name. Hiro… Cho Hiro."
"Hiro…" Toki repeated the name as is it was in a whispered praise, "My Hiro…" His hot kisses were planted on the soft flesh of Quietus' neck.
Gasps escaped from the immortal's mouth as Toki's lips touched the middle of his neck, opening into a hot, passionate, open-mouthed kiss. Toki's hands worked at his buttons, opening them one by one. His lips followed soon afterwards, leading Quietus' cold body into heat.
"Toki!" Quietus breathed. The passion came too fast. His breathing slowed down as Toki stopped, "Please…"
Toki's lips went back to kissing his lover's warm lips. The bliss cradled them but before anything was made to drive the bliss higher, Quietus pulled away in guilt and walked towards the oil burner. The rose oil was all evaporated.
"What was I thinking?" The brunette laughed at himself, "Why were we doing that? Toki… Toki… Toki… Do you really love me?"
Toki came close to Quietus and poured a few more drops of rose oil into the oil burner. He wrapped his arms around Quietus' waist and murmured gently into his ear, "Hiro… Do I have to tell you how much I want you to stay with me? Stay with me… Let me love you… Let me, as you say, show you love."
The blonde immortal slid Quietus' shirt off his body. It fell to the floor as Toki turned his lover around, his fingers caressing the lean muscles of his lover's torso as he leaned in for another kiss. Quietus' cold hands crawled into Toki's shirt, gingerly feeling the tender flesh of his belly. Eventually, he slid the shirt off Toki's body and began to repay the passion Toki gave earlier. His teeth nipped at his neck and collarbone, leaving tiny bite marks behind. His palm flat against his chest sliding lightly down to his belly.
"Stop it… You're tickling me…" Toki said as he caught Quietus' hand in his and drew the brunette closer.
The rustle of clothes was heard again. The held each other in their barred state, every part of their anatomy so close to the other.
"There's no turning back now, Toki…" Quietus whispered into his blonde lover's ear as he lured him to the bed. Toki slid in after his lover, taking his place above him. His hand caressed Quietus' face as he kissed him softly on the lips.
"Hiro… Hiro… My Hiro…" Toki moaned as he passion collected in his groin, hardening it. He felt a hand grasp the rigid organ, drawing his eyelids half-mast as his sex was stroked gingerly as if it was fragile.
The reaper pressed Toki closer to him, close enough to be able to nibble at the flesh of his shoulder. Another moan escaped the blonde's lips as the arousal grew stronger and gave him pain.
"Then take me…" Quietus offered as he turned in bed, his back to Toki, ready to be taken.
But although his passion raged within him, Toki hesitated to take the reaper. Afraid of this ultimatum. Afraid of the consequences. Afraid that someday he might leave Quietus and never come back.
But in the end he gave up to his desire.
Toki held on to his lover as his sex had found the tight opening. He moaned as he entered him. One of his hands slithered down to where the brunette's organ was and began to tease it, feeling it harden under his hand.
He started thrusting now, his breath dancing on his lover's skin, his hand caressing the throbbing sex. Every movement satiating his lover, his deliverer, his Hiro…
The thrusts came faster, Toki maddened by passion and desire. Quietus muffling his loud moans of pain, ecstasy and mixed emotions. He cried for Toki in pure desire. His thoughts only focused on his fair-haired angel, his remedy for this eternal loneliness.
And finally, all was released.
Toki fell beside Quietus in exhaustion. The emerald-eyed brunette smiled as he laid his head against his lover's chest. He was about to say something when Toki pressed a finger against his lips to silence him.
"I love you, Hiro… My Quietus… My dark reaper…" Toki whispered as his fingers twined with Quietus.
Just like in my dream… Quietus thought as he looked at Toki's placid face, the only thing is that he's warm…
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30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes to alter our lives
30 minutes to makes up my mind
30 minutes to finally decide
-t.A.T.u: 30 Minutes
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ClickHakkai laughed as Sanzo handcuffed him to the bedpost. The wine set beside the oysters drugged them and unfortunately, they were behaving strangely…
"Sanzo… Please me…" Hakkai laughed as he watched his intoxicated lover. Sanzo took off his shirt and threw it to one side. He didn't refuse the request Hakkai made. He immediately leaned over and kissed him – hard, forcefully breaking his lips apart as the heat washed over his body. He cared no longer, he wanted him, he needed him. Hakkai only moaned as he was pinned down on the warm carpeted floor, the cold steel of the handcuffs against his skin.
"Sanzo." Hakkai whispered softly and teasingly as the blonde broke away, his lips brushing against the skin of Hakkai's neck. "Don't you think you're going a little too –"
Sanzo kissed him repeatedly before he could even finish.
"Shut up…" He whispered in between them. His hands moving quickly, undoing the small strands that kept Hakkai's shirt properly closed. Sanzo had already positioned himself on top of him, their hips slowly grinding against each other. He continued to undress him as Hakkai squirmed in excitement. He couldn't help but moan, the hardness between his lover's legs against his own.
The monk soon tore the shirt off Hakkai in frustration, leaning down to kiss the lean figure, his hands moving down to his pants and unbuttoning them, Sanzo was able to remove every single item of clothing on him, throwing it aside. He was about to lean over to kiss him again when Hakkai smirked and broke the handcuffs away with a small ki blast, kissing him first and pushing him down, his hands were undressing him, he moved his humps harder and faster. Sanzo groaned roughly – as soon as their naked bodies were against each other.
He was ready for entrance when Hakkai moved down. He moaned almost in question, but Hakkai's only response was a smirk, as he continued to lower himself between his lover's legs. The warmth there excited him as he leaned over and took him in. He heard another moan as he moved his head back and forth, making his teeth gently scrape the skin. His tongue brushing over the head with long, soft and teasing strokes.
Sanzo was writhing in pleasure, not aware that he was already clasping a fistful of Hakkai's hair as he thrust deeper into the brunette's mouth. Hakkai didn't gag at all as he was given more access. He made the strokes of his tongue faster and faster, he sucked on the skin, hard and swollen, he kept doing this as he felt Sanzo jerk in surprise, giving out a raspy cry. He felt the hardness in his mouth, hotter and harder, he tasted good.
He knew that Sanzo was close to coming, and this is why he pulled away.
Sanzo glanced at Hakkai as he was breathing heavily. "What –" He was cut off as Hakkai leaned in and kissed him, making him taste himself. He soon pulled away, moving a little, readying himself as he suddenly impaled himself on the pulsating manhood that wanted release.
Both of them moaned as they started to move, their hips ramming against each other.
Harder and faster, Hakkai remained on top, breathing heavily as his hands ran on the smooth chest that lay before him. Sanzo groaned louder as his touches were slowly driving him to the edge, he drove in harder and deeper, making Hakkai cry out loudly. He soon got impatient and pushed Hakkai back down. There was more roughness with him now; his thrusts were harder by every moment and every cry that escaped Hakkai's lips.
The brunette felt his own sex wanting release as he felt it hardening.
Sanzo knew he was almost there. He moved his hips faster and moaned, leaning in and kissing Hakkai hungrily as he pushed in deeper.
Hakkai felt the pain and the pleasure surge through him as he cried out again. He arched his back as he heard Sanzo groan as he thrust in one last time before reaching his climax.
But Sanzo was hardly through with him. He moved quickly, knowing that little more would push Hakkai there. Still positioned on top of him, Sanzo spread his legs a little wider allowing Hakkai to thrust himself into him. He winced slightly but he ignored the slight pain – he moved quickly, driving himself in harder and faster. Both their cries were heard through out, Hakkai called out Sanzo's name as he pushed himself in deeper and deeper – Sanzo knew it was painful but he could hardly feel it as his own thoughts were clouded.
Their movements were soon more passionate, more urgent… aggressive. Hakkai kept moving and Sanzo did the same along with his thrusts.
It was a little longer before Hakkai gave one last piercing thrust that he released inside of him. Sanzo leaned in and captured his mouth, muffling both their cries.
Sanzo fell back beside Hakkai, gathering his lover in his arms and kissing his damp forehead. He closed his eyes as he felt Hakkai lean in and embrace him back, both of them catching their breaths, calming themselves down as their bodies rested against each other.
He didn't have to say anything. He only looked into the tired emerald eyes that beheld him. He gave a silent nod and kissed him again. And between them, they knew what it meant.