A/N: ______= journal entries
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Draco touched his cheek, his skin tingling from where he'd just been hit. People were staring at him, and he could still hear Pansy's faint whimpers as she ran off down the hallway. She'd caught him kissing Felicity Dawson. "You were having a fucking SNOG FEST with that bitch!" Pansy had screamed only seconds before hitting him sqaure across the face and running off. Felicity came around the corner, biting her lip. "I'm sorry..." she said. Her expression suddenly changed when his eyes met hers. "You told me you weren't with her anymore..." Draco stood in silence. This wasn't what had happened in the dream. If this was like his dream, she'd be in his arms right then. "How could you lie about something like that, Draco?!" Felicity slapped him hard across the other cheek, and he heard a few "Ooh's" from the other people in the hallway. 'Just like me to screw everything up.' Draco thought, walking down the hallway to the boys' lavitory. 'Just like me.'
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Felicity fell against the wall in the girls' bathroom, wiping away her tears. She heard a faint whimper coming from around the circle of sinks in the middle of the room, and walked cautiously around them. Pansy Parkinson was sitting there, wiping her eyes on her sleeve. "Pansy." Pansy looked up and glared at her.
"This is all YOUR fault."
"He told me he wasn't seeing you anymore!"
Pansy's face changed right then. "He-he did?"
Felicity nodded. She sat down beside her, handing her a tissue.
"Thanks."
"Seems this Draco thinks he can get away with shit like this," Felicity said, wiping the stream of eyeliner from her cheek.
"We need to show him up for this."
Pansy sniffed and nodded. She had the strangest feeling she'd met Felicity somewhere before, butshe couldn't have- Felicity was new to Hogwarts this year- from Durmstrang. Felicity stood up, zipping open her purse.
"Ah, cheer up, Pans," Felicity said, pulling out her eyeliner and refreshing her smeared make-up. "Ass-holes like him will pay the price one day."
Pansy stood up beside her. "Maybe that day will come sooner then later for him."
The two girls smiled slyly at each other, a softness to their gaze.
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How the fuck is this happening? This isn't the way it was supposed to happen. But do I really want it to happen the way it did in my dreams? Ending in heartbreak and...death? How the hell am I to make up my mind when the path I'm going now is no better then the path I'd rather be going. Why the hell must I be so difficult?!
Draco slammed the little black leather bound book in his hands closed, dropping his quill to the floor. He sat with his knees up towards his chest, his sleeves pushed up and a upset expression on his face. All he wanted was Felicity. But now, she was the one thing he couldn't have.
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His eyes- they remind me of something, something from a dream. It's like I've known him somewhere before, and it churns my insides every time I see him, those eyes piercing me. I have these weird flashes of memories in my mind when I look into his eyes- us, kissing on a tabletop, or us thrashing around the bedsheets....It scares me- where are these thoughts coming from?
Felicity tapped her quill on the tabletop, biting her lip. The common room door flew open, and Draco walked inside, dropping his books on a nearby table, not noticing Felicity sitting there. He looked up finally, his breath catching in his throat. He swallowed, not knowing what to say or do. "We should talk..." Felicity said softly, standing up. She gestured towards the black leather couch, and Draco sat slowly down beside her, memories coming into his mind.
Felicity's mind flashed, too, the same thoughts catching as glimpses in her mind. Her mind echoed her own voice whispering "I love you" through heaving breaths. She shook her head, chasing her thoughts away. "There's something you need to know." Draco said, swallowing again. "The reason I told you I wasn't with Pansy anymore was because...because....I had a feeling about you....like...a memory....what have you...."
Felicity's insides shuddered.
"Like....from a dream?"
~*~
AhHhH....what's this? Did Felicity have the same dream, but forget it until now?!?
Ever have that thing where you dream something you wanna tell, but forget it? Yeeeeeah....
The next chapters will blow you away...
Haha, I can't get over how I made you think it was over...hehehe...
more 2 come!
sara
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Draco touched his cheek, his skin tingling from where he'd just been hit. People were staring at him, and he could still hear Pansy's faint whimpers as she ran off down the hallway. She'd caught him kissing Felicity Dawson. "You were having a fucking SNOG FEST with that bitch!" Pansy had screamed only seconds before hitting him sqaure across the face and running off. Felicity came around the corner, biting her lip. "I'm sorry..." she said. Her expression suddenly changed when his eyes met hers. "You told me you weren't with her anymore..." Draco stood in silence. This wasn't what had happened in the dream. If this was like his dream, she'd be in his arms right then. "How could you lie about something like that, Draco?!" Felicity slapped him hard across the other cheek, and he heard a few "Ooh's" from the other people in the hallway. 'Just like me to screw everything up.' Draco thought, walking down the hallway to the boys' lavitory. 'Just like me.'
***
Felicity fell against the wall in the girls' bathroom, wiping away her tears. She heard a faint whimper coming from around the circle of sinks in the middle of the room, and walked cautiously around them. Pansy Parkinson was sitting there, wiping her eyes on her sleeve. "Pansy." Pansy looked up and glared at her.
"This is all YOUR fault."
"He told me he wasn't seeing you anymore!"
Pansy's face changed right then. "He-he did?"
Felicity nodded. She sat down beside her, handing her a tissue.
"Thanks."
"Seems this Draco thinks he can get away with shit like this," Felicity said, wiping the stream of eyeliner from her cheek.
"We need to show him up for this."
Pansy sniffed and nodded. She had the strangest feeling she'd met Felicity somewhere before, butshe couldn't have- Felicity was new to Hogwarts this year- from Durmstrang. Felicity stood up, zipping open her purse.
"Ah, cheer up, Pans," Felicity said, pulling out her eyeliner and refreshing her smeared make-up. "Ass-holes like him will pay the price one day."
Pansy stood up beside her. "Maybe that day will come sooner then later for him."
The two girls smiled slyly at each other, a softness to their gaze.
***
How the fuck is this happening? This isn't the way it was supposed to happen. But do I really want it to happen the way it did in my dreams? Ending in heartbreak and...death? How the hell am I to make up my mind when the path I'm going now is no better then the path I'd rather be going. Why the hell must I be so difficult?!
Draco slammed the little black leather bound book in his hands closed, dropping his quill to the floor. He sat with his knees up towards his chest, his sleeves pushed up and a upset expression on his face. All he wanted was Felicity. But now, she was the one thing he couldn't have.
***
His eyes- they remind me of something, something from a dream. It's like I've known him somewhere before, and it churns my insides every time I see him, those eyes piercing me. I have these weird flashes of memories in my mind when I look into his eyes- us, kissing on a tabletop, or us thrashing around the bedsheets....It scares me- where are these thoughts coming from?
Felicity tapped her quill on the tabletop, biting her lip. The common room door flew open, and Draco walked inside, dropping his books on a nearby table, not noticing Felicity sitting there. He looked up finally, his breath catching in his throat. He swallowed, not knowing what to say or do. "We should talk..." Felicity said softly, standing up. She gestured towards the black leather couch, and Draco sat slowly down beside her, memories coming into his mind.
Felicity's mind flashed, too, the same thoughts catching as glimpses in her mind. Her mind echoed her own voice whispering "I love you" through heaving breaths. She shook her head, chasing her thoughts away. "There's something you need to know." Draco said, swallowing again. "The reason I told you I wasn't with Pansy anymore was because...because....I had a feeling about you....like...a memory....what have you...."
Felicity's insides shuddered.
"Like....from a dream?"
~*~
AhHhH....what's this? Did Felicity have the same dream, but forget it until now?!?
Ever have that thing where you dream something you wanna tell, but forget it? Yeeeeeah....
The next chapters will blow you away...
Haha, I can't get over how I made you think it was over...hehehe...
more 2 come!
sara