Author Notes: Please Read and Review I don't know if I should even be messing with this one again but it's in my head. So Help Please?

His Soul - Chapter Seven - They Come to Me - Will I Be Ready?

I know that as I worked the streets that day that they would be coming to me soon. Today or maybe tomorrow. I had to spell that I could cast. Spell I know that it sounds funny as if I am a witch. Maybe in a sense I am. But not the kind that wanders the world or flies around on a broom. I am a healer in a sense to one that helps to fight for the soul of others. But what about my soul. Do I fight for it or should I give it willingly to him. Is it worth the fight? Do I have the hope of winning if I do fight.? I know somewhere in my heart that I must fight. Or do I? Questions. It seems as if that is all that I have left in my life. No that not true either as I have a love in my heart for a man that I know I shouldn't . For I know that he is the one who can end me too. But can we help but to love the ones who come into our hearts? Do we even chose the ones that enter our hearts.? Heck and even more questions. Do I look for the answers or should I just run and hide. And is there an answer for the most important question that I have. Will I be ready? Potions and Spells yes but my heart? My Soul? Well I am home and I can sense that he is coming. I know that tonight will start the beginning of the end. I am just not sure weather it will be his end or mine or maybe even his brother. Can we all be saved? I lay here ready to close my eyes willing the dreams to come. To see him or maybe I should say to see them. For now they have both become part of my life or at least a part of my dreams. And yes part of my heart. For if their soul are lost then I know that my heart will be lost also. But yet tonight sleep won't come. I close my eyes and yet I can not sleep. It's like destiny is once again making me to wait. Waiting just like I did in the All State Arena for him to arrive. Why? If only I could figure that out that then just maybe I could calm my heart and my mind. Or maybe I would lose both if I could find the answers that I seek. To make them work for me and not against me. I know that I should feel glad that I have yet to feel his hands upon me completely but yet I so know in my heart that the only thing I want is to feel just that. So once again I close my eyes but I know that sleep still will not be coming soon. I feel them before they are even here. I'm scared and yet some what excited too as I know that they are coming to me for the first time for real. I mean not just in my dreams. I open up my eyes as quickly as I can. I sit up just as a shimmering cloud of smoke that almost looks to have a purple haze to it appears in my room. My heart is beating so fast that I know that it can be heard through my whole room. Did I blink or was he here the whole time watching me from the other corner from behind his mask. A mask that at times doesn't even look like it is there but yet at others is. Once again he stares at me from the darkness and the light. Or maybe it is from the evil and the good. I know that the other is here also but I am afraid to look at him so I keep looking a Kane. He smiles at me and then behind me. As I turn I feel him as I know that he feels me. I look into his eyes and see that he didn't turn them white so once again he has let me see the calm green that shows me his soul. The soul that he is so unaware of or maybe he does know of it and that is why he is here. Maybe he is here so that I can save him. And in turn maybe he can save me and his brother. I feel his indecision as he tries deeply to make his decision. I can feel his fear as I know that he can feel mine. Because I know that if he decides that his soul mean nothing then I also know that my soul will be his and I will be one of the walking dead till he comes and takes me completely. I can feel his brother as he watches him closely waiting I'm sure to find out if he might also find freedom or damnation. Love or Hatred? He reaches out and touches my face with his fingers and slowly traces my lips. His touch is cold but yet it also some what burns almost as if I was touched by dry ice. I know that he is watching me closely to see if I will run or maybe even more so if I will call upon the spell that he can read some where in the back of my mind. The spell that my own Mother and Father made me learn so that I could use it one day on him. I know why they wouldn't tell me of him when I ask now. I also know why I can not use that spell on him or at least not yet. For weather he wants it or not I love him. And though I know that my Love will be the beginning of the end for maybe us all I still can do nothing about it.. So then look at him with every thing in my eyes hiding nothing from him and now as the saying goes everything is in his ball park. I see the turmoil in his eyes as we hear the laughter coming from the corner where his bother is watching. We stare at each other for what feels like for ever both lost deep within each other. So lost that it takes me a moment to even realize that Kane is sitting on my bed next to me. I turn and I see the hope in his eyes as he reaches out to turn me slightly so that my back can just as easily be reached by the Taker as my lips. My heart pounds so hard that I know that Kane can feel it against his arm which is laying across it. I know this for his which I have reached out and placed my hand over it is beating the same. I hear the hiss and then I feel the pain but is it coming from my neck or my lips. For I can tell that he has some how touched both. A kiss? A bite? I don't know which. All that I do know is that I can tell that I am falling or I'm I being pulled downward into the arms of his brother? I can only look quickly into his eyes because I know that a dark sleep is coming. He reaches out and touches my face and is it Love? Or was it hate that I seen so blazing in his eyes. Taker reaches out and touches his brothers shoulder and then his face for now there is no mask. He then quickly bends an kisses my lips gently claiming what he knows is his. To claim which ever way he decides will serve him best. Then he is gone leaving me in the arms of his brother to watch over me as the darkness claims me and as the beginning of the end starts for .... Who?

Author Notes: Please Read and Review. I don't know if I should keep writing or If I should dump it. Oh and please if you are going to flame me I already know that it is strange but that is on purpose. It's how my muses wanted it done.

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