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Perfect
I'd made up my mind.
It was time to talk to her.
I had to do it.
I had to stop thinking about it.
I had to move on.
Today was the day.
It was the beginning of the end.
I told her, I told her everything. All that I felt, all that it meant to me. How it was the best moment of my life, how I couldn't stop thinking about her. All the words poured out, all my emotions, everything I was feeling, I couldn't stop. I told her she was different, that this was different, it was perfect. I told her that I hadn't stopped thinking about that moment. It felt so right; her waking up my arms and that when she did wake up all she could do was yell at me.
She stood there, expressionless, as I poured my heart out.
She stood there, unmoving.
She stood there, speechless.
She didn't understand what I felt. What I still feel. I felt like such an idiot, how could I be so stupid. I don't know why I tried to talk to her. I started to yell at her. Why did it mean nothing to her and everything to me.
Why did I talk to her?
Why couldn't I forget?
Now she hates me even more.
Why couldn't she say something? Why couldn't she understand?
I knew she wouldn't. I knew I should have just moved on, to the next girl.
I got no response, no words, no movement. All I wanted was to hear her voice, one word. I have been thinking about this moment for days. The words I would use, her reaction, but nothing is how you imagine it. All I wanted was for her to say it meant something.
Instead she turned and ran.