*I would firstly like to apologise to everyone for not updating in ages.  Thank you to everyone who has reviewed its been really great. I don't really know where I am going with this story and like one reviewer said it is getting repetitive.  I don't think I will add anymore to this story unless I can think of a good way to end it, which I can't at the moment.  I'll see how I go and I'll try and finish it sometime.  Sorry to everyone about this.*

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All I wanted to do was run.

But I was stuck there on the spot, my legs wouldn't move, my body was paralysed.  He was speaking to me but I didn't understand, the words had no meaning.  I stood there staring straight at him.  He started yelling at me.  Saying that he should never have tried to talk to me in the first place.  That he should have just moved on. 

I wanted to tell him that it meant something to me too, I wanted to say anything, tell him to stop yelling at me, tell him that I did want to talk. 

But no words would came out.

I Rory Gilmore, couldn't put a sentence together. 

Couldn't string two words together. 

I didn't know what to say.

I didn't know what to do, so I turned and ran.

Ran away from him.  Everything that involved him.  Everything that got me into this mess.  Its all because of him.  My life was revolving around him.  I couldn't sleep, I can't study, I can't concentrate.  I can't stop thinking about him, he is always on my mind.

I just want to never see him again, to move on.  I wished it had never happened.  I wish everything would change, go back to the way it was.  I just want to ignore him forever. 

But that's not what I really want. I want to talk to him.  I want to apologise for the way I acted, for the way I ran away from him.  I want to tell him everything I'm feeling like he told me.  I want to go home and sleep and forget about everything.  I want someone to talk to, but I say nothing to my mum anymore.  She doesn't trust me, everything's changed now.  She always has to know what I'm doing, where I'm going.  I go to school, I come home, do homework.  I just want to talk to her.  I need her help.  I don't know what to do. 

I just want everything to go back to normal.

I'm so confused. 

Everything's messed up.