Really quick in coming out with this, huh? Ohohoh! The next few probably won't be in such quick succession. I'm only putting this one out so they're more like real time. At one point, Malik will respond to reviews, seeing as in real online journals people can comment. Until I can get him to do it, though, he'll keep these coming. There will be one or two entries per chapter depending on the size of the chapter.

Malik: And depending on my mood. =.=

Yes, of course. His mood. =3

Thank you's & Reviews:

Umi~ I'm sorry I forgot you in the last chapter! Thank you for letting me use your situation, Hoshi-chan!

Pepsi-chan~Thank you for beta-ing! ^O^

Rain-chan~ Thank you too! ^_^

Cygna-hime~ Poor little Malik. So naive at the age of ten! Shaadii has a crush on Mou hitori no Yuugi? Really? That's just a tad wrong. Shaadii is... old! Although, it does kind of make sense, seeing as he worships him. I'm not fond of Shaadi, actually, so I guess that's an excuse for not knowing. Dunno if there really is anyone with the name Cursed_Thousand_Tears, actually. If there is I'm sorry to have stolen their name. ^^

Digichick~ That I shall! ^ ~

Just Ego~ Yay! I'm glad someone wants me to update! I'm even more glad that you read this even though you say that you don't often read Malik fics. I rarely ever leave reviews unless I'm terribly impressed, so I'm flattered that you left one! Thank you so much!

Bakura's Baby~ Rain-chan! Don't you dare be mad at me for not putting you in my thank you's for the first chapter! You weren't online when I was having this beta-ed!

~*Friday, May 23, 2003: Got Caught*~

'Neesan came in and found what I wrote. We talked for a good hour about it, and I must say, I said some pretty cold things, even if I did believe them. I still do. I'm a worthless bastard (yes, I mean that in the literal no father sense), but that's all my own fault. Around my "friends" (those "friends" being the people I nearly killed back in Battle City) I'm this incredibly happy little person, slightly perverted, and probably look like I'm on crack or something when people see me on the streets. It isn't entirely incorrect though--the way I act. I just know that there's far more to everything than just some chick's ass, or her boobs. Sure, I like looking, but does that mean anything in the scheme of things? In a thousand years (for I'm pretty sure the damned don't get to die in Hell) will I be talking to Bakura about some French chick's rack? I'm willing to bet that won't be the case.

We all know that with the evil I have done, I will be doomed to suffer the eternal fires of that damnation. I've ruined the lives of a lot of people, and nearly ruined a lot of families as well. There should be a sin dedicated to me alone! The Malik Sin! Or at least a commandment; "Thou shalt not screw up as Malik hath done." Maybe Yami no Bakura and the Pharaoh can get their own commandments too so I can have the thirteenth one.

And in case you're wondering how this Egyptian got off on Christianity, let me assure you that I am not some Christian freak. Domino High just has the worst electives ever. There are no creative writing classes, and the art classes do not approve of blood or death on sketches or paintings (believe me, I was in the art class for two weeks). There is an interpretive dance class, but they do not allow real daggers for death scenes. There is a drama class with a "no stabbing" policy. Very sad life I lead. Besides, Jyounouchi and Kaiba are in the drama class, so I cannot be in it. Jyounouchi would most likely kill me, and Kaiba would most definitely kill me. I don't think he's quite forgiven me for having a gang member nearly slit Mokuba's throat--although Mokuba has certainly forgiven me. He and Yuugi are the only ones, though.

Anzu is still angry that I possessed her in the middle of the night and ran around the Airship. Oopsie? I thought I apologized for taking over her body so many times! Oh well, she's sickeningly idealistic. No loss there. Ryou is fine with me now, mainly because he and I have both been cursed with an abusive dark side. Yami no Bakura, however, has stopped beating Ryou entirely and has even curbed his tongue a bit. I don't want anyone to think of that in a kinky way, although those two certainly have a chemistry between them. A very obvious one. So do Yami and Yuugi.

Sometimes I wonder why the other hikari's get to be in love with their yami's. I sure as hell didn't get the pick of any litter with mine. Yami no Malik was, and unless he's died in the shadow realm, still is, a horrible, cruel, bastard. He's violent, abusive, and doesn't give a damn about anyone or anything else at all in the world. Stupid bastard other half...

Where was I? Oh yeah. Electives... Bakura and I got kicked off of the Hockey team because we were trying to kill one another. --'Neesan wants me off, I'll write more soon. If someone reminds me, I'll probably do more on this subject.

~*~ Tuesday, June 3, 2003

Fainted twice today. Found out some interesting things about Yuugi and co. Tell you all later, 'neesan is making me go to the doctor.

~*To be continued*~

Sorry it's so short. The next chapter won't be out as quickly, but I promise the wait won't be too long! I'm not sure how much of my life I can safely tie in to this without making it more Meggie than Malik, so if he starts going too far OOC someone yell at me! Oh yes--my translations:

Yami no Bakura~ yeah, it's the same as Yami Bakura. Goes for Yami no Yuugi and Yami no Malik too. "No" is possessive, so it's like "Bakura's darkness".