Well I am finally able to add this next chapter. I am afraid that I am unsure of what I really want to happen next and I would like any helpful hints that I could get. For the record on the next chapters: Do not come looking for any good Kat moments. I am not a big fan of hers. With that said I hope that you read and review. Enjoy!

Morning found Jason Lee Scott sitting dazed in his living room, sprawled on the couch. Unable to sleep he had pondered what had become of the powerful friendships they had, why something so horrible would happen to one of the nicest people he knew. How a close knit group of friends would turn on one of their own because of a small nasty piece of paper. Just as he was about to fall into the land of dreams he was startled back to his senses by a light pounding on the door.

"It's unlocked," he shouted, in no mood to see anyone. Jason looked up to see Tommy slowly close the door and turn to face him. There was a look of uneasiness that Tommy wore on his face.

"I thought that you and I should have a talk." He said as he leaned against the wall. "I know that you are upset with the actions of the group especially me but I want you to know that we truly had no idea that Kim was still home. I thought that she had left with the others. I also want you to know that I would never do anything to harm Kim. As crazy as it may sound I am still in love with her. I want to be there for her and you and I want to be able to be friends and not have to worry about losing one of you because of the small…."

Jason raised his hand to silence the now rambling twenty year old in front of him. Jason was so tired he barely found the energy to explain himself to his long time friend.

"I was startled and hurt very badly the other night when I found Kim. I can not imagine losing her. The fact that she was attempting to end her own life is more than I can bear."

"Why?" Tommy asked softly looking down. "What made her want to die?"

"Pain and suffering that she has endured these last few years. And the fact that she has kept it all locked away, not willing to talk about it. She has lost so much and somewhere along the line she thought that death would be the answer."

Tommy watched as Jason's tired face took on a worried look as he glanced at the clock and then out the window. He also knew that Jason was giving him a rough outline of what was really bothering Kimberly. Tommy understood that Jason would never betray her trust and he would have to find out on his own.

"She ran off last night." Jason said as he stood up and made his way over to Tommy and the door. "I have to try and find her."

Jason was stopped short when Tommy grabbed his arm.

"You are in no condition to go looking for anyone." He explained as he moved his friend back to the couch. "She is probably back wherever it is she is staying and not wandering around at all." Tommy turned toward the door his chocolate brown eyes startling Jason. There, in the eyes of a former leader to the Power Rangers was tears. Jason had forgot that Tommy had such a soft heart and he knew that the words they had shared a day ago had scarred him.

"I'm sorry bro. But I…" Jason started to apologize for the hurtful words he had shouted at one of his closest friends.

"It's ok Jase." Tommy said as he opened the door. "If Kimberly is still out wandering around I will find her." He looked down at the floor uncertain of himself. "I have to find her and tell her that I am still in love with her."

"What about Kat?" Jason asked from the couch. He was worried about how Tommy was going to handle the swaying situation. If he wasn't careful all three of them could end up hurt.

"I broke up with her about a week ago. We both realized that the relationship was going nowhere." Tommy looked back up and smiled. "I guess I am a one woman type of guy."

"Come back in at six tonight." Jason murmured as he fell toward the land of dreams. "And try to be on time." With that Jason's muscles relaxed further and he let out a soft sigh.

"Sleep well bro," Tommy said walking back out the door in search of the woman he loved and the unknown future.

Kimberly Hart gazed out the window in the living room of her small apartment. Angel Grove Park spread out in expanse before her. Closing her eyes she could see the past. Not just the monster fights and the demanding tasks of being a power ranger but the many hours the gang had spent in the sun. The first kiss she and Tommy had shared was over by the lake and the time that Jason had held her in his strong arms when she had found out about her parent's decision to divorce. I should never have pushed them away, she though to herself. How she regretted that awful letter to Tommy. Kim sighed and grabbed a light jacket from the closet and made her way to the park. She moved out at a brisk walk to the place she had gone many times in the past. A place that held comfort in her mind because of all the wonderful memories she had of Tommy there. Kim entered the wooded thicket by the lake and sighed. It was just as she remembered it. The beauty of the morning was breath taking, the newly woken sun was casting soft reflections of light against the slightly lapping water and the soft breeze moved the leaves in a majestic yet hypnotic way. As she climbed up on the large boulder to gaze at the beautiful sight before and to gather her thoughts on the future she didn't realize that she wasn't alone.

Tommy watched hidden by the trees as Kim sat and stared out in the direction of the horizon. He moved toward her, unsure of how to break his presence to the small girl he had known so well in the past.

"I wish you were here, Tommy" Kim whispered softly to herself as she wrapped her arms around her body as if in the process of hugging herself. She slowly stood and Tommy froze unsure of what to say. The distance between them was a lot wider than the two meters that separated them.

"I am here Beautiful" he said softly as she was turning to leave. Kim gasped at the sight of her old leader, friend and love. She was surprised to turn and find him in their old spot but even more so by him calling her Beautiful. Kim was ashamed at how wonderful she felt that he had called her that. He was Kat's boyfriend now and the only reason he was even speaking to her was because he didn't know the awful truth. Surely if he knew he wouldn't be here, right?

"Tommy," she whispered as she gave a small nod, deverted her eyes and tried to walk past him.

"Wait Kim," he said grabbing hold of her arm unwilling to let her go before they had a chance to talk. He gasped when she flinched and cowered from him. It was as if she thought that he was going to strike her. Tommy quickly let go of her arm and touched her shoulder. She even flinched away at the soft touch of a friend.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you," he started. Kimberly remained looking at the ground as he apologized.

"You didn't hurt me it's just…" At that moment Kim lost all control and sank to the ground trembling. Pulling her knees up to her chest and hiding her face she began to rock back and forth. "I'm so sorry" she repeated over and over as tears began to once again take form in her eyes.

Tommy stood back shocked. What in all the heavens could have happened to her. He knew that it wasn't his imagination playing games on him when she had cowered before him. She had actually been afraid of him. Tommy didn't even want to imagine the horrors that she must have gone through.

"You don't have to be sorry, Kim" He said as he lifted her chin so he could she her face. Now that her face was in the light Tommy wanted to cry himself. Her features had changed from healthy with a rosy tint to shallow and pale. Her eyes were haunted and the sparkle had been distinguished.

"I hurt you" she replied pulling her face away from his touch. "And I lied to you."

Tommy rocked back on her heels. He knew that she was talking about the letter. For three years there had been a little voice in the back of his mind telling him that there really hadn't been another guy.

"You must have had your reasons" He said carefully. "But I was hoping that you would tell now that we are here together."

Kim looked at him as she rose to her feet. She knew that he had every right to know but she could find the words to tell him. All of her pain, anger at the world and years of isolation brought forth a rush of words.

"I was raped and beaten and if that isn't enough I have to find out that I am pregnant and then I before I can decide if I have the guts to have an abortion I miscarry. I regret sending you that stupid letter and pushing all of you away. Then the one person that does call me home happens to die from cancer that I didn't even know that she had. I have lost everything that I have ever loved or enjoyed! I can't eat or sleep and I when I do finally shut my eyes I relive that horrible night all over again. I want to die!!!" Kim stopped screaming as suddenly as she had started. She once again looked down at the ground afraid to see Tommy's expression. Now he will leave, she thought. He won't want anything to do with me now.

Tommy walked over to Kim and placed his hands on her shoulders, then once again lifted her face so he could see into her eyes. Eyes that were soft and caring and to Kim's surprise filled with tears at the pain of finally knowing what had happened to her."

"Oh Tommy" she whispered falling into his awaiting arms for a hug. Tommy just held her, stroking her long hair and resting his chin upon her head. He knew that she had a long way to go in they way of recovery from the horrible events of the past.

Hope you found this interesting but I fell that I need a few tips on which way to go. I already have some plans but I am still unsure of who I want to have Kim end up with Jason or Tommy. Review and give me some hints. I need then badly. **Jules**