Note from Meiling: I give Eriol his present and he says thank you to me! Syaoran's better by the way and it was great to see all of us at school as one big family. On my birthday, something happens to me and I reflect back on what's happened and I recieve my presents. I call this chapter- 'Why Me?'
This edited for what is was before for many reasons.
Note from The Card Witch: Meiling is in big trouble on her birthday, but I won't say how. Read on and find out, and at the end of the chapter- REVIEW! Thank you.
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23rd March- Eriol's Birthday!
Dear Diary,
I gave Eriol his present, he said he loved them-
"I made the book mark myself, I know how much you love cherry blossom flowers so I sewed them into the book mark along with my own pink stiches. I made the card too" I told him handing the card to him. Eriol looked at it and smiled.
"Thank you Mei-Chan" he told me and he hugged me, Tomoyo seemed to chuckle under her breath but Eriol didn't hear. Sakura and Syaoran had chipped together and-
"We got you..." Syaoran begun,
"MAPLE CANDY AND SALT WATER TAFFY!" Eriol said taking it from them. Syaoran and Sakura laughed, I smiled and Tomoyo video taped it. Eriol hugged Syaoran and Sakura, Syaoran flinched at first but closed his and just patted his back.
Tomoyo then went into her bag, "Okay my turn, I made candy!" Tomoyo said getting out a bag tied with a bow.
"Thanks Tomoyo-chan very nice of you" Eriol said giving her a hug. Eriol then faced all of us-
"Thank you so much for your presents! They are wonderful! And I'll eat them soon, promise" Eriol joked,
I felt kind of bad cause everyone else had given him sweets and things. I'd made him something none edible.
When they had gone a went to Eriol, "I'm sorry my present was so lame" I told him. Eriol turned around and smiled.
"Oh Mei-mei, it's a lovely present. Sure I like sweets but sweets only last up till you eat them, your present will last me forever. And you made it yourself, that makes it really special" Eriol told me, he got out a book and marked a page with the bookmark. As he put it on the side a taty old book fell out of his bag and near my fett. Eriol went pale as I picked it up.
"Your diary" I said sadly, I remember the last time I read it I became really mad at him. I handed it back to him and a photo fell out again. It was the same one from before. "I've seen this picture before, it fell out of your diary when I..." I was cut off from the look on Eriol's face.
"That picture is of my siblings, that was about 75 years after my parents had died. I know they look really old but as I said, only now have a started to age. My parents were brother and sister to Clow Reed" Eriol told me. I sat down and listened to him. "You see even though Clow was ruffly 700 when he died, he only really died 200 years ago".
I then looked at the picture closely, this brother and sister seemed very old. I guess them and Eriol were all born years before that picture had been taken. "Sister and brother having children, isn't that insest?" I asked him.
"Well magical law it was diffrent then, It was a way of the Reed family of keeping family worth" Eriol told. "That law changed when Clow Reed's mother died, as the Li Clan law is that death is the penalty for insest or adultary" Eriol told me. It was true, only last year Akia Li was excicuted for being a trator to the clan. She had comited murder on another Li who was living in Beijing.
"I myself was in love with someone at this time, I was in school a lot of my life and my cousin who was in the Li clan came to London to learn English better. I fell in love with her" Eriol told me. I felt a bit sad for him, I didn't feel angry that I'm not the only one he's ever loved. I've loved Syaoran and he once was in love with Kaho, before she died.
"Was it Kaho?" I asked, Eriol looked at me. "Kaho wasn't born yet, she wouldn't for another 78 or 79 years" Eriol told me. "This was a girl called Melissa, she had long black hair and strange purple eyes, I fell in love with her very quickly. But then, she got very sick and I tried to save her but my magic wasn't as strong as it is now and she died two weeks after she fell ill. After she died I wanted to die too. Now I'm glad I am alive cause I met you. Meiling" Eriol told me. I tried again to tell him I love him too.
"Eriol, I have something I want to tell you" I told him. Eriol nodded and listened like he knew what I was going to do and say."I... I.... I... Eriol, I"
"Meiling!" Tyler called over the fence. Eriol didn't turn around so Tyler couldn't see his face. I stood and walked a way from him, before I left Eriol slipped something into my hand. I stopped and put it into my bag, as it was a piece of paper.
I then said good bye and ran to Tyler as if it was father who had just called me. I hoped Tyler wouldn't have an idea of who it was I was talking to. But of course he did.
"What were you doing with him and what's that he gave you?" Tyler said going to my back pack. I pulled away but Tyler held me down like I was a frolicing dog. I tore a way from his grasp and tried to walk a way from him but he followed me pulling me back. What was wrong with him?
"GET AWAY TYLER" I cried but it made no diffirece and he easily pulled me back here to the apartment. Mother was here along with Syaoran and Sakura in the next room he couldn't talk to me or insult me.
I ran to my room to look at what Eriol had given me. It was an entry to his diary. It must have come out of the diary.
I could see that I would have a lot of reading tonight. My book and these enties.
I looked at the diary enties and read them all-
(The next writings belong to Eriol's Diary)
Dear Diary,
I have met such a wonderful woman, the young girl Melissa, that beautiful Chinese girl. Oh how I admire her! Her beautiful black hair still catches sunlight in it's darkness. Holding her today was like catching an angel in my arms.
But she is so stubbon, hash and picky! She's ill-tempered! Enviouse! But that in her is beautiful, never had I seen a more wonderful person. As our school is open freely and she hasn't a special friend she stood alone near the lake. I ran down to her.
But when I got there, it was as if I wasn't there. She ran away from me, she looked at me and looked a way. Nothing could I do to catch up with her.
I swear I love her, but no matter the kicks me a way from her and I can't dare to look her in the eye. She's so wonderful, so perfect, so sweet yet stubbon and hard. She fights but can be put down now and again.
I admire that in her.
I wish I could age with her.
Yours Eriol
'''
I admitt I felt a bit tight and put down when I heard that, I know I love him but I felt a bit sad know there was someone before me. But I can live with that, I had Syaoran once.
I read the next part, it seemed to be a few years older then the ast one.
,,,
Diary,
Today, sweet Melissa died in my arms
,,,
I stopped here, this must the entry were Melissa died. Eriol had told me she died, it must have hurt him a lot. I read on
,,,
Diary,
Today sweet Melissa died in my arms. It was horrible, I tried all I could to save her, oh I miss her so much. Melissa was young, yet I had never witnessed such a strange illness, my magic was no use for her and nothing could I do to save as she wasn't with much magic herself.
But one this is sticking in my head, before she died she whispered in my ear that she would back one day in another form and we would be together again. I don't see how it could be, though I myself am Clow Reed, can noboody come back from the dead.
I shall never love again.
,,,
I was quiet shocked that he cared about Melissa so much. But then he had also given me another entry. It looked newer the the last two.
,,,
Dear Diary,
I feel so bad, I take back everything I said about Miss Meiling Li. She's a sweet angel who fell from heaven, I am truly unworthy of her. I don't know what's wrong with me, never have I loved someone so much since Melissa. Did I just write about love? When I'm with Meiling I feel like I'm flying on air.
She's so sweet, independent, a fighter, a beauty, a charmer, a Li she perfect. But she, now is treating me coldly. I fear she knows that I like Tomoyo for a short time. But I swear! I see Miss Tomoyo as a dying dandilion compaired to what I see Meiling as, a beautiful rose bud.
I know that Tomoyo's beautiful, but so is My Meiling, Meiling maybe even more beautiful in my eyes. Tomoyo maybe sweet, but Meiling is too and she has much more exciting story and person behind her. Meiling is my ideal woman, everything I want. Thinking about Meiling, makes me wonder what I ever saw in that Tomoyo girl.
I even see Kaho as nothing to Meiling, I loved Kaho almost as I once loved Melissa. But not long ago, Kaho died, I remember how hurt I was. I am starting to feel that, I love Meiling more then I loved Melissa. How could I have fell in love with Mei so quickly?
I think it's cause, I admitt that, I had a slight crush on my sweet, cute and sweet decendent. My Little Grandson, he's her close cousin and I feel like Meiling is simular in a unique way.
I hope she doesn't neglect me for too much longer.
My love to you Eriol
,,,
I had just read the very entry that proceeded the one that had drew me to hate him for a while. Only now I've been in love him, and I'm asking myself the same question. How could he have fell in love with me so fast? And another thing, he called me his ideal woman. That makes me feel so wonderful, but I'm not a prize of effection to many men. Never have I been so loved back, I've wanted it to be so, but I never thought it would happen.
I can't help it, I know what love is and I've never felt like this since I was is love with Syaoran. Now feelings a focesed towards Eriol, I love him.
I'm in love with him, I love him, I really do.
Diary, Goodbye and Goodnight,
Meiling Li
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
25th March!!!
Dear Diary,
Today is my birthday! Mother has made this the best birthday ever! I'm 15 years old, I'm going to miss being 14 but I'M 15!
Mother gave me an old dress that she got for the 15th BBD It's really beautiful with the red and pinky-red flowers. Tyler gave me a braclet, he said I should wear it at our wedding. I had forgotten, I'm still getting married to him. I hate him, I'm not marrying him, I forgot to tell him AGAIN today. Syaoran's a bit better, he made me a hand made card. It had the matirial of one of my baby dresses on it. It's really lovely! I love it!
My sister has my present and as she's coming soon, she'll give it to me then. I don't mind waiting.
At school, Sakura gave me a Chinese Wind Chime and Tomoyo gave me some more of her wonderful Italian Candy. I didn't see Eriol straight away but finally in the playground I saw him. He gave a rapped up present. In side was a Box with a lotus in-print, and in the box where ribbon and bobbles, all red. I'm wearing the flower ribbons now.
He even kissed me, when he gave me my birthday hug, he seemed to shake in his skin. I tried to tell him I was in love with him but the bell went.
I'm sorry that was short but I feel a bit dizzy, and a bit sick. And it's my birthday! I guess people do feel sick of fun on their birthday. I better stop writing now, my fingers are feeling cold, but my head feels hot. I better also get a drink, I'm really thirsty.
I feel, I feel so strange.
Goodnight,
Meiling Li, 15
Diary,
I didn't go to school today. I'm sick, my mother wouldn't let me leave the house. She says that I feel hot, but I feel like I'm in a freezing cold bath! She's trying to give me a drink, but my throat won't let me drink and my tongue feels like it's been bitten. It's swolloen red.
Sakura tried to feed me the way she did Syaoran but it doesn't work. She said she'd tell Eriol soon, I don't want Eriol to see me like this. It's obviouse, I have the same thing Syaoran had. Maybe this is the end. I feel horrible, I don't even remember the last time I was sick.
I was only little and it was Yelan how healed me. I had a fever. My mother was pregnant and she didn't want to look after me. I remeber what it was like, every sound was torture.
My head is hurting and I can't take it, I feel like everytime I breath will be the last. I feel that everytime I close my eyes, I'll open them and be somewhere else. People around me, their voices eco and it hurts my ears and my body.
I feel like I'm open to the world, and yet, enclosed to everything. I feel as if the room is spinning and I'm going to die.
I wish Eriol was here right now...
Meiling, 15
Dear Diary,
I fear this is the end, the doctor has said that my illness is starange and has no antidote. Everyone cried, even my mother. I can't see Syaoran as he may get sick again.
I'm happy now though, Eriol's here. He's crying at the news, even him magic can't work. He says he hasn't had so much trouble since Melissa. Every now and again he comes in and dabs my head, he crys and kisses me. I want to tell him that I love him, before I die but... I can't, my voice is in so much pain and my throat is far to hard.
I can't write anymore... I'm too tired.
Meiling
Dear Diary,
I am truly on my last hours. Syaoran still can't see me, Sakura says that if he could, he'd kiss me goodbye, she sobbed all over me herself. My mother kissed me and hugged me. I told her, that I want someone to have you diary. I told her that she may read you, I also told her to let Eriol have you. I also request that Eriol may edit you and then send you out to the rest of the world.
Eriol with me now, cradling me in his arms as if I were a baby. His aftershave smells so sweet, I wish I could stay here forever in his arms. I feel so warm with him.
I want the world to know that, I wasn't all mean and unkind, I want them to know that Eriol loved me, not Tomoyo. I am romantic matierial, and I also want them to know. I love Sakura, Tomoyo, Syaoran, mother, my sister, Yukito, Touya, Rika, Naoko, Chiharu, Yamazaki and I dearly love Eriol. I really do I.......
Dear Diary,
I'm sorry about my cut off, Eriol, my dear Eriol is still pushing himself to help me pull through. I'm trying not to let go, it's awfully hard to stay awake. I am trying but even now I'm tired and I don't know what I can do to her myself.
I feel like I'm going to die, but I feel also that this illness is ment to give me time to think and time to read my book so I did.
Sophie at the moment is living in hiding but her wedding is coming soon. So she runs away from the wedding leaving her husband to be at the alter. Camaron knows where she went and goes to the train station where Sophie and Zoe are leaving. Sophie yells I love you to him and he yells the same.
Sophie is fleeing to a very out of the way place in Australia. Her and Zoe are being taken care of by a really nice buiness woman. This book also has an afterward story, I wonder if mother has it too.
My wedding is within a week and I don't think I'll be able to do it. Mother said that when I've read this book, I should ask her what the meaning is. And what I've learnt.
Love Meiling
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DON'T WORRY FOKES THIS ISN'T THE END! NEXT CHAPTER COMING TOMORROW MAYBE. I'LL PUSH MYSELF TO GET IT DONE! DON'T WORRY! SOMETHINGS HAPPENING!
Okay I changed it slightly, I didn't want Meiling to die. That would suck, all of Eriol's girlfriemds seem to die.
Next two chapters will probably be the last.
Yours Cardwitch
This edited for what is was before for many reasons.
Note from The Card Witch: Meiling is in big trouble on her birthday, but I won't say how. Read on and find out, and at the end of the chapter- REVIEW! Thank you.
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23rd March- Eriol's Birthday!
Dear Diary,
I gave Eriol his present, he said he loved them-
"I made the book mark myself, I know how much you love cherry blossom flowers so I sewed them into the book mark along with my own pink stiches. I made the card too" I told him handing the card to him. Eriol looked at it and smiled.
"Thank you Mei-Chan" he told me and he hugged me, Tomoyo seemed to chuckle under her breath but Eriol didn't hear. Sakura and Syaoran had chipped together and-
"We got you..." Syaoran begun,
"MAPLE CANDY AND SALT WATER TAFFY!" Eriol said taking it from them. Syaoran and Sakura laughed, I smiled and Tomoyo video taped it. Eriol hugged Syaoran and Sakura, Syaoran flinched at first but closed his and just patted his back.
Tomoyo then went into her bag, "Okay my turn, I made candy!" Tomoyo said getting out a bag tied with a bow.
"Thanks Tomoyo-chan very nice of you" Eriol said giving her a hug. Eriol then faced all of us-
"Thank you so much for your presents! They are wonderful! And I'll eat them soon, promise" Eriol joked,
I felt kind of bad cause everyone else had given him sweets and things. I'd made him something none edible.
When they had gone a went to Eriol, "I'm sorry my present was so lame" I told him. Eriol turned around and smiled.
"Oh Mei-mei, it's a lovely present. Sure I like sweets but sweets only last up till you eat them, your present will last me forever. And you made it yourself, that makes it really special" Eriol told me, he got out a book and marked a page with the bookmark. As he put it on the side a taty old book fell out of his bag and near my fett. Eriol went pale as I picked it up.
"Your diary" I said sadly, I remember the last time I read it I became really mad at him. I handed it back to him and a photo fell out again. It was the same one from before. "I've seen this picture before, it fell out of your diary when I..." I was cut off from the look on Eriol's face.
"That picture is of my siblings, that was about 75 years after my parents had died. I know they look really old but as I said, only now have a started to age. My parents were brother and sister to Clow Reed" Eriol told me. I sat down and listened to him. "You see even though Clow was ruffly 700 when he died, he only really died 200 years ago".
I then looked at the picture closely, this brother and sister seemed very old. I guess them and Eriol were all born years before that picture had been taken. "Sister and brother having children, isn't that insest?" I asked him.
"Well magical law it was diffrent then, It was a way of the Reed family of keeping family worth" Eriol told. "That law changed when Clow Reed's mother died, as the Li Clan law is that death is the penalty for insest or adultary" Eriol told me. It was true, only last year Akia Li was excicuted for being a trator to the clan. She had comited murder on another Li who was living in Beijing.
"I myself was in love with someone at this time, I was in school a lot of my life and my cousin who was in the Li clan came to London to learn English better. I fell in love with her" Eriol told me. I felt a bit sad for him, I didn't feel angry that I'm not the only one he's ever loved. I've loved Syaoran and he once was in love with Kaho, before she died.
"Was it Kaho?" I asked, Eriol looked at me. "Kaho wasn't born yet, she wouldn't for another 78 or 79 years" Eriol told me. "This was a girl called Melissa, she had long black hair and strange purple eyes, I fell in love with her very quickly. But then, she got very sick and I tried to save her but my magic wasn't as strong as it is now and she died two weeks after she fell ill. After she died I wanted to die too. Now I'm glad I am alive cause I met you. Meiling" Eriol told me. I tried again to tell him I love him too.
"Eriol, I have something I want to tell you" I told him. Eriol nodded and listened like he knew what I was going to do and say."I... I.... I... Eriol, I"
"Meiling!" Tyler called over the fence. Eriol didn't turn around so Tyler couldn't see his face. I stood and walked a way from him, before I left Eriol slipped something into my hand. I stopped and put it into my bag, as it was a piece of paper.
I then said good bye and ran to Tyler as if it was father who had just called me. I hoped Tyler wouldn't have an idea of who it was I was talking to. But of course he did.
"What were you doing with him and what's that he gave you?" Tyler said going to my back pack. I pulled away but Tyler held me down like I was a frolicing dog. I tore a way from his grasp and tried to walk a way from him but he followed me pulling me back. What was wrong with him?
"GET AWAY TYLER" I cried but it made no diffirece and he easily pulled me back here to the apartment. Mother was here along with Syaoran and Sakura in the next room he couldn't talk to me or insult me.
I ran to my room to look at what Eriol had given me. It was an entry to his diary. It must have come out of the diary.
I could see that I would have a lot of reading tonight. My book and these enties.
I looked at the diary enties and read them all-
(The next writings belong to Eriol's Diary)
Dear Diary,
I have met such a wonderful woman, the young girl Melissa, that beautiful Chinese girl. Oh how I admire her! Her beautiful black hair still catches sunlight in it's darkness. Holding her today was like catching an angel in my arms.
But she is so stubbon, hash and picky! She's ill-tempered! Enviouse! But that in her is beautiful, never had I seen a more wonderful person. As our school is open freely and she hasn't a special friend she stood alone near the lake. I ran down to her.
But when I got there, it was as if I wasn't there. She ran away from me, she looked at me and looked a way. Nothing could I do to catch up with her.
I swear I love her, but no matter the kicks me a way from her and I can't dare to look her in the eye. She's so wonderful, so perfect, so sweet yet stubbon and hard. She fights but can be put down now and again.
I admire that in her.
I wish I could age with her.
Yours Eriol
'''
I admitt I felt a bit tight and put down when I heard that, I know I love him but I felt a bit sad know there was someone before me. But I can live with that, I had Syaoran once.
I read the next part, it seemed to be a few years older then the ast one.
,,,
Diary,
Today, sweet Melissa died in my arms
,,,
I stopped here, this must the entry were Melissa died. Eriol had told me she died, it must have hurt him a lot. I read on
,,,
Diary,
Today sweet Melissa died in my arms. It was horrible, I tried all I could to save her, oh I miss her so much. Melissa was young, yet I had never witnessed such a strange illness, my magic was no use for her and nothing could I do to save as she wasn't with much magic herself.
But one this is sticking in my head, before she died she whispered in my ear that she would back one day in another form and we would be together again. I don't see how it could be, though I myself am Clow Reed, can noboody come back from the dead.
I shall never love again.
,,,
I was quiet shocked that he cared about Melissa so much. But then he had also given me another entry. It looked newer the the last two.
,,,
Dear Diary,
I feel so bad, I take back everything I said about Miss Meiling Li. She's a sweet angel who fell from heaven, I am truly unworthy of her. I don't know what's wrong with me, never have I loved someone so much since Melissa. Did I just write about love? When I'm with Meiling I feel like I'm flying on air.
She's so sweet, independent, a fighter, a beauty, a charmer, a Li she perfect. But she, now is treating me coldly. I fear she knows that I like Tomoyo for a short time. But I swear! I see Miss Tomoyo as a dying dandilion compaired to what I see Meiling as, a beautiful rose bud.
I know that Tomoyo's beautiful, but so is My Meiling, Meiling maybe even more beautiful in my eyes. Tomoyo maybe sweet, but Meiling is too and she has much more exciting story and person behind her. Meiling is my ideal woman, everything I want. Thinking about Meiling, makes me wonder what I ever saw in that Tomoyo girl.
I even see Kaho as nothing to Meiling, I loved Kaho almost as I once loved Melissa. But not long ago, Kaho died, I remember how hurt I was. I am starting to feel that, I love Meiling more then I loved Melissa. How could I have fell in love with Mei so quickly?
I think it's cause, I admitt that, I had a slight crush on my sweet, cute and sweet decendent. My Little Grandson, he's her close cousin and I feel like Meiling is simular in a unique way.
I hope she doesn't neglect me for too much longer.
My love to you Eriol
,,,
I had just read the very entry that proceeded the one that had drew me to hate him for a while. Only now I've been in love him, and I'm asking myself the same question. How could he have fell in love with me so fast? And another thing, he called me his ideal woman. That makes me feel so wonderful, but I'm not a prize of effection to many men. Never have I been so loved back, I've wanted it to be so, but I never thought it would happen.
I can't help it, I know what love is and I've never felt like this since I was is love with Syaoran. Now feelings a focesed towards Eriol, I love him.
I'm in love with him, I love him, I really do.
Diary, Goodbye and Goodnight,
Meiling Li
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
25th March!!!
Dear Diary,
Today is my birthday! Mother has made this the best birthday ever! I'm 15 years old, I'm going to miss being 14 but I'M 15!
Mother gave me an old dress that she got for the 15th BBD It's really beautiful with the red and pinky-red flowers. Tyler gave me a braclet, he said I should wear it at our wedding. I had forgotten, I'm still getting married to him. I hate him, I'm not marrying him, I forgot to tell him AGAIN today. Syaoran's a bit better, he made me a hand made card. It had the matirial of one of my baby dresses on it. It's really lovely! I love it!
My sister has my present and as she's coming soon, she'll give it to me then. I don't mind waiting.
At school, Sakura gave me a Chinese Wind Chime and Tomoyo gave me some more of her wonderful Italian Candy. I didn't see Eriol straight away but finally in the playground I saw him. He gave a rapped up present. In side was a Box with a lotus in-print, and in the box where ribbon and bobbles, all red. I'm wearing the flower ribbons now.
He even kissed me, when he gave me my birthday hug, he seemed to shake in his skin. I tried to tell him I was in love with him but the bell went.
I'm sorry that was short but I feel a bit dizzy, and a bit sick. And it's my birthday! I guess people do feel sick of fun on their birthday. I better stop writing now, my fingers are feeling cold, but my head feels hot. I better also get a drink, I'm really thirsty.
I feel, I feel so strange.
Goodnight,
Meiling Li, 15
Diary,
I didn't go to school today. I'm sick, my mother wouldn't let me leave the house. She says that I feel hot, but I feel like I'm in a freezing cold bath! She's trying to give me a drink, but my throat won't let me drink and my tongue feels like it's been bitten. It's swolloen red.
Sakura tried to feed me the way she did Syaoran but it doesn't work. She said she'd tell Eriol soon, I don't want Eriol to see me like this. It's obviouse, I have the same thing Syaoran had. Maybe this is the end. I feel horrible, I don't even remember the last time I was sick.
I was only little and it was Yelan how healed me. I had a fever. My mother was pregnant and she didn't want to look after me. I remeber what it was like, every sound was torture.
My head is hurting and I can't take it, I feel like everytime I breath will be the last. I feel that everytime I close my eyes, I'll open them and be somewhere else. People around me, their voices eco and it hurts my ears and my body.
I feel like I'm open to the world, and yet, enclosed to everything. I feel as if the room is spinning and I'm going to die.
I wish Eriol was here right now...
Meiling, 15
Dear Diary,
I fear this is the end, the doctor has said that my illness is starange and has no antidote. Everyone cried, even my mother. I can't see Syaoran as he may get sick again.
I'm happy now though, Eriol's here. He's crying at the news, even him magic can't work. He says he hasn't had so much trouble since Melissa. Every now and again he comes in and dabs my head, he crys and kisses me. I want to tell him that I love him, before I die but... I can't, my voice is in so much pain and my throat is far to hard.
I can't write anymore... I'm too tired.
Meiling
Dear Diary,
I am truly on my last hours. Syaoran still can't see me, Sakura says that if he could, he'd kiss me goodbye, she sobbed all over me herself. My mother kissed me and hugged me. I told her, that I want someone to have you diary. I told her that she may read you, I also told her to let Eriol have you. I also request that Eriol may edit you and then send you out to the rest of the world.
Eriol with me now, cradling me in his arms as if I were a baby. His aftershave smells so sweet, I wish I could stay here forever in his arms. I feel so warm with him.
I want the world to know that, I wasn't all mean and unkind, I want them to know that Eriol loved me, not Tomoyo. I am romantic matierial, and I also want them to know. I love Sakura, Tomoyo, Syaoran, mother, my sister, Yukito, Touya, Rika, Naoko, Chiharu, Yamazaki and I dearly love Eriol. I really do I.......
Dear Diary,
I'm sorry about my cut off, Eriol, my dear Eriol is still pushing himself to help me pull through. I'm trying not to let go, it's awfully hard to stay awake. I am trying but even now I'm tired and I don't know what I can do to her myself.
I feel like I'm going to die, but I feel also that this illness is ment to give me time to think and time to read my book so I did.
Sophie at the moment is living in hiding but her wedding is coming soon. So she runs away from the wedding leaving her husband to be at the alter. Camaron knows where she went and goes to the train station where Sophie and Zoe are leaving. Sophie yells I love you to him and he yells the same.
Sophie is fleeing to a very out of the way place in Australia. Her and Zoe are being taken care of by a really nice buiness woman. This book also has an afterward story, I wonder if mother has it too.
My wedding is within a week and I don't think I'll be able to do it. Mother said that when I've read this book, I should ask her what the meaning is. And what I've learnt.
Love Meiling
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DON'T WORRY FOKES THIS ISN'T THE END! NEXT CHAPTER COMING TOMORROW MAYBE. I'LL PUSH MYSELF TO GET IT DONE! DON'T WORRY! SOMETHINGS HAPPENING!
Okay I changed it slightly, I didn't want Meiling to die. That would suck, all of Eriol's girlfriemds seem to die.
Next two chapters will probably be the last.
Yours Cardwitch