Note From The Card Witch: OK I know your all really shocked about the fact this story is close to the finale, I am shocked too! But all good things come to the hault, I have other stories you can read and if you want I will write a sequil to this story.
Meiling's Note: This chapter is called- 'Meiquing, my little sister', Mequing is see for the first time and my father comes and attacks us.
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Diary,
I'm recovering but Eriol's magic is weak for saving me. He's nakered to death, it will take him a week to get better. My poor Eriol, my poor sweetheart.
I've been thinking about the story. Sophie is in the perstion as I am, she's getting married to someone jelouse of her friedn Camaron, Sophie and Camaron later on fall in love and Sophie realizes that, in the end she realizes she has to run, and take Zoe with her. Maybe mother wants me to do the same, run away from not only father but Tyler. Take Meiquing with me. Cause I will, if I have to, but that would mean leaving Eriol behind. I know I have to protect Meiquing.
What can I do, I still feel sick but even if I were dying the day of my wedding dad would make me. Hate him, I hate all of them, him and is sick pervert friends, he's sick my father! SICK!
I've also beeing thinking about what happened a the school disgo and how lost I was, I was going to kill myself. Now I have Eriol's love, Tomoyo's friendship back and I've read the book I feel I need to think very straightly of what I'm going to do. I better hurry, I only have a weak.
Love Meiling,
Dear Diary,
I read a line that Sophie says in the very last part of the book, it reads-
(To all children who are scared of their parents, be strong and follow your dream. Keep your life going, it's not the end when they say it. And no matter what you do, mental or sane they can't control you.
-Sophie Withall)
And she's right, mother has realized I have no wish to let her harm me, in return she seems to see a new me, someone who she can save. My mother has always been diffrent from father.
Father is much older then mother, then again, my mother isn't very old now. She's only 28, very young for a woman with a daughter my age. My mother used to batter me, brews me, my organs have been badly harmed by that hitting and abuse. My father is no better, but he blackmails me, shows me off to his drunken friends (Who with no doubt will be at the wedding). Those friends felt around me, sometimes father did (and still does), it scares me.
And I also think about the man Tyler has turned out to be, he wants me as if I were his throthy and Eriol was the rival to win it. I am not some prize to be won! Only Eriol can see that, when I first met Tyler, I thought he might have turned out to be a wonderful husband. But once again, it's a case of "Meiling you sure can pick 'em!"
I feel bored, sitting in this room, doing nothing really. I'm still a bit sick but I still seem to be thinking about things that have nothing to do with me. Even Clow and Jane-Anne, how he killed her cause rumors said she had commited adultary. It was made-up charges, it was very good fake, but still fake.
I've even been having weird dreams, I dream that I'm in a field of poppies, at the bottom of a hill there is a lake or river. Down there I see two other girls and a boy who I've never met before in my short little life. The air is fresh and cool, there is really green grass at my toes and it's tickling them like a carpet. It feels strange, I'm wearing a long cream dress and a strange big hat like the Victorians did. It's a very peaceful dream, nothing goes wrong or happens. I just lie in the grass and poppies.
I have had other dreams, I dream of a warm country, it's not Hong-Kong. I'm in a tropical place or something, it's very warm. I'm walking along a beach and Mequing is with me. Her Short black hair is lose and her black eyes look forward. Finally, at the end of a beach two girls call me and Mequing runs to them... and I always wake up at that point. It's creeping me out, maybe the dreams are telling me my futher. Where ever I was, in both dreams, I have never seen in life.
I wonder what they mean.
Love Meiling.
Dear Diary,
I dread tonight, mother, Syaoran we all do. Tonight is when my father will come, with his friends and Mequing. My father is worse then what I told you, he's drunken, hateful and silly man. He was kinder when he was younger but now it not the same.
"You must be all dressed and ready daughter, you better go and take a bath" mother told me.
"Okay mother" I told her, I am not looking forward to seeing dad at all. Mother coming was enough, nice or bad she maybe, it's enough. The last thing I need is a pervert father who eggs Tyler on to (pardon my word) screw me before we are married.
Well I may just tell father that I have no thought of marring Tyler, I hate Tyler, I don't want to marry him, I don't want to live with him, I don't want to lie with him only, I don't want to carry his children and I don't want to raise the children with him. I am a Li, though I'm just a Li girl I have the power to leave him at the alter. I don't want anything to do with Tyler and his family, NO!
So I'll just sit here and wait till he comes, wait till father is here.
Meiling Li.
Diary my Dear,
Oh my sweet sister Meiquing, I have seen what my sweet little sister has been harmed by father.
Father came with nearly 5 men with him. It was raining out side and my father and the men pushed in, my mother watched and finally from my view, my bedroom door, I saw one man pull Meiquing by her hair. She was much diffrent then she was the last time I saw her when I was younger. She had a proper chest now, not like mine or mothers but it was there, her hair is long and verry messy and dirty. I bet she has lice from the was it looked. Her dark blue eyes are grey, but the beautiful grey color, it was then sad upset look Eriol has given me.
Father turned to mother, he pulled at her scraggy brown hair and said, "Well this is my wife boys, remember her? Not much to look at but still she got a lovely work". All the men laughed and held out her arms, Mequing ran to her.
"Where is your other daughter, the really beautiful one?" Shove asked, he's dad's best friend.
"Yes where is she woman?" father belowed to mother, mother looked towards my room. Father looked and walked towards my door. I ran to my bed and waited.
"She's sick, husband, she's ill" mother said, father stopped.
"Well she better get damn well again, no matter what she's getting married in three days" father said and he opened my bedroom door. "Meiling?" he said looking at me, I looked a way. "Come Meiling, my friends and your sister is here. Where is Syaoran?"
"Syaoran's at Sakura's House" I told him.
"The Japanese Whore? Sakura Kinomoto?" father asked. I slapped him, father then grabbed me and pushed me into to sofa. I hit my leg and it really hurts. Father's friends laughed and Tyler held mother back away, Mequing then cried.
"Daddy, please leave Mei alone, please let her be" Meiquing cried. I saw her eyes look like liquard, father got off me and walked to her. He grabbed Mequing by her hair and picked her up to floor, she cried with pain, her scalp was already swollen with pain. He then dropped her on the floor and smacked her face.
Over and over, again and again, my father hit my little sister her cheeks were rred and even bleeding, her tears hurt the cuts. Finally father threw her too the ground and grabbed my arm and threw me down with her.
"Get out of here you little tarts!" he yelled, I got up and pulled Mequing up with me. We came here to my room, here I helps Mequing clean up.
"Has this happened alot ofthe time Quing-Chan?" I asked as I patted her cheeks with water and peony essence.
"All the time, his friends do it too, he treats me like mama treats you" Meiquing told me, trying not to cry. I wrapped my arms round her and we lay back onto the bed, her head was on my chest, telling me all that had happened while I was gone.
"Father brought in many men but they won't wed me like they would you, he says I'm ugly and I should be treated like an ugly person. He hits me and bashes me, this makes men take aback. Oh sister I missed you so much" my sister sobbed. She cried for ages. I listened to everything she told me.
"Your not ugly sister, nothing like" I told her sitting, Meiquing looked at me wipping her tears. I think I smiled to her, "Father's abuse has cause you to become thin, battered and fragile. And worry on your life has caused your face to loose color and the shine from your eyes to leave. Father isn't our boss, we don't have to do what he wants us to do. Yes he's a man, but I'm your sister and that is a bond closer then any you might have with you father, maybe even your mother... I won't let father hurt you anymore" I told her. Mequing hugged me, behind us we heard father and his drunk friends, maybe Tyler, leave the house to drink more.
"I think I'll run you a bath" I told her, I opened my draw and got out my shampoo, Lice Clear and bubble bath. She followed me out the room, mother was in the living room watching the tele. Tyler had indeed gone out. I phoned Sakura and told her that it was better if Syaoran with her and her father until the wedding. They said thy'll do that.
When I ran the bath for Mequing, I tipped back her head when she came close to the water she said. "NO! FATHER DOES THAT I'LL DROWN!"
"I hugged her and said, "I'm not going to drown you, we need to make your head wet". I then got an old cup which we hold our touth paste in and filled it with water. I tipped it over her head and said, "There, was that bad?"
She said nothing, she let me rub the lice clear in, it must have hurt with all the cuts on her head. I then left her for the 25 minutes to let it set. "Clean youself until I get back, don't get your hair more wet" I told her.
I made my way back to my room when, suddenly mother stopped me. "Meiling, time is nearly at your wedding, have you finished the book I gave you?"
"Yes mother" I said
"And what have you learned?"
"I learned that I am my own person, I have the power to decide what I do and when I do it. I have full control of my body and I am independent" I told her, that just came out, I realized that I had indeed leaned that. Mother seemed to smile prodly.
"And, what have you realized from that book?" she asked,
"That don't want to marry Tyler" I said, "And I love Eriol Hiiragizawa".
Mother nodded, "And do you see the point of me giving you that book?"
I didn't know so I said no. Mother then sat down and I sat with her, "I wanted you to see that, I'm sorry for the pain I caused you, I wanted you to know that you have as much choice to whom you marry as Syaoran had to choose Cherry-"
"Sakura" I corrected her,
"-Sakura, and if you are ready to run away, I can help you make a final gett away, but you must take Meiquing with you, she is unsafe too" mother told, "Give me until the wedding to plan this, say nothing toMequing until the day before the wedding" she told me.
"Mother?" I asked, "What are you going to do?"
"Everything I can, now go and help Meiquing, she needs your help go on" she said. I left, what she said has stuck to me like Rae on Show! I wonder very much what's going to happen. What is she going to do?
What's going to happen on the wedding day?
Tomorrow, I'm going to see what the wedding reception will look like. I don't want to see... I'll hate it either way....
Love Meiling
P.S I'm still sick! I've been throwing up alot and I feel hot and cold. It's really strange. Eriol, I haven't heard much from him, he must still be tired from saving me... my poor Eriol if only I could tell you how much I love you.
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After this is done, there might be a sequil. Would you like that, please review and say what you think and if you want the sequil. Everyone have been wonderful reviews, I owe alot of thanks to all of you.
The next two chapters will be the last- The Wedding, Part I & II.
I will also have a big note saying what happned to the diary afterwards.
Meiling's Note: This chapter is called- 'Meiquing, my little sister', Mequing is see for the first time and my father comes and attacks us.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Diary,
I'm recovering but Eriol's magic is weak for saving me. He's nakered to death, it will take him a week to get better. My poor Eriol, my poor sweetheart.
I've been thinking about the story. Sophie is in the perstion as I am, she's getting married to someone jelouse of her friedn Camaron, Sophie and Camaron later on fall in love and Sophie realizes that, in the end she realizes she has to run, and take Zoe with her. Maybe mother wants me to do the same, run away from not only father but Tyler. Take Meiquing with me. Cause I will, if I have to, but that would mean leaving Eriol behind. I know I have to protect Meiquing.
What can I do, I still feel sick but even if I were dying the day of my wedding dad would make me. Hate him, I hate all of them, him and is sick pervert friends, he's sick my father! SICK!
I've also beeing thinking about what happened a the school disgo and how lost I was, I was going to kill myself. Now I have Eriol's love, Tomoyo's friendship back and I've read the book I feel I need to think very straightly of what I'm going to do. I better hurry, I only have a weak.
Love Meiling,
Dear Diary,
I read a line that Sophie says in the very last part of the book, it reads-
(To all children who are scared of their parents, be strong and follow your dream. Keep your life going, it's not the end when they say it. And no matter what you do, mental or sane they can't control you.
-Sophie Withall)
And she's right, mother has realized I have no wish to let her harm me, in return she seems to see a new me, someone who she can save. My mother has always been diffrent from father.
Father is much older then mother, then again, my mother isn't very old now. She's only 28, very young for a woman with a daughter my age. My mother used to batter me, brews me, my organs have been badly harmed by that hitting and abuse. My father is no better, but he blackmails me, shows me off to his drunken friends (Who with no doubt will be at the wedding). Those friends felt around me, sometimes father did (and still does), it scares me.
And I also think about the man Tyler has turned out to be, he wants me as if I were his throthy and Eriol was the rival to win it. I am not some prize to be won! Only Eriol can see that, when I first met Tyler, I thought he might have turned out to be a wonderful husband. But once again, it's a case of "Meiling you sure can pick 'em!"
I feel bored, sitting in this room, doing nothing really. I'm still a bit sick but I still seem to be thinking about things that have nothing to do with me. Even Clow and Jane-Anne, how he killed her cause rumors said she had commited adultary. It was made-up charges, it was very good fake, but still fake.
I've even been having weird dreams, I dream that I'm in a field of poppies, at the bottom of a hill there is a lake or river. Down there I see two other girls and a boy who I've never met before in my short little life. The air is fresh and cool, there is really green grass at my toes and it's tickling them like a carpet. It feels strange, I'm wearing a long cream dress and a strange big hat like the Victorians did. It's a very peaceful dream, nothing goes wrong or happens. I just lie in the grass and poppies.
I have had other dreams, I dream of a warm country, it's not Hong-Kong. I'm in a tropical place or something, it's very warm. I'm walking along a beach and Mequing is with me. Her Short black hair is lose and her black eyes look forward. Finally, at the end of a beach two girls call me and Mequing runs to them... and I always wake up at that point. It's creeping me out, maybe the dreams are telling me my futher. Where ever I was, in both dreams, I have never seen in life.
I wonder what they mean.
Love Meiling.
Dear Diary,
I dread tonight, mother, Syaoran we all do. Tonight is when my father will come, with his friends and Mequing. My father is worse then what I told you, he's drunken, hateful and silly man. He was kinder when he was younger but now it not the same.
"You must be all dressed and ready daughter, you better go and take a bath" mother told me.
"Okay mother" I told her, I am not looking forward to seeing dad at all. Mother coming was enough, nice or bad she maybe, it's enough. The last thing I need is a pervert father who eggs Tyler on to (pardon my word) screw me before we are married.
Well I may just tell father that I have no thought of marring Tyler, I hate Tyler, I don't want to marry him, I don't want to live with him, I don't want to lie with him only, I don't want to carry his children and I don't want to raise the children with him. I am a Li, though I'm just a Li girl I have the power to leave him at the alter. I don't want anything to do with Tyler and his family, NO!
So I'll just sit here and wait till he comes, wait till father is here.
Meiling Li.
Diary my Dear,
Oh my sweet sister Meiquing, I have seen what my sweet little sister has been harmed by father.
Father came with nearly 5 men with him. It was raining out side and my father and the men pushed in, my mother watched and finally from my view, my bedroom door, I saw one man pull Meiquing by her hair. She was much diffrent then she was the last time I saw her when I was younger. She had a proper chest now, not like mine or mothers but it was there, her hair is long and verry messy and dirty. I bet she has lice from the was it looked. Her dark blue eyes are grey, but the beautiful grey color, it was then sad upset look Eriol has given me.
Father turned to mother, he pulled at her scraggy brown hair and said, "Well this is my wife boys, remember her? Not much to look at but still she got a lovely work". All the men laughed and held out her arms, Mequing ran to her.
"Where is your other daughter, the really beautiful one?" Shove asked, he's dad's best friend.
"Yes where is she woman?" father belowed to mother, mother looked towards my room. Father looked and walked towards my door. I ran to my bed and waited.
"She's sick, husband, she's ill" mother said, father stopped.
"Well she better get damn well again, no matter what she's getting married in three days" father said and he opened my bedroom door. "Meiling?" he said looking at me, I looked a way. "Come Meiling, my friends and your sister is here. Where is Syaoran?"
"Syaoran's at Sakura's House" I told him.
"The Japanese Whore? Sakura Kinomoto?" father asked. I slapped him, father then grabbed me and pushed me into to sofa. I hit my leg and it really hurts. Father's friends laughed and Tyler held mother back away, Mequing then cried.
"Daddy, please leave Mei alone, please let her be" Meiquing cried. I saw her eyes look like liquard, father got off me and walked to her. He grabbed Mequing by her hair and picked her up to floor, she cried with pain, her scalp was already swollen with pain. He then dropped her on the floor and smacked her face.
Over and over, again and again, my father hit my little sister her cheeks were rred and even bleeding, her tears hurt the cuts. Finally father threw her too the ground and grabbed my arm and threw me down with her.
"Get out of here you little tarts!" he yelled, I got up and pulled Mequing up with me. We came here to my room, here I helps Mequing clean up.
"Has this happened alot ofthe time Quing-Chan?" I asked as I patted her cheeks with water and peony essence.
"All the time, his friends do it too, he treats me like mama treats you" Meiquing told me, trying not to cry. I wrapped my arms round her and we lay back onto the bed, her head was on my chest, telling me all that had happened while I was gone.
"Father brought in many men but they won't wed me like they would you, he says I'm ugly and I should be treated like an ugly person. He hits me and bashes me, this makes men take aback. Oh sister I missed you so much" my sister sobbed. She cried for ages. I listened to everything she told me.
"Your not ugly sister, nothing like" I told her sitting, Meiquing looked at me wipping her tears. I think I smiled to her, "Father's abuse has cause you to become thin, battered and fragile. And worry on your life has caused your face to loose color and the shine from your eyes to leave. Father isn't our boss, we don't have to do what he wants us to do. Yes he's a man, but I'm your sister and that is a bond closer then any you might have with you father, maybe even your mother... I won't let father hurt you anymore" I told her. Mequing hugged me, behind us we heard father and his drunk friends, maybe Tyler, leave the house to drink more.
"I think I'll run you a bath" I told her, I opened my draw and got out my shampoo, Lice Clear and bubble bath. She followed me out the room, mother was in the living room watching the tele. Tyler had indeed gone out. I phoned Sakura and told her that it was better if Syaoran with her and her father until the wedding. They said thy'll do that.
When I ran the bath for Mequing, I tipped back her head when she came close to the water she said. "NO! FATHER DOES THAT I'LL DROWN!"
"I hugged her and said, "I'm not going to drown you, we need to make your head wet". I then got an old cup which we hold our touth paste in and filled it with water. I tipped it over her head and said, "There, was that bad?"
She said nothing, she let me rub the lice clear in, it must have hurt with all the cuts on her head. I then left her for the 25 minutes to let it set. "Clean youself until I get back, don't get your hair more wet" I told her.
I made my way back to my room when, suddenly mother stopped me. "Meiling, time is nearly at your wedding, have you finished the book I gave you?"
"Yes mother" I said
"And what have you learned?"
"I learned that I am my own person, I have the power to decide what I do and when I do it. I have full control of my body and I am independent" I told her, that just came out, I realized that I had indeed leaned that. Mother seemed to smile prodly.
"And, what have you realized from that book?" she asked,
"That don't want to marry Tyler" I said, "And I love Eriol Hiiragizawa".
Mother nodded, "And do you see the point of me giving you that book?"
I didn't know so I said no. Mother then sat down and I sat with her, "I wanted you to see that, I'm sorry for the pain I caused you, I wanted you to know that you have as much choice to whom you marry as Syaoran had to choose Cherry-"
"Sakura" I corrected her,
"-Sakura, and if you are ready to run away, I can help you make a final gett away, but you must take Meiquing with you, she is unsafe too" mother told, "Give me until the wedding to plan this, say nothing toMequing until the day before the wedding" she told me.
"Mother?" I asked, "What are you going to do?"
"Everything I can, now go and help Meiquing, she needs your help go on" she said. I left, what she said has stuck to me like Rae on Show! I wonder very much what's going to happen. What is she going to do?
What's going to happen on the wedding day?
Tomorrow, I'm going to see what the wedding reception will look like. I don't want to see... I'll hate it either way....
Love Meiling
P.S I'm still sick! I've been throwing up alot and I feel hot and cold. It's really strange. Eriol, I haven't heard much from him, he must still be tired from saving me... my poor Eriol if only I could tell you how much I love you.
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After this is done, there might be a sequil. Would you like that, please review and say what you think and if you want the sequil. Everyone have been wonderful reviews, I owe alot of thanks to all of you.
The next two chapters will be the last- The Wedding, Part I & II.
I will also have a big note saying what happned to the diary afterwards.