Note from Meiling: This is the count down to my wedding, now this just one big long Diary entry. What will happen is that here you will have One big Diary entry before the wedding. This Part of the Diary is simply called-

'The Wedding, Part I'

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Dear Diary,

I spent most of this day cleaning Mequing for the wedding and tomorrow is my wedding rehersel. I'm not doing it, I'm gonna run out on that wedding.

My mother said that my friends can come to the wedding rehersel, she said, Tomoyo, Sakura and even Eriol providing Tyler doesn't see him. I doubt he will have the energy to come, I will ask but I would like to see Sakura's brother Touya Kinomoto to come.

Why, well, it will be the last time I will see all of them. Sakura, Syaoran all of them, all of them I will see for the last time as the wedding rehersel. I will run, I run away if I must, I will let mother do what she wishes. There is something I am scared about. What will happen...

I have no idea of the out come after Sunday, mother says I'll be far away, maybe not even in this country. She seems to be on the phone a lot, making calls to America. I wonder what she's up to.

Yours Meiling

Dear Diary,

My wedding rehersel was today, it was a lot of fun, but also a walking nightmare. My uncle Zyro is up to something to put our Syaoran in the greatest danger. We all dressed up and left for the place the wedding rehersel would be. Father and his drunken friends flirted with so many woman there, mother looked very disgusted by my father's act. Tyler was keeping a close watch on me.

Before I left for the party, I went to see if Eriol was okay. Nakuru said he was better and that he was surly up to sneaking around a party as so he was. "I wouldn't miss this for the world" he told me with a huge smile on his face.

So I was there with all my dear friends, this was where we saw Zyro. He was talking with father and he had some sort of drink, he didn't drink it but he did put it in one of the wine glasses.

"There's something dodgy about that drink he put that wine glass" I told Sakura,

"You think he's planning to spike the drink so whoever drinks it will be drunk?" Sakura asked me,

"Wrong" Eriol said, he was in a cape so Tyler wouldn't see, "That was poisen, he plans to give it to Syaoran". I turned to look at him, I was in shock. Eriol blushed when he saw my face, I smiled and then went back to my face of sadness.

"Poisen to make him sick?" Tomoyo said coming over to us,

"Poisen to poisen him, I.E they plan to kill him" Eriol said,

"They?" Sakura said,

"Yes, Zyro-san and Meiling's father" Eriol told us,

"I knew it!" I said, everyone looked at me I just smiled and, Sakura ran off to get Syaoran. I turned round to Tomoyo and Eriol, "How long would it take for it to take effect do you think?" I asked them.

"I don't know, I think that if he drank it at dinner time, he'd be dead by 12:00 pm tonight" Eriol told us.

"Why do you think Zyro is poisening Syaoran?" Tomoyo asked,

"To get rid of him!" I cried. Eriol put his hand on my shoulder, my skin felt like it was on fire and my heart was burning like nothing on earth. I can't say any more, but it was just by Eriol touch that it turned me on.

"Why would Zyro kill Syaoran?" Tomoyo then said,

"Duh, cause he hates him" Sakura said, "Sorry to sound mean but he does".

"Well we need to warn Syaoran" Eriol said. I put his disguise back on and heading off towards the drinks, I guess he was trying to find the poisened one. Sakura, Tomoyo and I went off to find Syaoran. Several women came over and said they were sooooooooo happy for me, how lucky was I? Marrying Tyler Li?

WELL

VERY........................... UNLUCKY!

Syaoran, we finally found him sitting talking to his siters and mother. It had been so long since I had seen her. I remember how beautiful she was but she was so sweetly faced and still had the face of an angel. I wish I was as beautiful.

I felt that Sakura should warn Syaoran. "Sakura you tell Syaoran, I'll tell Yelan" I said to the girls. Tomoyo then walked with me. I span round to face her, "You have to distracket Tyler and my father. They can't know that Eriol is looking to check the drinks" I told her. Tomoyo smiled and nodded.

I was then shocked, Tomoyo leaned forward and kissed me on my lips, it felt rather weird but she is my friend so I just let her kiss me. I felt so strange, to Eriol's kiss, it felt so weird. Yet her lips were very soft and loving, I wish she could find her soul mate someday. I hope she knows I love her, she's a great friend, I'm glad she wasn't really lothing of me before. I love her for she was so worried that I would get hurt but Eriol if it went any where.

My dear sweet friend, my dear friend Tomoyo....

Finallt Tomoyo broke the kiss and smiled, she then looked down and up again. "I will, do anything you want me too. Even if you want me to jump off a bridge... I love you a lot Meiling" Tomoyo told me.

I smiled and said, "I love you a lot too Tomoyo" I told her. She turned around and then whispered something under her breath. I don't know what it was and she said it wasn't anything, I sure hope there isn't anything bothering her. Tomoyo then smiled once more and walked away from us.

I watched, I hope she'll be okay...

I turned round to Yelan, and sat next to her. I told her everything and she was shocked. Very shocked. Why would Zyro try and kill Syaoran in such a public place? I told that he has been repetedly ill and even I had caught what ever it was... from drinking something.

Yelan said that it was a magical potion called Everdilight (Said like this- Ever- de - light). It causes people to heat up and die, she was once given it and the only way to save that person is that if that someone with the magical power of 'Peoniodi' (said- Peony- ah- dy) can heal them. This power was a secret power, though they can't use it like a normal power, it is a life giving power.

"Okay one woman has ever had that power. Her name was Melissa" she told me. I asked myself, where had I heard that name? She told me, "Before you ask, that it was Wei who had healed me, I was a little girl". I smiled, "A special power to a special person" was what she told me.

I put my arms round her and she pulled me in for a hug and kissed me. Just then, we heard a blood frezzing scream. It was Tomoyo's scream. My heart must have crawled into my throat as I couldn't talk.

Auntie Yelan and I ran, Syaoran and Sakura where behind us. It was coming from the drinks, I pushed threw the the large group who where there and saw Tomoyo on the floor. I was shocked when I saw what I saw....

Tomoyo and Eriol sat on the floor, Tomoyo was weeping and Eriol was supporting the head, Tomoyo had her head over who it was and I couldn't see. Syaoran did and his eyes looked so shocked... his face was as white as snow and his eyes seemed black with fear. Sakura turned her head into Syaoran and weeped out loud. I was scared I loked at everyone, they all looked at me and at each other.

Tyler looked down, my father looked bummbed and Zyro was no where in sight. I knelt down and pulled Tomoyo away so I could see who it was, my heart just stopped as Eriols's eyes lifted the head to my sight.

Yukito,

He was gasping for the air he needed and Tomoyo was sobbeding in shock. Touya then pushed out of the crowed almost in tears, he pulled Tomoyo away from the wreckege of the body. I was so shocked.

I sat next to Eriol, Eriol handed me a peony flower and whispered, "Do your thing... my Pretty Mei" he told me. He got up and walked into the crowed, Tyler's eyes never left Eriol's and I think Eriol's looked at his too.

I heard a whisper from Eriol and he walked back next to Yelan.

Yukito was cold and he was dead now. He must have swollowed the poisen, I placed the peony on his heart and thought to myself. I vowed to myself that this would work and asked myself if it would. I told myself it had to work!

I placed my hand on the peony and I felt yet so weird. Like I was having a flash back, in it was my Eriol and people I never even knew.

I was in a field of blossoms trees, peach, cherry, apple and plum, all swelt sweet. I pull myself up, I have been lying in peteled covered fields and dry dead grass. It smelt like something I had never smelt before. I was wearing a long victorian dress I think it was anyway... All around me were ypung girls making daisy chains. Some where platting there hair, I pulled mine forward. They were curled at the tips up. They were the same jet black hair but they seemed to be diffrent. In front of me I saw a small river or lake or something like that. I looked over the water and saw my eyes...

They weren't my nomal red eyes, they looked more purple and my face seemed not shocked though I tried to move. It was like I was trapped inside this girls body... but I felt like I was her. Suddenly I heard the name 'Melissa!' I didn't turn but who ever this was did. I was shocked to see my Eriol.

He was dressed very smartly and this body just staried still, though I tried to run. Eriol walked up to me or this person I was. I seemed to look away, Eriol then said, "Melissa?"

I then realized, Melissa was the name of the girl who Eriol loved and died... I was in her body. But I seemed to feel what she could, though I had no control on what she did. It was like I was her, following the moves that were... years before my birth.

"Melissa" Eriol said again, "Why do you run away from me?"

I had no control on what she said so I just listened-

"You seem so dependent Eriol" she or rather I said or then again we said... I'll just say her.

"And your so stubbon and independent, aren't you?" Eriol said,

"Yes" she said, "I admitt I am a tough honey bee"

"Then why do you run away from me?"

"I can't say"

"Why Melissa? You know I love you" Eriol said. This what were I tried to take control, but I couldn't... so I tried to snap out of this and go back to the party. But it was like snapping out of your life and dying. I had to stay here.

"You want to know why I can't look you in the face?" Melissa the said. Then she looked out to the river, I could see it all. Then she said, "It's cause I love you too".

Suddenly, my eye sight seemed to black out and everything faded. I started to panic, my heart felt like fireworks and blown it up like tiny firecrackers. Suddenly the sight came back again.

I was in a candle lit room, everything seemed blurry and every sound I heared sounded like it was eccoing. I looked to the side and I felt someone clutch my hand, it was Eriol again. I must still be Melissa, this must be the day she died. In his arms.

"Eriol?" she groaned, "I know for sure now... I'm dying of that illness.... but fear not my Eriol dear friend... I will retern my friend. Come home to your life... like when Clow gave you his".

"When?" Eriol said crying.

"One day, when the mistress has been found and you have loved and lost again. You will find someone... someone you will love more then you love me. She may to start remind you of I, but on the day you swear your true love for her... she will prove that she is more my child then she is I. Herself, will have known true pain, when you find her, protect her from being hurt again. I cannot tell her name but I can say... that you will lose her for sometime but as long as she loves you back... you will always be together" she said. Suddenly it all seemed to go black again.

It was black for a while, I felt tired like some energy had been taken from me. Finally I was able to open my eyes. I found myself on the floor with a dead peony in my hand and Yukito was sitting up... okay.

Everyone looked at me as if I had just committed a witchcraft act and even if I had it shouldn't be a shock as everyone knows about magic there. Eriol knelt down next to me and helped me off the floor, I didn't know it was him from the outfit but I did when I saw his smile.

As everyone fussed Yukito, all but Tyler and father. Eriol and I headed for a quiet place, I could still feel Tyler's eyes burn my kneck. It reminded me of a line from mother's book...

ISophie walked out the door, yet she knew that it would be hard to explain she was going out to the libury to work on her report. Her violet husband to be was in the house, his eyes burnt her kneck like her had spilt water down her fragile neck. It burnt her neck bad/I

Eriol was sweet on my hand, he took me to a quiet place and sat me down, we were far from the crowed. Eriol took off his mask and smiled. I tried to smile but I couldn't. I then begun to tell him about what I had seen, how real I felt in her body. Eriol seemed surprised too.

Eriol then said it was probably nothing to worry about but what I did was very magical and that I had the gift Melissa Li had. A healing power (Peoniodi). I couldn't believe that I had used magic... I still can't write now.

I then realized that Eriol, and I were alone together... alone.

I cluched my fists. I felt hot, I hope it didn't show too much. My heart felt so tight. I faced Eriol and tried to smile. I knew I had to try again, I had to try and tell Eriol that I... I love love him.

"Eriol?" I started,

"Meiling" Eriol said, he blushed and giggled. I giggled too, and then said again-

"Eriol" I begun, "I have to tell you something..... I'm.... I...I..... I'm.... I lo-"

Just before I could finsh my auntie Yelan came out of the dark and blew my next attept to tell Eriol I love him. Damn it! Why now, why anytime?

"Hiirgizawa-san I would like to talk with my niece alone... if you don't mind" Yelan told Eriol. Eriol nodded and walked away and left me with her. Yelan sat next to me and smiled. "A special power, to a special person. I always knew you had magic Meiling... always. I just didn't know what it was.. now it sure, you have the true healing power you will bring good to this clan. But your mother's right.. marrying Tyler will do you no good" she said in her beautiful voice.

"What are you all planning?" I asked,

"You'll find out tomorrow when you marry Tyler" Yelan said,

"What am I doing? Running off on the honeymoon without him or something?" I said, I didn't mean it but she said in a sly and cunning way...

"Sort of, that's what he'll think" Yelan said. She then walked off. Leaving me wondering.

I wonder what will happen tomorrow. I stre at the wedding dress and wish to tear it apart and spit on it, Tyler, the very man who came into my life. But be messed with it, charmed me then treated me like everyone else in this world. Eriol who I love will never be by my side. I may have nither of them, but I'd rather have nither then just Tyler.

I'm excited yet scared, what will happen tomorrow.

Love Meiling

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The next chapter will be be the last. Sorry! But all good things shall come to an end, but as Eri knows I plan to write a sequil. I hope you'll all read it! Thank you. Everything will be resolved.

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