AN: Just so everyone knows this mark ~ means the beggining of a dream and when you see the same mark again it means the end of a dream. Also the songs By Johnny Reznic from the GGD
Chapter 1
And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want
Me to be
Tegan entered her new room and set down her bag. She looked around the room and saw 2 boxes of clothing, a crib and some toys for Warren. She looked down at the baby in her arms and smiled at how cute he looked asleep. She placed Warren down in his crib and stretched. She couldn't help but noticed that he was a very light baby. So light it felt like she wasn't holding anything in her arms when she held him all day. Tegan took out her potions book from her bag and sneered. She hated potions so much ever since her first year. She was mad at herself because she was almost as bad at it as Neville Longbottom. She sat down at the desk and opened her book as she began to read. She stopped after a few minutes knowing that it wasn't sinking into her head. She never even understood the concept of potions. She felt it was made just to confuse the hell out of her. She wished she had more homework to do other then potions to occupy her. She knew she wasn't going to get anywhere with potions tonight. Not when she had a major head ache coming on. She was just about to put her potions book away as the door opened. Tegan rolled her eyes. She had totally forgotten that Malfoy would be in the same room with her for the next month. She made sure her gaze was anywhere else when he walked in. She could feel Draco's eyes on the back of her head and knew he was waiting for her to say something. Tegan just sighed as she put her potions book back in her bag. Draco closed the door but stood there for a few more minutes just staring at her.
" Don't you have something to do Malfoy?" Tegan asked as she looked up at him.
" Is this what you thought of when I said speaking terms?" Draco asked.
" No. I know what you meant. But have you ever thought I don't want to be on speaking terms with you?" Tegan asked as she got up and picked up her bag. She was about to place it on a bed but then felt it was unfair that Draco wouldnt have a chance to choose which bed he wanted.
" Oh. That hurt Weasley" Draco said as Tegan stood there for a few seconds.
" Which bed do you want Malfoy?" Tegan asked glaring at him.
" Oh I have a choice? Wow, actually considering speaking to me" Draco said as he sat down on the bed he wanted. Tegan just shrugged as she put her bag next to the other bed and sat down also. They sat in silence for a while until Draco got up.
" Well I'm going to take a shower" He said mainly to himself but loud enough for her too hear. Tegan just shrugged as she slipped off her shoes and took off her robes, leaving her in her school shirt and skirt. She laid back on her bed and watched as Draco walked into the bathroom. As soon as he closed the door Tegan rolled up her sleeves. She looked down at her wrists in disgust as she laid there for a few minutes. She looked to the ceiling and started counting the cracks. After only counting five cracks she got extremely bored and rolled over on her side. She yawned and suddenly felt her eyes droop. She opened them quickly remembering that someone would have to listen to Warren in case he cried. She knew Draco couldn't because he was taking a shower and she suddenly cursed him. She wanted to close her eyes but she knew if she did she would fall asleep. She would not get a bad grade because they mistreated the baby. She got off her bed and decided to change into her pajamas. Making sure she changed quickly she suddenly got mad at her self for having a tank top to sleep in. How would she hide her arms from the nosey Malfoy? She laid down on her bed pondering the thought and suddenly found herself asleep.
~Tegan opened her eyes and suddenly realized she was back home. She looked around curiously and saw the walls of her room around her. Except this wasn't how her room looked now. It looked like how it did back when she was 7. It had stuffed animals all over the room and her walls were pink once again. Tegan felt her stomach start to knot. She knew exactly where this dream was going and she wanted to wake up. She tried to move her arms and feet but felt they were tied to the bed posts. She felt tears start to come to her eyes as she heard her mothers humming from in the hall way. No she wasn't going to relive this again. She didnt want too. She started to move as much as she could and felt the ropes start to cut through her skin. She saw her mothers shadow coming into the doorway and started to scream. She saw her mother come into her door and saw the smile of evil across her face.
" No need to scream Tegan. This will just hurt a bit" Her mother said as she the knife from behind her mothers back come into view. Tegan started to pull violently at the ropes just as her mother leaned over her. She felt her mothers hands on her shoulders as she started shaking her.~
" Weasley, what's wrong? Wake up!" Draco said for the third time as he shook Tegan trying to get her to wake up. Tegan's eyes popped open and Draco saw the fear in them.
" Are you ok?" Draco asked as Tegan realized Draco was the one shaking her. Tegan pushed him away from her.
" Of course I'm OK Malfoy. It was just a bad dream. Don't act like you care because I know you don't" Tegan said noticing Draco staring at her arms.
" What the hell happened to you?" Draco asked taking her arm into his hand and running his fingers over the scars.
" It's none of your damn business Malfoy!" Tegan yelled as she pulled her arm away from him. Draco was about to yell something back at her as Warren started to cry. Draco got up and walked over to Warren's crib and picked him up.
" See what you did Weasley. You probably made him feel rejected. Now we're going to get a bad grade" Draco said as he held the baby in his arms and Tegan just glared at him. She got under her covers and hid her arms from Draco's sight. How stupid could she be to let him see her scars. She watched Draco put Warren back into his crib and walk to his bed.
" That kids really light for a 3 month old isn't he?" Draco asked as Tegan just shrugged.
" Yeah I guess so. I mean I'm the youngest so it's not like I have any baby experience" Tegan said as she laid her head down on her pillow.
" Weasley, what did you dream about? You seemed really frightened about it" Draco said as Tegan rolled her eyes.
" Its nothing I want to talk about Ok? Good night." She said switching her light off and rolling over so Draco would think she was asleep.
" Night Weasley" Draco said as she heard him roll over also. A few minutes later she heard Draco's light snores signaling he was asleep. Tegan frowned as she ran her fingers over one of her scarred arms. Maybe she should of told Draco. But why would she want to do that? What if Draco ran off tomorrow telling everyone that she has nightmares? Tegan suddenly felt her stomach knot. How she wished she could just die in her sleep instead of facing tomorrow.
Chapter 1
And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want
Me to be
Tegan entered her new room and set down her bag. She looked around the room and saw 2 boxes of clothing, a crib and some toys for Warren. She looked down at the baby in her arms and smiled at how cute he looked asleep. She placed Warren down in his crib and stretched. She couldn't help but noticed that he was a very light baby. So light it felt like she wasn't holding anything in her arms when she held him all day. Tegan took out her potions book from her bag and sneered. She hated potions so much ever since her first year. She was mad at herself because she was almost as bad at it as Neville Longbottom. She sat down at the desk and opened her book as she began to read. She stopped after a few minutes knowing that it wasn't sinking into her head. She never even understood the concept of potions. She felt it was made just to confuse the hell out of her. She wished she had more homework to do other then potions to occupy her. She knew she wasn't going to get anywhere with potions tonight. Not when she had a major head ache coming on. She was just about to put her potions book away as the door opened. Tegan rolled her eyes. She had totally forgotten that Malfoy would be in the same room with her for the next month. She made sure her gaze was anywhere else when he walked in. She could feel Draco's eyes on the back of her head and knew he was waiting for her to say something. Tegan just sighed as she put her potions book back in her bag. Draco closed the door but stood there for a few more minutes just staring at her.
" Don't you have something to do Malfoy?" Tegan asked as she looked up at him.
" Is this what you thought of when I said speaking terms?" Draco asked.
" No. I know what you meant. But have you ever thought I don't want to be on speaking terms with you?" Tegan asked as she got up and picked up her bag. She was about to place it on a bed but then felt it was unfair that Draco wouldnt have a chance to choose which bed he wanted.
" Oh. That hurt Weasley" Draco said as Tegan stood there for a few seconds.
" Which bed do you want Malfoy?" Tegan asked glaring at him.
" Oh I have a choice? Wow, actually considering speaking to me" Draco said as he sat down on the bed he wanted. Tegan just shrugged as she put her bag next to the other bed and sat down also. They sat in silence for a while until Draco got up.
" Well I'm going to take a shower" He said mainly to himself but loud enough for her too hear. Tegan just shrugged as she slipped off her shoes and took off her robes, leaving her in her school shirt and skirt. She laid back on her bed and watched as Draco walked into the bathroom. As soon as he closed the door Tegan rolled up her sleeves. She looked down at her wrists in disgust as she laid there for a few minutes. She looked to the ceiling and started counting the cracks. After only counting five cracks she got extremely bored and rolled over on her side. She yawned and suddenly felt her eyes droop. She opened them quickly remembering that someone would have to listen to Warren in case he cried. She knew Draco couldn't because he was taking a shower and she suddenly cursed him. She wanted to close her eyes but she knew if she did she would fall asleep. She would not get a bad grade because they mistreated the baby. She got off her bed and decided to change into her pajamas. Making sure she changed quickly she suddenly got mad at her self for having a tank top to sleep in. How would she hide her arms from the nosey Malfoy? She laid down on her bed pondering the thought and suddenly found herself asleep.
~Tegan opened her eyes and suddenly realized she was back home. She looked around curiously and saw the walls of her room around her. Except this wasn't how her room looked now. It looked like how it did back when she was 7. It had stuffed animals all over the room and her walls were pink once again. Tegan felt her stomach start to knot. She knew exactly where this dream was going and she wanted to wake up. She tried to move her arms and feet but felt they were tied to the bed posts. She felt tears start to come to her eyes as she heard her mothers humming from in the hall way. No she wasn't going to relive this again. She didnt want too. She started to move as much as she could and felt the ropes start to cut through her skin. She saw her mothers shadow coming into the doorway and started to scream. She saw her mother come into her door and saw the smile of evil across her face.
" No need to scream Tegan. This will just hurt a bit" Her mother said as she the knife from behind her mothers back come into view. Tegan started to pull violently at the ropes just as her mother leaned over her. She felt her mothers hands on her shoulders as she started shaking her.~
" Weasley, what's wrong? Wake up!" Draco said for the third time as he shook Tegan trying to get her to wake up. Tegan's eyes popped open and Draco saw the fear in them.
" Are you ok?" Draco asked as Tegan realized Draco was the one shaking her. Tegan pushed him away from her.
" Of course I'm OK Malfoy. It was just a bad dream. Don't act like you care because I know you don't" Tegan said noticing Draco staring at her arms.
" What the hell happened to you?" Draco asked taking her arm into his hand and running his fingers over the scars.
" It's none of your damn business Malfoy!" Tegan yelled as she pulled her arm away from him. Draco was about to yell something back at her as Warren started to cry. Draco got up and walked over to Warren's crib and picked him up.
" See what you did Weasley. You probably made him feel rejected. Now we're going to get a bad grade" Draco said as he held the baby in his arms and Tegan just glared at him. She got under her covers and hid her arms from Draco's sight. How stupid could she be to let him see her scars. She watched Draco put Warren back into his crib and walk to his bed.
" That kids really light for a 3 month old isn't he?" Draco asked as Tegan just shrugged.
" Yeah I guess so. I mean I'm the youngest so it's not like I have any baby experience" Tegan said as she laid her head down on her pillow.
" Weasley, what did you dream about? You seemed really frightened about it" Draco said as Tegan rolled her eyes.
" Its nothing I want to talk about Ok? Good night." She said switching her light off and rolling over so Draco would think she was asleep.
" Night Weasley" Draco said as she heard him roll over also. A few minutes later she heard Draco's light snores signaling he was asleep. Tegan frowned as she ran her fingers over one of her scarred arms. Maybe she should of told Draco. But why would she want to do that? What if Draco ran off tomorrow telling everyone that she has nightmares? Tegan suddenly felt her stomach knot. How she wished she could just die in her sleep instead of facing tomorrow.