Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Harry Potter, but I do own the ideas in
here.
Chapter 1 - Youthful memories
Lucius looked up from the book he was studying. He hated the library but this was the only
way that he could be close to her.
He heard her giggle gently with her friends and his heart lifted as he saw her twinkling eyes.
But her smile faded as she turned to look at him. She could feel him watching her and the hairs
on the back of her neck stand on end.
She looked at him curiously and he bent down over his book, his cheeks flaming.
He still felt her looking at him, but when he looked up she was talking to her friends again a
slight frown on her face.
She had noticed him and had not treated him with the same disgust the other Ravenclaws' did.
He didnt' dare look at her again. Doing so woudl cause him problems if anyone noticed.
He wasn't supposed to feel like this about her. She was a mudblood and he would be killed if
Lord Voldemort knew. His arm hurt as he remembered the pain he had felt at his initiation as a
death eater. The death eater his father had encouraged him to become. But the feelings just
wouldn't go away. She was truly beautiful.
His heart sank as she and her friends left but he was also relieved. What he was feeling was
wrong and she was a temptation while she was around.
But his mind went back to her and he looked at where she had been sitting. There was something
left on her chair.
He walked over to the chair, it was her scarf. He had been noticing her for sometime and he knew
that she was not normally this careless.
Lucius picked up the scarf. It was just a normal scarf, but the thought that it had been touching
him exhilerated him in a way that he knew it musn't.
Lucius was so preoccupied with his thoughts that he almost didn't notice the person standing next to
him.
But he did notice, for it was her.
He dropped the scarf unsure of how to act. Instinctively feeling foolish he reached for the
scarf to give it to her only to find his hand meeting hers.
Their fingers brushed and the touch lingered. But he snatched his hand away turning away from
her as he did it, scared that he would do something foolish.
She blushed and looked a little hurt. When she didn't go Lucius turned around and looked at her,
his eyes going wider as her blush increased.
He smiled at her gently, shyly and she smiled at him looking demurely down. It was riduculous
the way he was acting, like a young teenager. Yes he was a teenager, but he was the confident
sneering Slytherin.
His heart was beating so loudly he was sure that she could hear it, but she couldn't hear it
over her own.
He gulped and slid his hand to the scarf where her hand still lay. He gently got hold of her hand
reassured by her warmth and acceptance.
She shifted her eyes to look at her hand looking suprised by what she saw. But then she lifted
her head to look at him, her chesnut eyes meeting his blue ones.
When their hands met she could feel the blood coursing through him and it felt just like her own.
******************
But like all secret loves theirs was found out and Lucius' father sent him away as soon as he
discovered it. The one thing he loved in the world was his son and he would not have his lord
find out about his shame with a mudblood.
Lucius always obeyed his father and one year after he left Hogwarts he married Narcissa, the
perfect slytherin bride. He tried to forget her, her chesnut eyes and golden hair and he thought
he had especially when Narcissa announced she was having a baby.
But he met her again in Diagon alley after his return. His son Draco was 6 months old and his
lord was more powerful. But she was more beautiful still.
Her hair shone in the light like a ray from the sun and everything he had tried to forget came
back.
He regretted his acquiescent nature and for the first time in 2 years he followed his heart.
She received him warily at first scared of being hurt again, but she could never control her
thoughts when he was around. She loved him and he loved her, deep down she knew it was forbidden
but she didn't care.
She had her own shop which made meeting easier. She never demanded anything of him, knowing that
he wanted to be with her, but just couldn't.
But with someone with such a high profile status as Malfoy things could never be kept secret, but
he didn't realise that he was being careless with his rendezvous until she disappeared
inexplicably for 6 months. Narcissa was moody with him and for a while he thought that she was
pregnant again.
But she and Narcissa's strange behaviour were explained when he found her. He didn't find her
but was lead to her after he received an anonymous owl.
He apparated to where she was supposed to be,. But before he could look around,
"Stupefy" he heard from a very familar voice. It was only when he gained his senses that he
realised who it was. Narcissa.
"You've come to see your little whore I see." she sneered at him. "How could you be so stupid to
think that I wouldn't find out."
He was shocked to find out that his affair had been found out. But what shocked him more was
her, she was on the floor curled up in a ball.
"You can't save her this time. I'm going to get rid of her for good"
He struggled trying as hard as he could, but it wouldn't work.
"Now, I'm asking you again nicely" she said spitting out the last word, "Where is it?"
Where was what? Thought Lucius. Was this the only reason she had kept her alive to question her
over something.
"You'll never find out" she replied laughing slightly, she winced as it hurt her ribs to laugh
too much.
What was it? Why was she keeping it a secret?
Narcissa turned to look at him. His confusion showing on his face.
"You don't know do you my dear Lucius" she stated rather than asking.
"You shore here had a child, a little baby. Didn't you now." she said turning to look at her
again.
"And for everything to be right it has to be gone, just like you."
"Crucio" she yelled directing her wand at her. She lay on the floor writhing in pain, she tried
not to scream, but she could do nothing to hold it back, the pain was too much.
Lucius couldn't do anything but watch. Her screams tore at his soul. A child. He had a child with
her, but she hadn't, where was his child. But her screams were what hurt most. He knew that
he would never forget them. For as long as he lived her screams would haunt him.
"That was fun, wasn't it" said Narcissa laughing.
"Where is it?" she shouted her anger showing on her face.
"You'll never find my child" she replied screaming. They would never find her daughter. She
would never let them know.
"Fine have it your way, but I'll find her" she paused and looked at her husband
"Crucio"
She was screaming again and the pain he felt was so bad that could only be compared to hers.
But Narcissa stopped and looked at her husband. She released him from her spell and he fell
forward as the barriers were lifted from him.
He ran towards her and craddled her in his arms.
"Lucius" she smiled at him.
"Shh, save your strength" he whispered at her hoping that she would survive.
"No Lucius I have to die" he gaped at her. Her eyes were pleading, begging him to let her go.
"No you don't. You'll stay with me. We'll find our child.."
"Daughter" she interrupted him.
He had a daughter. He wondered what she would look like. He smiled as he thought about what she
must be like.
She frowned slightly, "I have to die. This isn't the fairy tale we wish it was" she continued her
voice coming out in gasps.
"I have to go and then she will be safe"
What was she talking about. But it was only when he looked around that he noticed what there was.
There were magical herbs and strange symbols.
"Earth magic?" he asked her already knowing her answer. That required a lot, it required blood.
It was when he realised and she nodded that he realised. She had to die for their daughter to
be safe.
"You don't have to go, we will be safe" he said firmly, hoping that she would change her mind.
But he couldn't believe it himself and he couldn't look at her.
She looked at him tears in her eyes, he hand was shaking as it went up to touch his face.
It rested there for gently while she guided him to look at her.
"No she will never be safe, Voldemort will kill her for your betrayal and you" she was crying now
"will die." she paused as she gasped for breath.
"You have to survive. You have to remember what we felt."
Lucius nodded finally agreeing and realising that it was the only way. If she lived and his
daughter wasn't safe they would all suffer at the hands of Voldemort.
"I tried to go to Dumbledore, but he wasn't there" she was really crying now. The pain was
tearing her apart and she couldn't do anything about it.
Lucius felt her shake and gasp at the pain she was feeling.
"It doesn't matter now. She will be safe soon" he said crying. His only love and his daughter
were being taken away from him because of Voldemort and his malicious wife.
She looked at him her eyes sadder than he had ever seen them before.
"I'm sorry Lucius. But the spell requires magic to close it" she was looking at him, begging him
for her pain and their daughter.
"I need to die a magical death".
Lucius looked at her unsure of what to do. His tears were rolling down his face and he didn't
know what to say.
"I can't. I just can't" he sputtered, burying his face into her shoulder.
"You have to otherwise she won't be safe. This way she'll be safe till the day she dies" she told
him her eyes pleading.
"I can't. I can't kill you" he said more firmly.
"Just do it Lucius. You know you have to." she paused "I know you don't want to, but you have
to. I can only trust you to do this."
It was such a strange way to show someone you trusted them.
"I love you" whispered Lucius kissing her gently on her lips.
"I know and I love you too" she replied.
He lifted up his wand and turned away from her face.
"See you on the otherside Lucius"
"Avada Kedavra" yelled Lucius and she was gone. Her whole body went still, but there was an
eerie smile on her face.
He could do nothing for her now. He had to get away and leave her.
But he didn't know that he didn't have to. For it was that night that Voldemort fell and Harry
Potter lived. It was that night that Dumbledore wasn't there to receive her as he was with Harry.
It was that night that Lucius truly started hating.
*******
So what do you think. More chapters will be out soon. I don't know where I am going with this,
but I'll see.
It's obvious who the daughter is.
here.
Chapter 1 - Youthful memories
Lucius looked up from the book he was studying. He hated the library but this was the only
way that he could be close to her.
He heard her giggle gently with her friends and his heart lifted as he saw her twinkling eyes.
But her smile faded as she turned to look at him. She could feel him watching her and the hairs
on the back of her neck stand on end.
She looked at him curiously and he bent down over his book, his cheeks flaming.
He still felt her looking at him, but when he looked up she was talking to her friends again a
slight frown on her face.
She had noticed him and had not treated him with the same disgust the other Ravenclaws' did.
He didnt' dare look at her again. Doing so woudl cause him problems if anyone noticed.
He wasn't supposed to feel like this about her. She was a mudblood and he would be killed if
Lord Voldemort knew. His arm hurt as he remembered the pain he had felt at his initiation as a
death eater. The death eater his father had encouraged him to become. But the feelings just
wouldn't go away. She was truly beautiful.
His heart sank as she and her friends left but he was also relieved. What he was feeling was
wrong and she was a temptation while she was around.
But his mind went back to her and he looked at where she had been sitting. There was something
left on her chair.
He walked over to the chair, it was her scarf. He had been noticing her for sometime and he knew
that she was not normally this careless.
Lucius picked up the scarf. It was just a normal scarf, but the thought that it had been touching
him exhilerated him in a way that he knew it musn't.
Lucius was so preoccupied with his thoughts that he almost didn't notice the person standing next to
him.
But he did notice, for it was her.
He dropped the scarf unsure of how to act. Instinctively feeling foolish he reached for the
scarf to give it to her only to find his hand meeting hers.
Their fingers brushed and the touch lingered. But he snatched his hand away turning away from
her as he did it, scared that he would do something foolish.
She blushed and looked a little hurt. When she didn't go Lucius turned around and looked at her,
his eyes going wider as her blush increased.
He smiled at her gently, shyly and she smiled at him looking demurely down. It was riduculous
the way he was acting, like a young teenager. Yes he was a teenager, but he was the confident
sneering Slytherin.
His heart was beating so loudly he was sure that she could hear it, but she couldn't hear it
over her own.
He gulped and slid his hand to the scarf where her hand still lay. He gently got hold of her hand
reassured by her warmth and acceptance.
She shifted her eyes to look at her hand looking suprised by what she saw. But then she lifted
her head to look at him, her chesnut eyes meeting his blue ones.
When their hands met she could feel the blood coursing through him and it felt just like her own.
******************
But like all secret loves theirs was found out and Lucius' father sent him away as soon as he
discovered it. The one thing he loved in the world was his son and he would not have his lord
find out about his shame with a mudblood.
Lucius always obeyed his father and one year after he left Hogwarts he married Narcissa, the
perfect slytherin bride. He tried to forget her, her chesnut eyes and golden hair and he thought
he had especially when Narcissa announced she was having a baby.
But he met her again in Diagon alley after his return. His son Draco was 6 months old and his
lord was more powerful. But she was more beautiful still.
Her hair shone in the light like a ray from the sun and everything he had tried to forget came
back.
He regretted his acquiescent nature and for the first time in 2 years he followed his heart.
She received him warily at first scared of being hurt again, but she could never control her
thoughts when he was around. She loved him and he loved her, deep down she knew it was forbidden
but she didn't care.
She had her own shop which made meeting easier. She never demanded anything of him, knowing that
he wanted to be with her, but just couldn't.
But with someone with such a high profile status as Malfoy things could never be kept secret, but
he didn't realise that he was being careless with his rendezvous until she disappeared
inexplicably for 6 months. Narcissa was moody with him and for a while he thought that she was
pregnant again.
But she and Narcissa's strange behaviour were explained when he found her. He didn't find her
but was lead to her after he received an anonymous owl.
He apparated to where she was supposed to be,. But before he could look around,
"Stupefy" he heard from a very familar voice. It was only when he gained his senses that he
realised who it was. Narcissa.
"You've come to see your little whore I see." she sneered at him. "How could you be so stupid to
think that I wouldn't find out."
He was shocked to find out that his affair had been found out. But what shocked him more was
her, she was on the floor curled up in a ball.
"You can't save her this time. I'm going to get rid of her for good"
He struggled trying as hard as he could, but it wouldn't work.
"Now, I'm asking you again nicely" she said spitting out the last word, "Where is it?"
Where was what? Thought Lucius. Was this the only reason she had kept her alive to question her
over something.
"You'll never find out" she replied laughing slightly, she winced as it hurt her ribs to laugh
too much.
What was it? Why was she keeping it a secret?
Narcissa turned to look at him. His confusion showing on his face.
"You don't know do you my dear Lucius" she stated rather than asking.
"You shore here had a child, a little baby. Didn't you now." she said turning to look at her
again.
"And for everything to be right it has to be gone, just like you."
"Crucio" she yelled directing her wand at her. She lay on the floor writhing in pain, she tried
not to scream, but she could do nothing to hold it back, the pain was too much.
Lucius couldn't do anything but watch. Her screams tore at his soul. A child. He had a child with
her, but she hadn't, where was his child. But her screams were what hurt most. He knew that
he would never forget them. For as long as he lived her screams would haunt him.
"That was fun, wasn't it" said Narcissa laughing.
"Where is it?" she shouted her anger showing on her face.
"You'll never find my child" she replied screaming. They would never find her daughter. She
would never let them know.
"Fine have it your way, but I'll find her" she paused and looked at her husband
"Crucio"
She was screaming again and the pain he felt was so bad that could only be compared to hers.
But Narcissa stopped and looked at her husband. She released him from her spell and he fell
forward as the barriers were lifted from him.
He ran towards her and craddled her in his arms.
"Lucius" she smiled at him.
"Shh, save your strength" he whispered at her hoping that she would survive.
"No Lucius I have to die" he gaped at her. Her eyes were pleading, begging him to let her go.
"No you don't. You'll stay with me. We'll find our child.."
"Daughter" she interrupted him.
He had a daughter. He wondered what she would look like. He smiled as he thought about what she
must be like.
She frowned slightly, "I have to die. This isn't the fairy tale we wish it was" she continued her
voice coming out in gasps.
"I have to go and then she will be safe"
What was she talking about. But it was only when he looked around that he noticed what there was.
There were magical herbs and strange symbols.
"Earth magic?" he asked her already knowing her answer. That required a lot, it required blood.
It was when he realised and she nodded that he realised. She had to die for their daughter to
be safe.
"You don't have to go, we will be safe" he said firmly, hoping that she would change her mind.
But he couldn't believe it himself and he couldn't look at her.
She looked at him tears in her eyes, he hand was shaking as it went up to touch his face.
It rested there for gently while she guided him to look at her.
"No she will never be safe, Voldemort will kill her for your betrayal and you" she was crying now
"will die." she paused as she gasped for breath.
"You have to survive. You have to remember what we felt."
Lucius nodded finally agreeing and realising that it was the only way. If she lived and his
daughter wasn't safe they would all suffer at the hands of Voldemort.
"I tried to go to Dumbledore, but he wasn't there" she was really crying now. The pain was
tearing her apart and she couldn't do anything about it.
Lucius felt her shake and gasp at the pain she was feeling.
"It doesn't matter now. She will be safe soon" he said crying. His only love and his daughter
were being taken away from him because of Voldemort and his malicious wife.
She looked at him her eyes sadder than he had ever seen them before.
"I'm sorry Lucius. But the spell requires magic to close it" she was looking at him, begging him
for her pain and their daughter.
"I need to die a magical death".
Lucius looked at her unsure of what to do. His tears were rolling down his face and he didn't
know what to say.
"I can't. I just can't" he sputtered, burying his face into her shoulder.
"You have to otherwise she won't be safe. This way she'll be safe till the day she dies" she told
him her eyes pleading.
"I can't. I can't kill you" he said more firmly.
"Just do it Lucius. You know you have to." she paused "I know you don't want to, but you have
to. I can only trust you to do this."
It was such a strange way to show someone you trusted them.
"I love you" whispered Lucius kissing her gently on her lips.
"I know and I love you too" she replied.
He lifted up his wand and turned away from her face.
"See you on the otherside Lucius"
"Avada Kedavra" yelled Lucius and she was gone. Her whole body went still, but there was an
eerie smile on her face.
He could do nothing for her now. He had to get away and leave her.
But he didn't know that he didn't have to. For it was that night that Voldemort fell and Harry
Potter lived. It was that night that Dumbledore wasn't there to receive her as he was with Harry.
It was that night that Lucius truly started hating.
*******
So what do you think. More chapters will be out soon. I don't know where I am going with this,
but I'll see.
It's obvious who the daughter is.