Chapter 31
I can see shes falling faster
Running to her own disaster
You push me away
*Another 3 months later*
Draco cradled a 5 day old William in his arms as he looked at Tegan. Everything had been fine after Hogwarts until now. They had lived happily and were a happy couple until William came. Draco had been at Hogwarts for nearly a month now so he knew it be that making Tegan depressed. Maybe she was having regrets about William and there relationship? But she shouldn't take it out on William. She didn't even want to hold there baby boy and it made Draco mad. Tegan insisted that she wanted to have sex she should of known of the consequences. Draco watched as Tegan sat on the couch and wrote in her journal. That's exactly what she had been doing ever since they came home with the baby.
" Tegan" Draco said as she looked up.
" Yes, Draco?" Tegan asked.
" You sure you don't want to hold William?" Draco asked as Tegan shook her head.
" No that's alright. You're doing a good job for the both of us" Tegan said as she returned back to writing in her journal and Draco sighed. The dullness in her voice scared him. Her voice used to tell him exactly what she was feeling but it seemed to be gone.
" Tegan don't you think you should get used to having William around? I'm going to have to go back to work soon" Draco said as Tegan nodded.
" I'll get used to him when the time comes" Tegan said. Draco closed his eyes, why was she doing this? She always wanted the baby until now, what changed her mind? William started to cry and Draco sighed. William did cry a lot but Mrs. Weasley had told him it was usual for new borns. She also told him in private that Tegan was just going through a stage and that the real Tegan would be back before he knew it. He didnt want to complain but that advice had been given 3 days ago and he was tired. It seemed ever hour he was up changing William's diaper or feeding him. He knew that it wasn't his sons fault but he just wished Tegan would help him. Parenting is usually a partnership. Not give all the responsibilities to one and the other do none. Draco remembered his mother telling him how she had done everything when he was born. And now he appreciated his mother more then ever. He looked over at Tegan who turned her gaze from William and him. He hoped Tegan would pull out of this soon because he needed her. Draco may act strong on the outside but emotionally he was a wreck.
I can see shes falling faster
Running to her own disaster
You push me away
*Another 3 months later*
Draco cradled a 5 day old William in his arms as he looked at Tegan. Everything had been fine after Hogwarts until now. They had lived happily and were a happy couple until William came. Draco had been at Hogwarts for nearly a month now so he knew it be that making Tegan depressed. Maybe she was having regrets about William and there relationship? But she shouldn't take it out on William. She didn't even want to hold there baby boy and it made Draco mad. Tegan insisted that she wanted to have sex she should of known of the consequences. Draco watched as Tegan sat on the couch and wrote in her journal. That's exactly what she had been doing ever since they came home with the baby.
" Tegan" Draco said as she looked up.
" Yes, Draco?" Tegan asked.
" You sure you don't want to hold William?" Draco asked as Tegan shook her head.
" No that's alright. You're doing a good job for the both of us" Tegan said as she returned back to writing in her journal and Draco sighed. The dullness in her voice scared him. Her voice used to tell him exactly what she was feeling but it seemed to be gone.
" Tegan don't you think you should get used to having William around? I'm going to have to go back to work soon" Draco said as Tegan nodded.
" I'll get used to him when the time comes" Tegan said. Draco closed his eyes, why was she doing this? She always wanted the baby until now, what changed her mind? William started to cry and Draco sighed. William did cry a lot but Mrs. Weasley had told him it was usual for new borns. She also told him in private that Tegan was just going through a stage and that the real Tegan would be back before he knew it. He didnt want to complain but that advice had been given 3 days ago and he was tired. It seemed ever hour he was up changing William's diaper or feeding him. He knew that it wasn't his sons fault but he just wished Tegan would help him. Parenting is usually a partnership. Not give all the responsibilities to one and the other do none. Draco remembered his mother telling him how she had done everything when he was born. And now he appreciated his mother more then ever. He looked over at Tegan who turned her gaze from William and him. He hoped Tegan would pull out of this soon because he needed her. Draco may act strong on the outside but emotionally he was a wreck.