The Battle Rages Within
By CherryColaBaby
Disclaimer: Ummm, who told you I owned Gilmore Girls? Cuz I have this nice little padded room for them......
Rating: umm PG-13, just to be safe, but I don't know, probably just PG
AN: Thanks for my reviews you guys. I'm not going to beg for reviews, but they are nice. And I any feedback is good, I want to improve my writing. By the way, the song is Close To You, by the Carpenters in 1970.
Close To You
Okay, so maybe it wasn't any better. Stupid, stupid person! Why did you ever want any of this? That's the reason any of this ever started! You and your stupid "needs". Great. I'm yelling at my sixteen year old self. I'm going crazy on top of everything else.
But why? What made me want this so much? Must have been lust. Because there is absoulutely no way, no possibility whatsoever that loved Dean. Dean. So many memories. Pretty good ones. Wait. What am I doing? Not Again, please no, not again! I swear, I'm gonna die if I have anymore if this up and down feeling. I remember back when I lived for this kind of high, only to go back down.The way my heart would pound when he glanced my way, the good kind of dizziness when he said my name...
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Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time that you draw near?
Just Like me
They long to be
Close to you
Wooo woooooo
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Oh my... there are no words to explain this! Dean Forrester just kissed me! Right there in the market! What if Taylor saw us? Or Miss Patty? NO! Don't ruin this, oh please don't ruin this! I feel all... giddy. Ewww, did I just use the word "giddy" in a sentence? I'm turning into one of those hopeless romantics on cheesy afternoon soap operas. And I stole cornstarch. Great, I'm a thief and a soap star now. Oh well.
This is so weird. I can't tell my mom. I tell her everything, but somehow, I can't bring myself to tell her this. I don't know why, it's just like some magical love fairy is holding me back. This is surreal, I can't do anything but panic. Why do I panic? It was a nice kiss.
By CherryColaBaby
Disclaimer: Ummm, who told you I owned Gilmore Girls? Cuz I have this nice little padded room for them......
Rating: umm PG-13, just to be safe, but I don't know, probably just PG
AN: Thanks for my reviews you guys. I'm not going to beg for reviews, but they are nice. And I any feedback is good, I want to improve my writing. By the way, the song is Close To You, by the Carpenters in 1970.
Close To You
Okay, so maybe it wasn't any better. Stupid, stupid person! Why did you ever want any of this? That's the reason any of this ever started! You and your stupid "needs". Great. I'm yelling at my sixteen year old self. I'm going crazy on top of everything else.
But why? What made me want this so much? Must have been lust. Because there is absoulutely no way, no possibility whatsoever that loved Dean. Dean. So many memories. Pretty good ones. Wait. What am I doing? Not Again, please no, not again! I swear, I'm gonna die if I have anymore if this up and down feeling. I remember back when I lived for this kind of high, only to go back down.The way my heart would pound when he glanced my way, the good kind of dizziness when he said my name...
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time that you draw near?
Just Like me
They long to be
Close to you
Wooo woooooo
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Oh my... there are no words to explain this! Dean Forrester just kissed me! Right there in the market! What if Taylor saw us? Or Miss Patty? NO! Don't ruin this, oh please don't ruin this! I feel all... giddy. Ewww, did I just use the word "giddy" in a sentence? I'm turning into one of those hopeless romantics on cheesy afternoon soap operas. And I stole cornstarch. Great, I'm a thief and a soap star now. Oh well.
This is so weird. I can't tell my mom. I tell her everything, but somehow, I can't bring myself to tell her this. I don't know why, it's just like some magical love fairy is holding me back. This is surreal, I can't do anything but panic. Why do I panic? It was a nice kiss.