A/N:: This is a Fruits Basket story written out of pure depression. Since that's the way I am, it's about Kyo. Mostly everyone in his family hates him, and the only one he could say he likes is Tohru. What if one day... Kyo tried to commit suicide? I think this would probably happen.
"Let me die..."
Tohru knocked on the door of a certain orange haired boy's door, not getting a reply from the silence of the house.
"Kyo, are you awake? I'm going shopping with Yuki and Momiji, would you like to come?"
"....no." A silent voice spoke up.
"Oh... okay, I'll be back soon." Tohru walked down the steps.
She came to the bottom of the steps to find Yuki and Momiji, looking a bit concerned. Yuki spoke up as Tohru came down the steps with a slight frown on her face.
"What is it? What did that cat say to you?"
"Well, I asked if he wanted to come shopping with us, he said no." She sighed.
"I see...well, before Shigure comes home and begs for your cooking, let's go get the stuff." Yuki said.
"Okay, come on, Momiji." Tohru went out the door.
****
Kyo had a blade in the palm of his hand, covered in dry blood. His eyes were filled with no emotions at all. They were as dead as Akito's. He held it up again, and cut deeply into his cheek.
'Why would it matter if I died... everyone hates me... I don't even have the courage to stand up to Akito about... me falling in love with Tohru... I hate my life... I hate being born with this damn curse...I wanna leave this hell hole...I want... to be free...' Kyo cut deeper into his cheek, deep enough to leave a permenat scar.
The blood reminded him of his red eyes. A smile appeared on his face, as the crimson liquid flowed out of his cheek. Then, he decided to make the big difference. He lifted the knife near his wrist, and slowly began to cut deeply into it. As he did, there was a knock at the door. He looked up, sending the knife deeper into his wrist, causing him to end up screaming. His eyes widened, wishing he hadn't done that. The person at the door was Kagura. Her pale tan eyes widened at what she found Kyo doing. She walked closer to him, hand going for the knife. Kyo's eyes flashed with hate.
"Get the hell away from me, Kagura!!! Come closer, and I'll slit my throat!!"
"Kyo... what's wrong? Why are you cutting yourself? Are you trying to kill yourself...?" Kagura whispered.
"Yes, I am!!! Are you happy, I'm trying to kill myself! Now go away, or I'll do it in front of you!"
"Kyo...why are you doing this?"
"You really wanna know? Fine, I'll tell you, because I don't want to live this life anymore, I don't want any more pain, my curse, Akito, that damn rat, and I don't want to binded anymore!"
Kagura's eyes watered and widened at the same time. She wanted to help Kyo, and make him stop hurting himself. Everytime she took a step closer, Kyo stabbed himself, making her step back. She looked around, and picked up a vase, and threw at his hand, knocking the blood stained knife out of the window. She grabbed Kyo's arms, and pulled them behind his back.
"Kyo, your going to the hospital, even if I have to force you there." She said heading for the door.
"Dammit, let go of me, Kagura!! I ain't going to any damn hospital, I'm not going anywhere except hell!!!" He pulled his arms out of Kagura's grip, as he ran for the steps.
"Kyo!!!" She ran after him.
She came outside to find her precious neko by the garden, holding the knife to his neck, ready to cut it.
"Get the hell away, Kagura. I ain't staying in this place anymore." He lifted it over his head.
"Kyo, please, don't!!!! You know I love you!!"
"I know that, and that's what causes me to hate you!! Get away from me, and I won't kill myself quickly." Kyo made a step backwards, towards the cliff behind him.
"Kyo, please..." Kagura was in tears.
"Kyo, what are you doing...?"
Kyo's blood eyes turned to see Tohru standing there, eyes as wide as Kagura's were.
"Tohru..."
"Kyo, what are you doing? Why are you bleeding?" She asked, starting to move toward him.
"Get away from me, Tohru!!! I'm going to jump, and you better not stop me!" Kyo made another step backward.
"Kyo, what is wrong? Why are you trying to do this?" Tohru begged.
"...Because I love you, Tohru."
Kagura's eyes looked like the life was gone. Tohru was shocked.
"I love you, and I can already see you like Yuki... I don't think I could ever make you happy, so I'm not even gonna try, and I'm gonna end it here."
"But..."
Kyo couldn't take it anymore, it took his last step, shifting his weight, falling fast down the cliff. Tohu ran to save him, but she watched in complete horror, as darkness was the only thing she saw nothing.
"KYO!!!!!!"
A/N:: my god... poor kyo-kun. i might add more, maybe i won't, it all depends. oh well, r/r
"Let me die..."
Tohru knocked on the door of a certain orange haired boy's door, not getting a reply from the silence of the house.
"Kyo, are you awake? I'm going shopping with Yuki and Momiji, would you like to come?"
"....no." A silent voice spoke up.
"Oh... okay, I'll be back soon." Tohru walked down the steps.
She came to the bottom of the steps to find Yuki and Momiji, looking a bit concerned. Yuki spoke up as Tohru came down the steps with a slight frown on her face.
"What is it? What did that cat say to you?"
"Well, I asked if he wanted to come shopping with us, he said no." She sighed.
"I see...well, before Shigure comes home and begs for your cooking, let's go get the stuff." Yuki said.
"Okay, come on, Momiji." Tohru went out the door.
****
Kyo had a blade in the palm of his hand, covered in dry blood. His eyes were filled with no emotions at all. They were as dead as Akito's. He held it up again, and cut deeply into his cheek.
'Why would it matter if I died... everyone hates me... I don't even have the courage to stand up to Akito about... me falling in love with Tohru... I hate my life... I hate being born with this damn curse...I wanna leave this hell hole...I want... to be free...' Kyo cut deeper into his cheek, deep enough to leave a permenat scar.
The blood reminded him of his red eyes. A smile appeared on his face, as the crimson liquid flowed out of his cheek. Then, he decided to make the big difference. He lifted the knife near his wrist, and slowly began to cut deeply into it. As he did, there was a knock at the door. He looked up, sending the knife deeper into his wrist, causing him to end up screaming. His eyes widened, wishing he hadn't done that. The person at the door was Kagura. Her pale tan eyes widened at what she found Kyo doing. She walked closer to him, hand going for the knife. Kyo's eyes flashed with hate.
"Get the hell away from me, Kagura!!! Come closer, and I'll slit my throat!!"
"Kyo... what's wrong? Why are you cutting yourself? Are you trying to kill yourself...?" Kagura whispered.
"Yes, I am!!! Are you happy, I'm trying to kill myself! Now go away, or I'll do it in front of you!"
"Kyo...why are you doing this?"
"You really wanna know? Fine, I'll tell you, because I don't want to live this life anymore, I don't want any more pain, my curse, Akito, that damn rat, and I don't want to binded anymore!"
Kagura's eyes watered and widened at the same time. She wanted to help Kyo, and make him stop hurting himself. Everytime she took a step closer, Kyo stabbed himself, making her step back. She looked around, and picked up a vase, and threw at his hand, knocking the blood stained knife out of the window. She grabbed Kyo's arms, and pulled them behind his back.
"Kyo, your going to the hospital, even if I have to force you there." She said heading for the door.
"Dammit, let go of me, Kagura!! I ain't going to any damn hospital, I'm not going anywhere except hell!!!" He pulled his arms out of Kagura's grip, as he ran for the steps.
"Kyo!!!" She ran after him.
She came outside to find her precious neko by the garden, holding the knife to his neck, ready to cut it.
"Get the hell away, Kagura. I ain't staying in this place anymore." He lifted it over his head.
"Kyo, please, don't!!!! You know I love you!!"
"I know that, and that's what causes me to hate you!! Get away from me, and I won't kill myself quickly." Kyo made a step backwards, towards the cliff behind him.
"Kyo, please..." Kagura was in tears.
"Kyo, what are you doing...?"
Kyo's blood eyes turned to see Tohru standing there, eyes as wide as Kagura's were.
"Tohru..."
"Kyo, what are you doing? Why are you bleeding?" She asked, starting to move toward him.
"Get away from me, Tohru!!! I'm going to jump, and you better not stop me!" Kyo made another step backward.
"Kyo, what is wrong? Why are you trying to do this?" Tohru begged.
"...Because I love you, Tohru."
Kagura's eyes looked like the life was gone. Tohru was shocked.
"I love you, and I can already see you like Yuki... I don't think I could ever make you happy, so I'm not even gonna try, and I'm gonna end it here."
"But..."
Kyo couldn't take it anymore, it took his last step, shifting his weight, falling fast down the cliff. Tohu ran to save him, but she watched in complete horror, as darkness was the only thing she saw nothing.
"KYO!!!!!!"
A/N:: my god... poor kyo-kun. i might add more, maybe i won't, it all depends. oh well, r/r