Chapter One
He kissed her softly. She cowered underneath his lips; his pure blue eyes were piercing her body. His hand was sitting softly in the small of her back pulling her body toward him. She wrapped her hand in his, pushed her body toward him harder, kissing him more frantically, letting her tongue explore his mouth in a loving yet seductive way. His hand slid over her breast causing her to tremble. She gasped softly. He lifted her from her thighs and set her down on a table, she wrapped her arms around his neck as he sensually rubbed her wrist.
She nibbled on his earlobe softly 'I think I love you.' She whispered into his ear causing him to smile. He kissed her harder making every nerve in her body tingle. She shut her eyes and let him hold her. His hand dropped to her thigh rubbing it softly and slowly.
'I.I... ,' He began. She lifted her finger to his lips before kissing him hard. He slowly took her wrist in his hand feeling every bit of her skin that he could. He slowly pulled away from her lips and looked into her eyes. 'I want this but I'm confused, I.just not now.'
'You think I'm not confused?!' She said her voice soft but firm.
He looked into her eyes and rested his forehead on hers, his blonde hair contrasted against her bunch of brown curls. He held her hands in front of his chest.
'I think I love you too but, I can't do this right now.' He kissed her softly leaving his lips clutched in hers. She slowly moved away and hugged him resting her head on his shoulder. She closed her eyes.
'I understand.' She replied.
'Hermione, I'm sorry,' He said slowly pulling away from her.
'Draco.' She gasped frantically she grabbed the silver link bracelet she had been wearing off her wrist and handed it to him, 'To remind you, this way I have a reason to see you again even if it is just to get it back.'
Draco kissed her cheek. 'I could never forget and it's not like that, it's so complicated.'
************** Hermione sat on her bed and looked out the window attempting to ignore the longing she had to be with Draco. The Head Girls quarters at Hogwarts were beautiful, there was a four poster bed sitting by the window, some drawers and shelves for Hermione's things. On one side of the room there was a door leading to the common room with which she shared with the Head Boy, Harry Potter. On the opposite side of the room there was a door leading to her bathroom.
For Hermione this year was unlike any other at Hogwarts. Every other year she could tell her two best friends everything but lately, due to recent events, her feeling of not wanting to loose her friends had grown stronger, and now, there is no way she could ever tell them her secret.
Hermione felt dirty. She patted her cat Crookshanks who was asleep on the end of her bed he yawned, moved around a little and went back to sleep.
'Oh Merlin, what do I do now?' She whispered to herself. She sat there for a second playing with her hair then grabbed the standard book of spells grade seven, flopped back on her bed and began to turn the pages. Suddenly the common room door opened swiftly.
'How did you get in here?' Hermione asked as Harry looked at her from underneath his dark hair which was beginning to cover his eyes.
'The portrait told me the password.' Harry replied bouncing down on her bed beside her. 'What's wrong?' He asked immediately.
Hermione froze for a second 'Just worried about exams.' She lied.
Harry laughed 'We just got here, classes haven't even started yet, how can you be worried?'
'Because this is important,' Hermione muttered.
'Okay.' Harry replied teasing Crookshanks with his finger.
'Harry what do you do when you don't know what to do?' Hermione asked putting her book down and steering out the window.
Harry looked up; he could tell something was wrong. 'Dumbledore.' He replied looking worried. 'What's going on?'
'Nothing, just please don't tell Ron. Please,' Hermione asked softly.
'You two should never have broken up.' Harry commented. Hermione rolled her eyes. She could see where the strain on her friendship with Ron and Harry was coming from.
'Maybe you should stop fucking Ginny and take your head out of your ass for two seconds!' Hermione screamed at him causing Harry to lean away from her.
'I'm not fucking Ginny.' Harry replied.
'Harry, you know that I broke up with Ron for you, it was all for you! I loved you and I thought you loved me too,' Hermione screamed with tears beginning to drip from her eyes 'And you couldn't help yourself, she threw herself at you and you took it!' Harry looked at her eyes with a deep feeling of regret 'I know, I was scared, I'm scared.' He said calmly.
'I don't want to hear it Harry, just get out.' Hermione said turning to look out of the window where she could see his reflection. Harry stood up and walked out of the room slowly. Hermione hated burning him like that, at least he was trying to be nice to her but she didn't want to make small talk with him she wanted answers, she wanted to know how he felt and so far Harry had failed to provide her with these. It made her angry.
Anger. Hate. Betrayal. Deceit.
He kissed her softly. She cowered underneath his lips; his pure blue eyes were piercing her body. His hand was sitting softly in the small of her back pulling her body toward him. She wrapped her hand in his, pushed her body toward him harder, kissing him more frantically, letting her tongue explore his mouth in a loving yet seductive way. His hand slid over her breast causing her to tremble. She gasped softly. He lifted her from her thighs and set her down on a table, she wrapped her arms around his neck as he sensually rubbed her wrist.
She nibbled on his earlobe softly 'I think I love you.' She whispered into his ear causing him to smile. He kissed her harder making every nerve in her body tingle. She shut her eyes and let him hold her. His hand dropped to her thigh rubbing it softly and slowly.
'I.I... ,' He began. She lifted her finger to his lips before kissing him hard. He slowly took her wrist in his hand feeling every bit of her skin that he could. He slowly pulled away from her lips and looked into her eyes. 'I want this but I'm confused, I.just not now.'
'You think I'm not confused?!' She said her voice soft but firm.
He looked into her eyes and rested his forehead on hers, his blonde hair contrasted against her bunch of brown curls. He held her hands in front of his chest.
'I think I love you too but, I can't do this right now.' He kissed her softly leaving his lips clutched in hers. She slowly moved away and hugged him resting her head on his shoulder. She closed her eyes.
'I understand.' She replied.
'Hermione, I'm sorry,' He said slowly pulling away from her.
'Draco.' She gasped frantically she grabbed the silver link bracelet she had been wearing off her wrist and handed it to him, 'To remind you, this way I have a reason to see you again even if it is just to get it back.'
Draco kissed her cheek. 'I could never forget and it's not like that, it's so complicated.'
************** Hermione sat on her bed and looked out the window attempting to ignore the longing she had to be with Draco. The Head Girls quarters at Hogwarts were beautiful, there was a four poster bed sitting by the window, some drawers and shelves for Hermione's things. On one side of the room there was a door leading to the common room with which she shared with the Head Boy, Harry Potter. On the opposite side of the room there was a door leading to her bathroom.
For Hermione this year was unlike any other at Hogwarts. Every other year she could tell her two best friends everything but lately, due to recent events, her feeling of not wanting to loose her friends had grown stronger, and now, there is no way she could ever tell them her secret.
Hermione felt dirty. She patted her cat Crookshanks who was asleep on the end of her bed he yawned, moved around a little and went back to sleep.
'Oh Merlin, what do I do now?' She whispered to herself. She sat there for a second playing with her hair then grabbed the standard book of spells grade seven, flopped back on her bed and began to turn the pages. Suddenly the common room door opened swiftly.
'How did you get in here?' Hermione asked as Harry looked at her from underneath his dark hair which was beginning to cover his eyes.
'The portrait told me the password.' Harry replied bouncing down on her bed beside her. 'What's wrong?' He asked immediately.
Hermione froze for a second 'Just worried about exams.' She lied.
Harry laughed 'We just got here, classes haven't even started yet, how can you be worried?'
'Because this is important,' Hermione muttered.
'Okay.' Harry replied teasing Crookshanks with his finger.
'Harry what do you do when you don't know what to do?' Hermione asked putting her book down and steering out the window.
Harry looked up; he could tell something was wrong. 'Dumbledore.' He replied looking worried. 'What's going on?'
'Nothing, just please don't tell Ron. Please,' Hermione asked softly.
'You two should never have broken up.' Harry commented. Hermione rolled her eyes. She could see where the strain on her friendship with Ron and Harry was coming from.
'Maybe you should stop fucking Ginny and take your head out of your ass for two seconds!' Hermione screamed at him causing Harry to lean away from her.
'I'm not fucking Ginny.' Harry replied.
'Harry, you know that I broke up with Ron for you, it was all for you! I loved you and I thought you loved me too,' Hermione screamed with tears beginning to drip from her eyes 'And you couldn't help yourself, she threw herself at you and you took it!' Harry looked at her eyes with a deep feeling of regret 'I know, I was scared, I'm scared.' He said calmly.
'I don't want to hear it Harry, just get out.' Hermione said turning to look out of the window where she could see his reflection. Harry stood up and walked out of the room slowly. Hermione hated burning him like that, at least he was trying to be nice to her but she didn't want to make small talk with him she wanted answers, she wanted to know how he felt and so far Harry had failed to provide her with these. It made her angry.
Anger. Hate. Betrayal. Deceit.