Chapter 2
None of these people belong to me etc etc etc
Fade out and back in 2 months later Susan had never spoken about that night to Carter, if they would see each other in work they would nod at each other and sometimes smile they would only talk if they had too it was their job. If they would see each other in the street they would act like they hadn't seen each other Susan felt bad but it was to late now.
"So" Susan said handing a man his crutches "just come back in 6 weeks to have the cast off ok."
"Ok" the man, said.
Susan walked over to the desk and sat down she felt ill she ran to the bathroom and was sick.
"You ok" Abby said walking out of the stall next to her.
"No" Susan said I have been being sick for every morning four days straight.
Abby looked shocked "Susan" she said.
Susan was sick again "don't even say it" she said, "just don't ok."
Abby nodded "ok" she said "but you know what I was going to say right."
"Yes" Susan, said "and the answer is I don't know ok."
"Ok" Abby said, "then wait right her ok."
"Were are you going" Susan said.
"Wait" Abby said running out and returning minutes later "here" she said handing her a pregnancy test "you know what to do."
"Ok" Susan said shutting the door "ok" she said "I have to wait three minutes" she opened the door deep breath "I cant do this" she said "I really can't I can't be pregnant."
Abby had hold of the test she looked at Susan "Susan" she said "you are."
"Oh my god" Susan said she slid down the wall "im pregnant with John's baby" tears began to slide down her face her mind was racing her heart pounding she couldn't be could she did her and Carter use anything, how would she know she couldn't even remember that night except a few things that had came back to her and she knew that they had slept together she could remember that much and she hadn't been with anyone before or since Carter she put her head in her hands she felt Abby put her arm around her and hug her.
"It will be ok," Abby said.
Susan looked up she nodded taking a deep breath she stood up "im ok" she said "im pregnant and im ok I have always wanted a baby maybe not like this but" she smiled "im having a baby" she felt a little happier.
"Come on" Abby said, "my shift ends in five minutes how about you?"
Susan looked at her watch "10 minutes ago" she said.
"Lets go get something to eat then" Abby said "a big fancy restaurant."
"To celebrate" Susan smiled "im going to have a baby."
Abby smiled "yeah" she said.
Fade out and back in 1 hour later.
"So you enjoying your meal?" Abby asked while sipping her soup.
Susan nodded she went to speak but stopped suddenly she went white.
"What" Abby asked, "you ok whats the matter?"
Susan pointed to the door were Carter was standing with another DR a woman from surgery she had long blonde hair and she was holding Carter's hand "I don't need this Susan said."
Abby smiled "it's ok" she said, "lets pretend we didn't see them."
"To late" Susan said picking up a bread roll off the table "there on there way over they have seen us."
Abby smiled as Carter walked over "hey" he said.
"Hi" Abby said "didn't expect to see your here."
"No" Carter said, "it's nice to see you hi Susan."
Susan smiled not taking her eyes off her bread roll "hi" she said.
Carter smiled "this is Kate."
"Hi" Abby said.
Susan looked up "hi" she said.
"Sir" the waiter said walking over "your table is ready."
"Thanks" Carter said "see you guys later" he said.
"Yeah" Susan said.
Abby smiled "you want to go" Abby asked.
"Please" Susan said.
"Come on then" Abby said.
Fade out and back in 3 hours later.
Abby and Susan are in Susan's apartment.
"Are you going to tell him?" Abby asked.
"I don't know" Susan said "I don't know what to do, I know he has a right to know but"
"But what?" Abby said.
"But I don't want to ... I don't want to ruin his life."
Abby smiled "you will be ok im here for you ok."
"Ok" Susan, said.
Fade out and back in 3 months later.
"Hey" Susan said walking in to work.
"Hi" Mark said he stood there looking at her.
"What?" Susan said.
"Have you had your hair cut or something?" Mark asked.
"No" Susan said "why?"
"You just look different" Mark said "well see you out there then"
"Ok" Susan said turning to Abby "what was that all about?"
"Don't know" Abby said "how you feeling?"
"Ok" Susan said "im going for my first scan today" she held up her T-shirt to reveal a very round and growing stomach.
"Wow" Abby said, "how far along are you" Abby asked.
"About 4-5 months" Susan said "im getting sick of buying bigger and bigger baggy clothes to hide the fast growing bump well it's not a bump no more."
"Susan" Abby said, "you won't be able to keep it a secret for much longer."
"I know" Susan said "and that's why im going to tell Carter today."
"You are?" Abby said "when?"
But before Susan could say anything Carter walked through the door.
Abby smiled "em ok yeah" she said leaving "talk to you later."
Susan smiled standing there "John she said can I em have a word?"
Carter turned around smiling "sure" he said pulling his tie on.
"Em I think we better sit down" Susan said.
"Ok" Carter, said he was still smiling.
Susan smiled "John" she said "there is no easy way of telling you this."
"What?" Carter said "you ok?"
"John Susan said "I know we haven't talked much about what happened at the beach house a couple of moths ago."
Carter smiled "I didn't think em you wanted to talk about it from your reaction."
"I know" Susan said "but it looks like were going to have to John you were one of my closet friends in the world before what happened happened."
"I know" Carter said "and I miss that."
"So do I" Susan smiled.
"Well can't we just put what happened behind us?" Carter asked.
"I would love to" Susan said "but I cant."
Carter looked at her "why?" he asked.
"Because John im pregnant" Susan said.
Carter sat their shocked "wh what?" he said.
"Im pregnant with your baby" Susan said.
"Well How?" Carter asked.
"Aren't you meant to be a doctor?" Susan said trying to lighten the mood.
"How far along are you?" Carter asked.
"About 4 5 months" Susan said.
"Really" Carter said he looked shocked but his tone of voice was calm and relaxed.
"Look" Susan said "I know this is all a bit much to take in right now but im going for my first scan today you don't have to come but im just telling you John" she said, she looked in to his eyes "you can be as involved or uninvolved as you want here ok it's all up to you I don't mind either way I don't want to ruin your life this was my decision to keep this child I want this baby more than anything."
Carter smiled "can I em have some time to think it over?" he said while rubbing his temple.
"Sure" Susan said, "take as much time as you need" she looked at her watch "I better go I'll be late for my appointment you going to be ok?"
"Yeah" Carter said.
"Ok" Susan smiled standing up she walked out of the lounge to see Abby standing by the door "hey" she said.
Abby smiled "what happened?"
"He took it pretty well" Susan said her hands were on her stomach it was a natural reaction now when ever she felt nervous she would hold her stomach to protect the unborn baby.
"Good" Abby said.
"Yeah he just asked for some time to think it over," Susan said.
Abby smiled and hugged her "so were are you going now."
"For my scan" Susan said.
Abby smiled "ok" she said, "you want me to come?"
"I think I will be ok" Susan said walking over to the elevator "but thanks."
Abby smiled "anytime" she said.
Susan smiled as the elevator doors shut she lent back against the wall watching the numbers light up as she got higher up the doors opened on her floor and she stepped out, taking a deep breath she walked over to the desk "hi" she said "I have an appointment with DR Love Susan Lewis" Susan said.
"Ok" the woman smiled "Dr Lewis if you would just like to take a seat Dr Love is with a patient right now but he will be out any minute ok ."
Susan smiled sitting in chairs but just as she sat down her name was called.
"DR Lewis" a tall man with dark brown hair and brown eyes shouted his skin was lightly tanned and he had a smile that could melt hearts.
"Yes" Susan said standing up.
"Hi" the man said "im DR Love your here for your first scan."
"Yes" Susan said "and a check up."
"Ok then" DR Love said opening a door to a room "step in to my office."
Susan walked in the room and sat down.
"Ok then" Dr Love said "Susan how far along do you think you are."
"About 4 5 months" Susan said.
"Ok" Dr Love, said "would you like to just lie on the bed for me and slide up your top."
Susan did and she lay there quietly.
"Ok any problems that your aware of so far had any morning sickness?"
"Yes" Susan, said, "that lasted for the first three months a bit of a soar back but that is it."
Dr Love smiled "ok" he said putting the gel on Susan's stomach and then running the sonogram over her he smiled "ok" he said "there is your baby."
Susan smiled "oh my god" she said "I do this all the time for other people but it's different when it's you."
"Yes it is" DR Love said, "it's amazing isn't it?"
Susan was crying "yes" she said, "it is."
"Everything looks fine" Dr Love said "baby nice and healthy if you look closely you can see the head there and there's an arm and legs and there is the heart beating nice and strong from the size of the baby" he said while freezing the screen "I would say that you are five months gone ok" the Dr said he smiled "since you are a DR and in this hospital and because I like you how many copies would you like."
Susan smiled she knew that you were only meant to give out one and that was it "4 she said if that not to much trouble."
"That's fine," he said "just fine."
He smiled "oh" he said, "would you like to know the sex of your baby?"
Susan nodded.
"You sure?" he asked
"Yes" Susan, said.
"You are having a little" he stopped and smiled "girl" he said, "you are having a girl."
Susan started crying even more "im having a girl" she said "oh Thankyou" she said to the DR "oh" she said wiping her eyes and the gel off her stomach she stood up "I better get down to work Dr weaver will be hunting me down."
He smiled "here" he said handing her the four pictures she had asked for she looked at them that was her baby her first picture of her little girl.
" Thankyou" she said she smiled and left.
"Oh Susan" Dr Love said "don't forget to make another appointment for your next scan ok."
"Ok" Susan smiled.
Fade out and back in at the end of Susan's Shift.
She opened her locker and pulled out her bag and her cot she changed and tied her coat tight even know it was hot outside, she didn't want anyone to see her stomach she put her bag over her shoulder and shut her locker and walked out of the lounge, on her way out she bumped in to Mark.
"Hey" Mark said "were you running to?"
"Home" Susan smiled.
"Oh" Mark said, "can I run with you?"
"You want a ride?" Susan asked.
"Please" Mark said "if that ok."
"It's fine," Susan said, "hurry up."
Mark grabbed his bag out of his locker "ok" he said they walked out of the ER "aren't you hot?" he asked Susan.
"No" Susan said she opened her car door and got in unlocking Mark's side she threw her bag in the back seat "ok" she said "lets go im starving do you mind if I stop off at Mc Donald's or some were?"
"No" Mark said.
Susan smiled pulling up at the drive in and speaking in to the mic "can I have a big Mac, large fries, chilly sauce, large chocolate milk shake" she turned to Mark "what do you want?"
"Same" Mark smiled.
"Make that twice" Susan said she drove up to the window and got the food they drove for a bit and then pulled over by the lake.
Susan began eating "man im so hungry" she said.
Mark smiled "there is something different about you" he said.
"Like what?" Susan asked.
"Im not sure" Mark said "you have a glow to you."
Susan laughed taking in a deep breath she smiled "Mark" she said but stopped her self from saying what she really wanted to say.
"Yeah" Mark said
"Have you got any ketchup?" Susan asked.
"No" Mark said.
Susan nodded "oh damn" she said spilling the chocolate milk shake all down her.
Mark laughed "here" he said trying to help by wiping her with a napkin.
"No" Susan said, "in my bag there is a towel."
Mark leant over the seat and pulled the bag over and grabbed the towel "here" he said putting the towel on her stomach trying to rub at the satin he stopped dead in his track as he felt Susan's stomach.
Susan who hadn't realised was mumbling something about how this was the only good coat left she had.
Mark felt over her stomach again "Susan" he said looking at her "are you your pregnant?"
Susan looked at him "what?" she said, "how do you how?"
Mark put his hand on her stomach.
Susan smiled and nodded pulling back her coat to reveal a large bump.
"Oh my god" Mark said "oh my god how who how?"
Susan laughed "I slept with John" she said "while we were away in Miami that night that I got very very very drunk."
"Dose Carter know" Mark said.
"Yes" Susan said "I told him today" she said, "here" she said handing him a picture of her baby "im five months pregnant with a little girl."
Mark smiled and hugged her "she will be the most beautiful girl in the world" he said.
Susan smiled "come on I better take you home but Mark not a word to anyone ok only You Abby and Carter know."
Mark smiled and kissed her on her head.
Fade out and back in that night.
Susan was lying on the sofa fast asleep with a blanket over her, when she woke up to a knock on the door "hang on" she shouted as the knocking grew louder she got up and walked over to the door looking through the hole in the door it was Carter she unlatched all the locks "hey" she said to him when she opened the door.
Carter smiled "hi" he said, "can I come in sorry to call so late."
"Its ok" Susan said shutting the door and locking it again "sit down what time is it?"
"12:00" Carter said, "sorry do you want me to go?"
"No" Susan said, "it's ok whats up?"
Carter eyes were stuck on Susan's stomach this was the first time he had seen how big Susan was she was wearing a tight top and sweat pants and her stomach showed a little.
Susan smiled pulling her T-shirt down "you want a coffe or anything?"
"No thanks" Carter said "I've just come here to say well I have been thinking about it all night and well I want to be a dad I want to be a dad to our baby I mean if you would let me?"
Susan smiled "of course I would let you it is your child to and by the way" Susan smiled "our child is a she."
Carter's face lit up.
Susan laughed "here" she said handing him a picture of the scan "I am five moths you can have it I have four im keeping two one for my purse and for my refrigerator and one is getting sent to my mom."
Carter smiled "thanks" he said "I will put it in my wallet Susan" he said "I I jut want you to know you and this baby won't have to want for a thing ok."
"Ok" Susan smiled she held her stomach "ohh" she said "she's kicking you want to feel?"
Carter smiled putting his hand on her stomach he smiled at the feel of his daughter kicking in side of her mom "wow" he said.
Susan smiled "ok" she said "you sure you don't want anything to drink, eat?"
"Now that you mention it" Carter smiled "im only messing I better go im on at work in like an hour."
"Ok" Susan smiled leading Carter out "bye" she said closing the door she locked the door and pulled on the latches she was tired she couldn't even make it to her bed she fell asleep on the couch.
Fade out
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None of these people belong to me etc etc etc
Fade out and back in 2 months later Susan had never spoken about that night to Carter, if they would see each other in work they would nod at each other and sometimes smile they would only talk if they had too it was their job. If they would see each other in the street they would act like they hadn't seen each other Susan felt bad but it was to late now.
"So" Susan said handing a man his crutches "just come back in 6 weeks to have the cast off ok."
"Ok" the man, said.
Susan walked over to the desk and sat down she felt ill she ran to the bathroom and was sick.
"You ok" Abby said walking out of the stall next to her.
"No" Susan said I have been being sick for every morning four days straight.
Abby looked shocked "Susan" she said.
Susan was sick again "don't even say it" she said, "just don't ok."
Abby nodded "ok" she said "but you know what I was going to say right."
"Yes" Susan, said "and the answer is I don't know ok."
"Ok" Abby said, "then wait right her ok."
"Were are you going" Susan said.
"Wait" Abby said running out and returning minutes later "here" she said handing her a pregnancy test "you know what to do."
"Ok" Susan said shutting the door "ok" she said "I have to wait three minutes" she opened the door deep breath "I cant do this" she said "I really can't I can't be pregnant."
Abby had hold of the test she looked at Susan "Susan" she said "you are."
"Oh my god" Susan said she slid down the wall "im pregnant with John's baby" tears began to slide down her face her mind was racing her heart pounding she couldn't be could she did her and Carter use anything, how would she know she couldn't even remember that night except a few things that had came back to her and she knew that they had slept together she could remember that much and she hadn't been with anyone before or since Carter she put her head in her hands she felt Abby put her arm around her and hug her.
"It will be ok," Abby said.
Susan looked up she nodded taking a deep breath she stood up "im ok" she said "im pregnant and im ok I have always wanted a baby maybe not like this but" she smiled "im having a baby" she felt a little happier.
"Come on" Abby said, "my shift ends in five minutes how about you?"
Susan looked at her watch "10 minutes ago" she said.
"Lets go get something to eat then" Abby said "a big fancy restaurant."
"To celebrate" Susan smiled "im going to have a baby."
Abby smiled "yeah" she said.
Fade out and back in 1 hour later.
"So you enjoying your meal?" Abby asked while sipping her soup.
Susan nodded she went to speak but stopped suddenly she went white.
"What" Abby asked, "you ok whats the matter?"
Susan pointed to the door were Carter was standing with another DR a woman from surgery she had long blonde hair and she was holding Carter's hand "I don't need this Susan said."
Abby smiled "it's ok" she said, "lets pretend we didn't see them."
"To late" Susan said picking up a bread roll off the table "there on there way over they have seen us."
Abby smiled as Carter walked over "hey" he said.
"Hi" Abby said "didn't expect to see your here."
"No" Carter said, "it's nice to see you hi Susan."
Susan smiled not taking her eyes off her bread roll "hi" she said.
Carter smiled "this is Kate."
"Hi" Abby said.
Susan looked up "hi" she said.
"Sir" the waiter said walking over "your table is ready."
"Thanks" Carter said "see you guys later" he said.
"Yeah" Susan said.
Abby smiled "you want to go" Abby asked.
"Please" Susan said.
"Come on then" Abby said.
Fade out and back in 3 hours later.
Abby and Susan are in Susan's apartment.
"Are you going to tell him?" Abby asked.
"I don't know" Susan said "I don't know what to do, I know he has a right to know but"
"But what?" Abby said.
"But I don't want to ... I don't want to ruin his life."
Abby smiled "you will be ok im here for you ok."
"Ok" Susan, said.
Fade out and back in 3 months later.
"Hey" Susan said walking in to work.
"Hi" Mark said he stood there looking at her.
"What?" Susan said.
"Have you had your hair cut or something?" Mark asked.
"No" Susan said "why?"
"You just look different" Mark said "well see you out there then"
"Ok" Susan said turning to Abby "what was that all about?"
"Don't know" Abby said "how you feeling?"
"Ok" Susan said "im going for my first scan today" she held up her T-shirt to reveal a very round and growing stomach.
"Wow" Abby said, "how far along are you" Abby asked.
"About 4-5 months" Susan said "im getting sick of buying bigger and bigger baggy clothes to hide the fast growing bump well it's not a bump no more."
"Susan" Abby said, "you won't be able to keep it a secret for much longer."
"I know" Susan said "and that's why im going to tell Carter today."
"You are?" Abby said "when?"
But before Susan could say anything Carter walked through the door.
Abby smiled "em ok yeah" she said leaving "talk to you later."
Susan smiled standing there "John she said can I em have a word?"
Carter turned around smiling "sure" he said pulling his tie on.
"Em I think we better sit down" Susan said.
"Ok" Carter, said he was still smiling.
Susan smiled "John" she said "there is no easy way of telling you this."
"What?" Carter said "you ok?"
"John Susan said "I know we haven't talked much about what happened at the beach house a couple of moths ago."
Carter smiled "I didn't think em you wanted to talk about it from your reaction."
"I know" Susan said "but it looks like were going to have to John you were one of my closet friends in the world before what happened happened."
"I know" Carter said "and I miss that."
"So do I" Susan smiled.
"Well can't we just put what happened behind us?" Carter asked.
"I would love to" Susan said "but I cant."
Carter looked at her "why?" he asked.
"Because John im pregnant" Susan said.
Carter sat their shocked "wh what?" he said.
"Im pregnant with your baby" Susan said.
"Well How?" Carter asked.
"Aren't you meant to be a doctor?" Susan said trying to lighten the mood.
"How far along are you?" Carter asked.
"About 4 5 months" Susan said.
"Really" Carter said he looked shocked but his tone of voice was calm and relaxed.
"Look" Susan said "I know this is all a bit much to take in right now but im going for my first scan today you don't have to come but im just telling you John" she said, she looked in to his eyes "you can be as involved or uninvolved as you want here ok it's all up to you I don't mind either way I don't want to ruin your life this was my decision to keep this child I want this baby more than anything."
Carter smiled "can I em have some time to think it over?" he said while rubbing his temple.
"Sure" Susan said, "take as much time as you need" she looked at her watch "I better go I'll be late for my appointment you going to be ok?"
"Yeah" Carter said.
"Ok" Susan smiled standing up she walked out of the lounge to see Abby standing by the door "hey" she said.
Abby smiled "what happened?"
"He took it pretty well" Susan said her hands were on her stomach it was a natural reaction now when ever she felt nervous she would hold her stomach to protect the unborn baby.
"Good" Abby said.
"Yeah he just asked for some time to think it over," Susan said.
Abby smiled and hugged her "so were are you going now."
"For my scan" Susan said.
Abby smiled "ok" she said, "you want me to come?"
"I think I will be ok" Susan said walking over to the elevator "but thanks."
Abby smiled "anytime" she said.
Susan smiled as the elevator doors shut she lent back against the wall watching the numbers light up as she got higher up the doors opened on her floor and she stepped out, taking a deep breath she walked over to the desk "hi" she said "I have an appointment with DR Love Susan Lewis" Susan said.
"Ok" the woman smiled "Dr Lewis if you would just like to take a seat Dr Love is with a patient right now but he will be out any minute ok ."
Susan smiled sitting in chairs but just as she sat down her name was called.
"DR Lewis" a tall man with dark brown hair and brown eyes shouted his skin was lightly tanned and he had a smile that could melt hearts.
"Yes" Susan said standing up.
"Hi" the man said "im DR Love your here for your first scan."
"Yes" Susan said "and a check up."
"Ok then" DR Love said opening a door to a room "step in to my office."
Susan walked in the room and sat down.
"Ok then" Dr Love said "Susan how far along do you think you are."
"About 4 5 months" Susan said.
"Ok" Dr Love, said "would you like to just lie on the bed for me and slide up your top."
Susan did and she lay there quietly.
"Ok any problems that your aware of so far had any morning sickness?"
"Yes" Susan, said, "that lasted for the first three months a bit of a soar back but that is it."
Dr Love smiled "ok" he said putting the gel on Susan's stomach and then running the sonogram over her he smiled "ok" he said "there is your baby."
Susan smiled "oh my god" she said "I do this all the time for other people but it's different when it's you."
"Yes it is" DR Love said, "it's amazing isn't it?"
Susan was crying "yes" she said, "it is."
"Everything looks fine" Dr Love said "baby nice and healthy if you look closely you can see the head there and there's an arm and legs and there is the heart beating nice and strong from the size of the baby" he said while freezing the screen "I would say that you are five months gone ok" the Dr said he smiled "since you are a DR and in this hospital and because I like you how many copies would you like."
Susan smiled she knew that you were only meant to give out one and that was it "4 she said if that not to much trouble."
"That's fine," he said "just fine."
He smiled "oh" he said, "would you like to know the sex of your baby?"
Susan nodded.
"You sure?" he asked
"Yes" Susan, said.
"You are having a little" he stopped and smiled "girl" he said, "you are having a girl."
Susan started crying even more "im having a girl" she said "oh Thankyou" she said to the DR "oh" she said wiping her eyes and the gel off her stomach she stood up "I better get down to work Dr weaver will be hunting me down."
He smiled "here" he said handing her the four pictures she had asked for she looked at them that was her baby her first picture of her little girl.
" Thankyou" she said she smiled and left.
"Oh Susan" Dr Love said "don't forget to make another appointment for your next scan ok."
"Ok" Susan smiled.
Fade out and back in at the end of Susan's Shift.
She opened her locker and pulled out her bag and her cot she changed and tied her coat tight even know it was hot outside, she didn't want anyone to see her stomach she put her bag over her shoulder and shut her locker and walked out of the lounge, on her way out she bumped in to Mark.
"Hey" Mark said "were you running to?"
"Home" Susan smiled.
"Oh" Mark said, "can I run with you?"
"You want a ride?" Susan asked.
"Please" Mark said "if that ok."
"It's fine," Susan said, "hurry up."
Mark grabbed his bag out of his locker "ok" he said they walked out of the ER "aren't you hot?" he asked Susan.
"No" Susan said she opened her car door and got in unlocking Mark's side she threw her bag in the back seat "ok" she said "lets go im starving do you mind if I stop off at Mc Donald's or some were?"
"No" Mark said.
Susan smiled pulling up at the drive in and speaking in to the mic "can I have a big Mac, large fries, chilly sauce, large chocolate milk shake" she turned to Mark "what do you want?"
"Same" Mark smiled.
"Make that twice" Susan said she drove up to the window and got the food they drove for a bit and then pulled over by the lake.
Susan began eating "man im so hungry" she said.
Mark smiled "there is something different about you" he said.
"Like what?" Susan asked.
"Im not sure" Mark said "you have a glow to you."
Susan laughed taking in a deep breath she smiled "Mark" she said but stopped her self from saying what she really wanted to say.
"Yeah" Mark said
"Have you got any ketchup?" Susan asked.
"No" Mark said.
Susan nodded "oh damn" she said spilling the chocolate milk shake all down her.
Mark laughed "here" he said trying to help by wiping her with a napkin.
"No" Susan said, "in my bag there is a towel."
Mark leant over the seat and pulled the bag over and grabbed the towel "here" he said putting the towel on her stomach trying to rub at the satin he stopped dead in his track as he felt Susan's stomach.
Susan who hadn't realised was mumbling something about how this was the only good coat left she had.
Mark felt over her stomach again "Susan" he said looking at her "are you your pregnant?"
Susan looked at him "what?" she said, "how do you how?"
Mark put his hand on her stomach.
Susan smiled and nodded pulling back her coat to reveal a large bump.
"Oh my god" Mark said "oh my god how who how?"
Susan laughed "I slept with John" she said "while we were away in Miami that night that I got very very very drunk."
"Dose Carter know" Mark said.
"Yes" Susan said "I told him today" she said, "here" she said handing him a picture of her baby "im five months pregnant with a little girl."
Mark smiled and hugged her "she will be the most beautiful girl in the world" he said.
Susan smiled "come on I better take you home but Mark not a word to anyone ok only You Abby and Carter know."
Mark smiled and kissed her on her head.
Fade out and back in that night.
Susan was lying on the sofa fast asleep with a blanket over her, when she woke up to a knock on the door "hang on" she shouted as the knocking grew louder she got up and walked over to the door looking through the hole in the door it was Carter she unlatched all the locks "hey" she said to him when she opened the door.
Carter smiled "hi" he said, "can I come in sorry to call so late."
"Its ok" Susan said shutting the door and locking it again "sit down what time is it?"
"12:00" Carter said, "sorry do you want me to go?"
"No" Susan said, "it's ok whats up?"
Carter eyes were stuck on Susan's stomach this was the first time he had seen how big Susan was she was wearing a tight top and sweat pants and her stomach showed a little.
Susan smiled pulling her T-shirt down "you want a coffe or anything?"
"No thanks" Carter said "I've just come here to say well I have been thinking about it all night and well I want to be a dad I want to be a dad to our baby I mean if you would let me?"
Susan smiled "of course I would let you it is your child to and by the way" Susan smiled "our child is a she."
Carter's face lit up.
Susan laughed "here" she said handing him a picture of the scan "I am five moths you can have it I have four im keeping two one for my purse and for my refrigerator and one is getting sent to my mom."
Carter smiled "thanks" he said "I will put it in my wallet Susan" he said "I I jut want you to know you and this baby won't have to want for a thing ok."
"Ok" Susan smiled she held her stomach "ohh" she said "she's kicking you want to feel?"
Carter smiled putting his hand on her stomach he smiled at the feel of his daughter kicking in side of her mom "wow" he said.
Susan smiled "ok" she said "you sure you don't want anything to drink, eat?"
"Now that you mention it" Carter smiled "im only messing I better go im on at work in like an hour."
"Ok" Susan smiled leading Carter out "bye" she said closing the door she locked the door and pulled on the latches she was tired she couldn't even make it to her bed she fell asleep on the couch.
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