Dying thoughts
Disclaimer: Weiß Kreuz doesn't belong to me. I took some liberties with the scene though.
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I don't want to do this, really. But I'm scared. I really do remember my life as Asuka. But for some reason I'm torn in two. I want to scream and fling myself into Yoji's arms, but the other part of me wants to kill.
"Asuka, you've got to try to remember."
"Don't call me that, stop trying to make me this person that I'm not! I'm not Asuka, I am Neu, Masafumi's bodyguard," my other half says, not letting me speak, "and a little more," she says just to hit Yoji where it hurts most, his heart.
Yoji, don't listen to her. Don't let her get to you. Know that I am really here, that I'm I scared and that's why I can't speak, just take me in your arms and keep saying the things you're saying.
"Just shut up already! I am Masafumi's!"
I rush at him and hit him, "Just die already! I hate you!" I keep hitting and he doesn't even try to block, "You make me feel so weird, you just creep me out, with this whole 'Asuka, Asuka, try to remember me Asuka!' You make me sick!" I hollered at the top of my lungs.
"Yoji!" I hear one of his teammates call, "Omi's sick we got to get him out of here!"
Yoji cracked an eye open at me and whispered, "Asuka, I'm sorry."
Suddenly I have his wires around my throat. Yes, this is the way it has to be. Yoji, I'm dead. I died two, three years ago. Let me die for real this time.
I choke for breath, come on Yoji kill me. "Masafumi," I mange out, wanting him to give the fatal pull that will kill me, "I love you!"
Yoji screams and Neu laughs at him. Tot, Schön, and Hell will be sad, I will miss them, but this has to be done.
Yoji, I love you.
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Where did that come from? It makes no sense, but this is what I think what Neu/Asuka was going through during that part of the episode. Go figure.
Disclaimer: Weiß Kreuz doesn't belong to me. I took some liberties with the scene though.
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I don't want to do this, really. But I'm scared. I really do remember my life as Asuka. But for some reason I'm torn in two. I want to scream and fling myself into Yoji's arms, but the other part of me wants to kill.
"Asuka, you've got to try to remember."
"Don't call me that, stop trying to make me this person that I'm not! I'm not Asuka, I am Neu, Masafumi's bodyguard," my other half says, not letting me speak, "and a little more," she says just to hit Yoji where it hurts most, his heart.
Yoji, don't listen to her. Don't let her get to you. Know that I am really here, that I'm I scared and that's why I can't speak, just take me in your arms and keep saying the things you're saying.
"Just shut up already! I am Masafumi's!"
I rush at him and hit him, "Just die already! I hate you!" I keep hitting and he doesn't even try to block, "You make me feel so weird, you just creep me out, with this whole 'Asuka, Asuka, try to remember me Asuka!' You make me sick!" I hollered at the top of my lungs.
"Yoji!" I hear one of his teammates call, "Omi's sick we got to get him out of here!"
Yoji cracked an eye open at me and whispered, "Asuka, I'm sorry."
Suddenly I have his wires around my throat. Yes, this is the way it has to be. Yoji, I'm dead. I died two, three years ago. Let me die for real this time.
I choke for breath, come on Yoji kill me. "Masafumi," I mange out, wanting him to give the fatal pull that will kill me, "I love you!"
Yoji screams and Neu laughs at him. Tot, Schön, and Hell will be sad, I will miss them, but this has to be done.
Yoji, I love you.
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Where did that come from? It makes no sense, but this is what I think what Neu/Asuka was going through during that part of the episode. Go figure.