Disclaimer: none of Gundam Wing belongs to me "sob" but I am borrowing them for a little while. Thanks a lot to the owners!!!! "ahem"
Atonement
The fire burns brightly yet all I see is black,
Too long I have spent in these caverns below,
Too hard I have toiled, my power is spent,
My death is my beginning; I have no end.
I'm trapped in my mind; my soul has returned.
After years of darkness, this one part comes back.
The blood I have shed, the pain I have caused
Finds me in my heart; I am losing control.
Not dead not alive, my mind is in hell
With the body I abandoned so long ago.
Now all I am, a shell that is empty,
Never again will I feel whole inside.
Then into my dark comes a light of my eyes.
This is the reason my soul did return,
Yet all I can do is fall into the depths
Of my heart which thought had left me alone.
Love, a marvel that I never understood
Now fills all of me that is left un-charred.
My saviour from light, my damned from hell
Combine to form endless ocean orbs.
Skin on my skin, the intensity burns
Yet I give myself willingly; no one else to trust.
Lips on my lips, hands drawing me closer;
Closer to heaven; my angel of light.
Bliss and yet pain, my journey is long,
But arms surround me and hold me close,
Drawing me, finding me, leading me on.
My life has begun, my angel of regret.
Heaven and hell, a shell no more.
I am an angel, of death and of blood.
My power is great yet I'm willingly tied
To my angel, the angel of hope and of love.
Not quite sure what was with me that Tuesday, but hey! Look what it did!