Disclaimer: I own nothing, all characters etc belong to JKR!!!
An: hmmmmm I got 6 reviews in a few hours! Kewl! Well yea, the whole kissing thing….. sighs I had to do that! A cloud of fluff came over me! = ^_^ = Well ummm, im really sorry this chap took a while, but I had a tests so like yea! Ummm well, all I gotta say is: Draco ahs tons of people hwo luv him, like me for example! Who else duz? Anyone????? *looks around in the crowd and find none so far.* Hmmm I guess I can have draco all to myself then!!! *jumps around like a crazy maniac*
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Chapter 10- Feel
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"OH MY GOOOOODD!!!!!!" they could hear a very loud scream, which unfortunately broke their kiss, Draco recognise the voice, so did Hermione…
"What the fuck are you doing Draco!?" Shouted Blaise Zabini who was standing in the entrance of the main common room. (I think that was a surprise to everyone, and she's a girl in me fic)
"Draco…" Blaise was sobbing hysterically, "How could you! I thought you loved me!!!!" she then ran out of the main common room…
Draco and Hemrione were both stunned.
"Ummm Draco… " Hermione was once again confused, and she was quickly heading to the girl's bathroom.
Did Blaise just said Draco loved her? Wait didn't Draco just kissed me? What am I thinking, why the hell would Draco kiss me for?! He was probably teasing me!!! Uhhh!!! I am crazy!!
"Hermione…" Draco tried to catch her, but she quickly shut the door in his face.
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"Hermione!!! I'm not in love with Blaise!!! Hemrione I loved you! I mean this! Why did I kiss you then?!?! Hermione please listen to me…" he started to bang the door very harshly, no reply… all he could hear were sobs.
Hermione was crying in the girl's bathroom, thought she herself didn't know why…she didn't care about Draco, well that's what she wanted to believe anyway. But it's the fact that he had kissed her, she tried to prove to herself that he was only doing it to tease her, but she knew he meant that kiss, But then, here come Blaise, running in on them…What would she do? Hermione didn't know what to do, so she stayed there…and cried while Draco stood outside, still banging on the door.
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Draco finally came to his senses and realised he was a wizard, therefore he could use spells…Draco got out his wand said the one and only spell that would help him in this situation.
"Alohomora!" he said in a haste.
He walked into the bathroom an found Hermione hiccupping in the corner. Draco walked up to Hemrione, she looked up at him, her eyes red, they held each other's gaze for about a second or so, before Hermione stood up, walked out of the bathroom leaving a very startled Draco behind.
Draco stood there, he wondered what exactly did he did wrong. First thing was he kissed her, he's been waiting for that one kiss for so long, since their 2nd year…he loved Hermione since she slapped him across his face, although this sounded crazy; because of that slap, it made him realise just how much he did tortured her, just how much he hated her, and for what reason? It was because she was always better than him, smarter, braver, stronger… well she's strong in her own way, he was jealous of her. But if you take all the jealousy away, there was nothing wrong with her, she's perfect, Draco like the way that she didn't have to act a certain way around certain people… (An: Sloppy sloppy yeah yea!)
Draco finally realised just how boring his life would have been if she wasn't there…His Malfoy name would mean nothing considering no-one dared to cross his path anyway; except her. Everyone knew just how powerful Draco was, with or without his family. He's always been one of those guy's who believes that he doesn't need anyone to survive, (AN: Sounding familiar kate?) well this was before he started liking Hermione.
Those mean words don't mean anything, he had to hide it from her. What would all the other Slytherins say if they found out he loved a mudblood? Although Draco didn't care whether or not she was a mudblood, he cared a great deal about his reputation, because if he didn't have his power, he would have nothing, no love from his parents, no help, not even one person that he knew actually cared about him; the real him. All the other girl's were after his money…
Finally he came out of his chain of thoughts and walked over to the Gryffindor common room door to try again… this time he wont bang on the door, he would wait till Hermione comes out on her own free will.
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On the other side of the door Hermione was sitting down, knees tucked closely to her chest as she thought of the day's happenings. Her thoughts came to the necklace Draco had given her. She looked at the pendant, opened it, and looked at the mirror…staring at it pointlessly…finally Hermione spoke – rather whispered…
"Draco Malfoy…" She said to the mirror, gave it a swish and once again the mirror formed a colour of misty blue…the blue mist passed and revealed Draco, sitting down against the wall, which was next to her door that she was leaning on.
He tilted his head back with a *thump*, in frustration. He closed his eyes. His left leg stayed straight and the other bent. His arms hanged helplessly next to him. He then opened his eyes and looked up and around him, he seems to know when someone is watching him Hemrione thought. Then Draco stood up and looked around the room as if trying to find someone under some invisibility coat or something. He shrugged his shoulders and went back to his "post", passing the nearby table which had a quill and paper on it. He took these two materials with him to his "post" and began to write.
Hermione couldn't see anything after that because the blue mist came again, and then left and revealed what was the mirror. Hermione stared at it for a while, wondering why it had done that, she didn't order it to stop or anything! Then as if it were reading her throughts; words began to form on the mirror's surface once more:
Although this image you may like,
It cannot last for long,
The power that is hidden inside,
Is not that very strong…
"Oh so it has power now?!" Hermione asked but to no-one in particular, she was rather frustrated because the pendant hadn't obeyed her...(An: This sounds funny *has a weird look on her face*)
Why is he just sitting there? Hermione asked herself, Is he waiting for me or something? Why else who he sit there pointlessly…? Hermione was pacing the room now. Well, he said he loved me earlier…but it cant be true I mean, he has hated me for all these years!!! Her mind was racing with so many questions like whether or not she should talk to him…or whether she should be angry with him…
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Draco was writing his letter. The letter for Hemrione. He wasn't sure what to say in the beginning, but now he knew. He wanted to say sorry to her, For what? You did nothing wrong! His mind would say, but he wasn't listening to what his mind said, he was listening to his heart for the very first time. Draco has never in his life actually cared about anyone, well he did care about his mother, but she decided to follow Lucious' evil ways.
The first person he actually loved and cared about was Hemrione Granger. Once he read the letter to make sure everything was right he folded it into three, and got up to slip it under the door. Once that was done he went to fetch Blaise; the truth was he had never loved Blaise. Blaise was probably following one of Pansy's cunning plans again…after all they were best friends. After that he would get Pansy, and probably kill her or something along those lines for telling Blaise about this.
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Hermione heard something, a swish, the noise came from the direction of her door. It was a letter, she knew it, folded very neatly into three parts.
This must be from Draco…I wonder what he has to say…? Hemrione thought to herself as she got up to obtain the letter.
She sat back down on the couch that was there and unfolded the piece of parchment carefully, as if afraid it might blow up in her face.
She opened the letter, and read it…he heart ached. Draco did love her. She couldn't believe that he loved her, but she knew…he did love her, with all his heart. He said so, someone who was putting up an act can't write something so serious, something so meaningful…
Hermione walked to the door as quickly as possible; she needed to say sorry to him! She had too! That kiss meant a lot to him, and she wrecked it, well actually Blaise did, but Hermione felt that she made it worst by storming of just like that.
"Draco!" she cried out once she opened the door, but to her surprise the room was empty. She looked around for any signs of him, but found none.
She walked her way to the main entrance door, and on her way she put the letter down on the small table, where Draco had gotten the quill and parchment from. Hermione opened the door and bumped onto someone.
"OW! Fucking bitch! Watch where you're going you slut…" Pansy cried with an exaggerated shout, she stepped to the side of Hermione and walked into he common room. Hemrione kept walking in search of Draco…
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AN: OK! I know this was a rather short chapter, compared to some of the other's but it had to end there!!! Can sum of u gess watw ill happen next?! Pretty obvious!! Well plz review! Don't forget to leave your emails!!!!
Songs listened to whilst writing this Chapter:
Mariah Carey – Through the Rain
Amiel – Lovesong
Amanda Perez - Angel