Hola! Thanks for your reviews; I can't believe people actually reviewed that chapter well; it was pretty bad if you ask me!! But every story has to have its bad parts! So anyway back to the plot, this chapter is extremely morbid, apologies for that but I hope it'll cheer up soon but you can't have a story that is just comic you need some emotion in it too! There's a fairly unpleasant scene in this so don't moan at me for not warning you in advance, hopefully not enough to put you off and definitely not enough to make it R but please let me know if I've rated it wrong 'cuz I don't wanna get into trouble! Keep r&ring!
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Bekks xxxx
(Random quote) "It's wicked being famous but it's better to be normal." – Rupert Grint.
Lizzie's story was long and Gordo didn't realise how much she was going through and found himself feeling guilty for not being there to help her throughout it all. She told him it all started in Rome; she noticed after her 'transformation' that she got a lot more attention, boy wise. But she ignored all this for Gordo. The reaction from the kiss wasn't as she expected and that's when everything started to go downhill. Her new found fame had spread round everywhere extremely quickly and she was swept off her feet, carried along a road of life she didn't want to go down. She was classed as 'popular' and suddenly everyone wanted to be her friend. Lizzie explained that at Miranda's party she wanted to show him that she didn't need him and tried to cover up her broken feelings by hitting on Ethan, this went to plan and thinking it had made Gordo jealous she prepared herself to tell him her real emotions in the hope he might react differently. At the Digital Bean she was ready to let everything out when he and Miranda announced their new 'relationship', this messed her up even more and she found herself falling off the rails completely. Lizzie partied every night, hooking up with a new guy each time, using them to forget about Gordo, but no matter what she did with them, nothing could replace their kiss in Rome. It was one night a few weeks before she showed up on Gordo's doorstep, where she took it one step too far. Kate Saunders was holding a party and the whole school was invited (except Miranda and Gordo), Lizzie sat in the corner unable to enjoy herself when a familiar figure offered her a drink. Thinking nothing could make her feel worse than she already did, she accepted the drink and the rest of the evening became out of control. She was aware of everything going on and it was all perfectly clear, but her body seemed to be doing the opposite to what her brain was asking it to do.
Back in Gordo's living room Lizzie wept even harder, each time she attempted to re-tell the story she either had to run off to the bathroom or get a glass of water. After many comforting words from Gordo she managed to settle down and finish it off.
The boy who offered her the drink came up to her on the dance floor, he kept refilling her cup and after a few slow dances she ended up in a passionate embrace with him. He led her into the room labelled "7 Minutes in Heaven" and threw her on to the floor. Shortly after it all happened Lizzie passed out, only waking the next morning to find her clothes torn and a new feeling inside her, she felt dirty, used.
"But who was it?" Gordo asked close to tears himself. Lizzie stayed silent. Then whispered very quietly as if she wanted no one to hear,
"Larry. Larry Tudgeman!"
"I'll kill him!" Gordo growled with rage.
"No!" Lizzie screamed. "Let me finish." She went on to explain that she ran home to her parents. They were angry at her for being late and she tried to tell them what happened but couldn't bring herself to say it, because telling someone would mean it really happened. She struggled the next few days, trying to hide her sickness and spent all her time cooped up in her room, getting flash backs and feeling the pain from the night all over again. The night she collapsed into Gordo's arms had been the night she told her parents that she was pregnant. Not caring how it had happened, her dad ordered her out of the house immediately and not wanting to argue her mum didn't stop him. Lizzie wandered the streets for hours in the rain not sure who to turn to, she knew Miranda wouldn't help her, not now that she had disowned her as a friend so she arrived at Gordo's house, tired and weak, the affects of pregnancy kicking in and it was there that she collapsed into his arms.
So that's Lizzie explained, don't let this chapter put you off! Next chapter will see Gordo trying to patch things up with Miranda! Keep r&ring!
Adios!
Bekks xxxx
