Chapter...uh...How do you say two in Japanese? Grr... Me can be such a baka
sometimes... Anyways! Hmm, I'm thinking that doing chapters for all
fourteen (sixteen, technically) tracks of the OAV is gonna be hard, so I'll
just pick the songs I really like. I just like putting chapters to the
titles of songs because it's fun! Or I'm just weird. Either way, I'm
thinking the latter. Bah, THANK YOU KITSUNE KENSHIN AND JAM JULIE FOR BEING
MY FIRST REVIEWERS!!! Maybe I'll draw some pictures for you two to show my
appreciation. Or write some sort of story...or something. ^_^. Anyways, on
with the show, er, fic!
~*Alone Again, Day After Day*~
He died in an unfamiliar place. They tell me he was killed by an assassin, killed so swiftly that it was more than likely he was killed by the hitokiri they call Battousai. I don't understand any of this... I don't know if I just don't understand, or if I don't WANT to understand.
Akira... I wasn't smart enough to keep your near me. Why couldn't I truly smile just once, or show you how upset I was at your leaving? Would you still be here? I feel it's my fault that you died such a brutal death, and I'm so sorry my darling.
Everyday since I've heard the news seems farther away. Enishi begs me to answer him, but I cannot. I can't even look at him. I can't look at anything. Everything feels so far away. I can't feel; there is only numbness. And if it's possible, I've become even more cold and detached. All I can do is just continue on in life. But what kind of pathetic excuse for a life do I lead? The same routine everyday, it's involuntary now. Wake up, drink myself to death, then sob myself to sleep. It's a wretched existence... I don't know why I continue... Even now, months after his death.
I haven't been able to write in those months, I couldn't bring myself to do anything. But finally, I came to Kyoto, the place of my fiancé's demise. Why am I here? Do I expect to find Akira alive and well and discover that the message relaying his bloody death was a horrid trick? Although I may delude myself to thinking this once again, I know it's not true...
As much as I blame myself, there is another whom I wish would taste the metal of a blade. It would be what he deserves. I hate the man who killed my love. This Battousai, this Hitokiri. I hate him more than I have ever hated anyone! Someday, someone should take away what he loves most, if a monster that commits such atrocities is capable of such emotion.
I've never truly hated anyone before. But what I feel for this killer is only contempt and loathing. He should suffer as I and those whose loved ones he has killed suffer. He uses the phrase "Heaven's Justice" when he kills, but true justice would be for him to meet a demise which fits his crimes. Or at least be punished for every thing he's done.
But in the times of the revolution, there is no justice. If there were, Akira would still be with me, or his death would be avenged. There must be something I can do for him, some kind of retribution for his death. I'll find a way, Akira...I promise.
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*slams head on desk* Ow.I really shouldn't do that, should I? Dang it...another short chapter...You know making these longer is REALLY hard and I HATE short chapters!!!! *rants for a while* Gosh darn it...Meh, if any of you are still paying attention to my senseless ramblings then I'M SORRY THE LONG UPDATE TIME!!! I'm a bad girl! Bad Delphi! *slaps wrist* Okay, I'm good now. But eh, yeah. Enjoy. Or something.
*wanders off...*
~*Alone Again, Day After Day*~
He died in an unfamiliar place. They tell me he was killed by an assassin, killed so swiftly that it was more than likely he was killed by the hitokiri they call Battousai. I don't understand any of this... I don't know if I just don't understand, or if I don't WANT to understand.
Akira... I wasn't smart enough to keep your near me. Why couldn't I truly smile just once, or show you how upset I was at your leaving? Would you still be here? I feel it's my fault that you died such a brutal death, and I'm so sorry my darling.
Everyday since I've heard the news seems farther away. Enishi begs me to answer him, but I cannot. I can't even look at him. I can't look at anything. Everything feels so far away. I can't feel; there is only numbness. And if it's possible, I've become even more cold and detached. All I can do is just continue on in life. But what kind of pathetic excuse for a life do I lead? The same routine everyday, it's involuntary now. Wake up, drink myself to death, then sob myself to sleep. It's a wretched existence... I don't know why I continue... Even now, months after his death.
I haven't been able to write in those months, I couldn't bring myself to do anything. But finally, I came to Kyoto, the place of my fiancé's demise. Why am I here? Do I expect to find Akira alive and well and discover that the message relaying his bloody death was a horrid trick? Although I may delude myself to thinking this once again, I know it's not true...
As much as I blame myself, there is another whom I wish would taste the metal of a blade. It would be what he deserves. I hate the man who killed my love. This Battousai, this Hitokiri. I hate him more than I have ever hated anyone! Someday, someone should take away what he loves most, if a monster that commits such atrocities is capable of such emotion.
I've never truly hated anyone before. But what I feel for this killer is only contempt and loathing. He should suffer as I and those whose loved ones he has killed suffer. He uses the phrase "Heaven's Justice" when he kills, but true justice would be for him to meet a demise which fits his crimes. Or at least be punished for every thing he's done.
But in the times of the revolution, there is no justice. If there were, Akira would still be with me, or his death would be avenged. There must be something I can do for him, some kind of retribution for his death. I'll find a way, Akira...I promise.
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*slams head on desk* Ow.I really shouldn't do that, should I? Dang it...another short chapter...You know making these longer is REALLY hard and I HATE short chapters!!!! *rants for a while* Gosh darn it...Meh, if any of you are still paying attention to my senseless ramblings then I'M SORRY THE LONG UPDATE TIME!!! I'm a bad girl! Bad Delphi! *slaps wrist* Okay, I'm good now. But eh, yeah. Enjoy. Or something.
*wanders off...*