Chapter 7: Forgiveness
Sesshoumaru stepped into the cold night rain. Steam rose from his hot body as the rain cooled it. His heart pounded hard in his chest for what he was about to do. He could feel his pure demon blood flow through him with every step he made towards Kagome's window. Stopping in front of the cold stonewall, the only barrier between him and Kagome, he looked up on to the open window. From beyond the blowing silk curtains he could see that the room was pitch black as if no life could ever exist in it. Approaching the wall Sesshoumaru dug his claws into the hard stone. Though it hurt as he climbed he had to get to Kagome.
With each painful stab into the wall he broke the skin away from his claws making diluted blood trickle down his fingers. The rain fell into his open eyes making them sting. Reaching the window he draped his arm over the side and pulled himself in. The warmth of the room was enough to make him fall asleep as he lay there on the floor feeling his fingers throb. As his eyes began to droop Sesshoumaru heard a soft sigh come from the corner of the room. It was then that he remembered what he had come to do. Though he was an all-powerful demon he could not stand to make a woman hurt.
Standing up, he walked over to the sleeping form of Kagome. Standing beside her bed Sesshoumaru could not help but remark on her beauty. Kagome slept silently with her head supported by a soft feather pillow, her hands laid beside her head, and she wore a small silk gown that barley covered her nicely developed breasts. On top of was a cotton sheet that could hardly keep away the cold of the night. 'What am I doing? I shouldn't have come while she was sleeping,' Sesshoumaru thought to himself, 'how could I have ever yelled at such beautiful creature?' With that Sesshoumaru reached down and touched her soft check with the back of his claw leaving a smear of blood. Seeing the blood he drew his finger away and turned to leave, this time by the door.
"Sesshoumaru," Kagome asked the dark figure, "You're bleeding."
Sesshoumaru stopped where he was. Though he wanted to talk with her he had also hoped she would be sleeping so he wouldn't have to. Turning he said, "Hai."
"Are you alright," Kagome asked frantically as she lit a candle and ran up to him.
Grabbing his hand she inspected his wounds. The blood was beginning to dry and the skin around the claw was already beginning to heal.
"How." Kagome started to ask as she looked up into the sad yet happy eyes of Sesshoumaru. Noticing how wet he was she quickly looked to the window and back to him.
"You climbed the wall in the rain for me," Kagome asked as a warm feeling touched her heart.
"I needed to get to you, to tell you that I am sorry.I know I can be an arrogant bastard but the truth is I couldn't stand to be away from you," Sesshoumaru said clenching his fists and reopening his wounds.
Blood dripped from his fingertips to the ground as he starred into Kagome's warm awestruck eyes. Looking down Kagome could see the pile of blood that had already started to form.
"Ohh here," Kagome said turning to get a towel but was stopped by a strong arm around her waist.
Pulling her back Sesshoumaru spun her around so she would face him. Breathing a little heavily he bowed down and kissed her gently, almost timidly. As he pulled away Kagome couldn't help but want more. To settle her urge she pushed herself up into his lips giving him a passionate kiss.
Surprised yet flattered by her sudden show of intimacy he let himself get lost in the moment. Pushing through her lips with his tongue he gently played with hers. A gush of wind blew through the open window engulfing the flame and leaving the two lovers in total darkness. Prying themselves away from each other they both looked into each other's dark eyes.
Breathing hard and in almost a whisper Sesshoumaru asked, "Will you.will you be my mate?"
Thankful for the cover of darkness kagome blushed a deep red as he asked the question. Standing up on her toes so she could whisper in his ear she said, "Hai."
Hearing her reply made Sesshoumaru's heart flutter with happiness. Pulling away from Kagome he looked her up and down. Reaching out he touched her check again this time falling to her neck only to pull on the weak straps of Kagome's nightgown making it drop to the ground. Sesshoumaru gulped as he looked at her naked body. Though he had seen it before it was different this time. She seemed more full, more beautiful to his demon senses. Kagome blushed and tried to cover herself from the demon lords view.
Sesshoumaru gave a wicked smile as he grabbed her arm and pulled her close to his body before she could do so. They were so close Kagome could feel his heavy breathing against her neck. Before Kagome could react a sharp pain swam through her body as Sesshoumaru's dog like fangs broke through the soft skin of her neck. Blood ran down her neck but was quickly lapped up by Sesshoumaru's rough tongue. Feeling him pull away kagome fell down on the bed holding her neck that surprisingly didn't hurt nor bleed anymore.
Still grinning his evil like smile Sesshoumaru quickly removed his wet shirt and dropped it to the floor to reveal a firm nicely toned chest. Licking his lips he watched Kagome's gaze follow his hands to his sash and watch him untie only to let his pants fall to the ground to reveal his extra large manhood. Walking slowly over to Kagome he ran his hands over the side of her soft legs.
Kagome looked up into Sesshoumaru's eyes she no longer so the mellow man that was once there but now saw an animal like quality in them. They were full of longing and the need to fulfill something. She could feel Sesshoumaru run his hands up and down every part of her body, like he was learning her piece by piece. Startled, Kagome felt his cold fingers tickle the outside of her womanhood as if asking permission to enter. Slowly, as if touching a new born baby for the first time he slide his fingers into the chasm of her womanhood. Kagome gave a small gasp as she felt him caress her clitoris. Kagome's body screamed for having being denied its pleasure as Sesshoumaru stopped his ministrations.
Leisurely Sesshoumaru crawled on top of Kagome. Kagome could feel his hands running up her legs again, asking her to open so he could enter freely. For the first time in her life Kagome was truly scared.
Sensing his soon to be mate's distress he quickly kissed her lips and soothed her tensing muscles.
"Open up to me," Sesshoumaru purred into her ear.
Feeling a little more eased Kagome slowly opened her legs to greet Sesshoumaru with her pleasant smells. Almost immediately Sesshoumaru got into position.
"This will only hurt for a moment," Sesshoumaru said as he plunged himself into her, breaking her barrier. Kagome's back arched and her face grimaced as pain swept through her body yet again. Swiftly Sesshoumaru pulled himself out reliving Kagome of the pain.
Tears ran down the sides of Kagome's face as the pain subsided in her body. Thinking that the worst was over Kagome's body eased under Sesshoumaru's weight.
Finding this as a signal to keep going Sesshoumaru pushed his whole weight into her. Kagome cried out as a burning sensation went through her. The sensation though a bit painful was also very pleasurable. Liking what she now felt she opened her legs wider.
Feeling her legs widen underneath him he took the opportunity to pump free and fast. Raising his hips for extra leverage he dove into her harder and faster.Hearing Kagome moan underneath him was an extra incentive for him to go faster.With each thrust into her he made it harder and deeper. Fearing that he was not doing the best he could for his mate Sesshoumaru grabbed the edge of the bed so he could push himself further into her as they neared the end.
"Sess..shou...maru," Kagome panted.
"Ka...go...me," Sesshoumaru squeezed out.
Screaming, kagome arched her back as she climaxed making her breasts press almost flat on Sesshoumaru's sticky chest.
Sesshoumaru gave one last good push as he released the last of his seed within her. Breathing Heavily he collapsed upon Kagome. Resting his head on her chest he fell into a deep sleep. Kagome felt his breathing slow as he feel asleep. Stroking his damp hair she said, "i couldn't stand to be without you either."
~~~~~~~I know the sex scene was not good at all.I think I have a problem writing these!!! Well what do YOU think about it not me!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Sesshoumaru stepped into the cold night rain. Steam rose from his hot body as the rain cooled it. His heart pounded hard in his chest for what he was about to do. He could feel his pure demon blood flow through him with every step he made towards Kagome's window. Stopping in front of the cold stonewall, the only barrier between him and Kagome, he looked up on to the open window. From beyond the blowing silk curtains he could see that the room was pitch black as if no life could ever exist in it. Approaching the wall Sesshoumaru dug his claws into the hard stone. Though it hurt as he climbed he had to get to Kagome.
With each painful stab into the wall he broke the skin away from his claws making diluted blood trickle down his fingers. The rain fell into his open eyes making them sting. Reaching the window he draped his arm over the side and pulled himself in. The warmth of the room was enough to make him fall asleep as he lay there on the floor feeling his fingers throb. As his eyes began to droop Sesshoumaru heard a soft sigh come from the corner of the room. It was then that he remembered what he had come to do. Though he was an all-powerful demon he could not stand to make a woman hurt.
Standing up, he walked over to the sleeping form of Kagome. Standing beside her bed Sesshoumaru could not help but remark on her beauty. Kagome slept silently with her head supported by a soft feather pillow, her hands laid beside her head, and she wore a small silk gown that barley covered her nicely developed breasts. On top of was a cotton sheet that could hardly keep away the cold of the night. 'What am I doing? I shouldn't have come while she was sleeping,' Sesshoumaru thought to himself, 'how could I have ever yelled at such beautiful creature?' With that Sesshoumaru reached down and touched her soft check with the back of his claw leaving a smear of blood. Seeing the blood he drew his finger away and turned to leave, this time by the door.
"Sesshoumaru," Kagome asked the dark figure, "You're bleeding."
Sesshoumaru stopped where he was. Though he wanted to talk with her he had also hoped she would be sleeping so he wouldn't have to. Turning he said, "Hai."
"Are you alright," Kagome asked frantically as she lit a candle and ran up to him.
Grabbing his hand she inspected his wounds. The blood was beginning to dry and the skin around the claw was already beginning to heal.
"How." Kagome started to ask as she looked up into the sad yet happy eyes of Sesshoumaru. Noticing how wet he was she quickly looked to the window and back to him.
"You climbed the wall in the rain for me," Kagome asked as a warm feeling touched her heart.
"I needed to get to you, to tell you that I am sorry.I know I can be an arrogant bastard but the truth is I couldn't stand to be away from you," Sesshoumaru said clenching his fists and reopening his wounds.
Blood dripped from his fingertips to the ground as he starred into Kagome's warm awestruck eyes. Looking down Kagome could see the pile of blood that had already started to form.
"Ohh here," Kagome said turning to get a towel but was stopped by a strong arm around her waist.
Pulling her back Sesshoumaru spun her around so she would face him. Breathing a little heavily he bowed down and kissed her gently, almost timidly. As he pulled away Kagome couldn't help but want more. To settle her urge she pushed herself up into his lips giving him a passionate kiss.
Surprised yet flattered by her sudden show of intimacy he let himself get lost in the moment. Pushing through her lips with his tongue he gently played with hers. A gush of wind blew through the open window engulfing the flame and leaving the two lovers in total darkness. Prying themselves away from each other they both looked into each other's dark eyes.
Breathing hard and in almost a whisper Sesshoumaru asked, "Will you.will you be my mate?"
Thankful for the cover of darkness kagome blushed a deep red as he asked the question. Standing up on her toes so she could whisper in his ear she said, "Hai."
Hearing her reply made Sesshoumaru's heart flutter with happiness. Pulling away from Kagome he looked her up and down. Reaching out he touched her check again this time falling to her neck only to pull on the weak straps of Kagome's nightgown making it drop to the ground. Sesshoumaru gulped as he looked at her naked body. Though he had seen it before it was different this time. She seemed more full, more beautiful to his demon senses. Kagome blushed and tried to cover herself from the demon lords view.
Sesshoumaru gave a wicked smile as he grabbed her arm and pulled her close to his body before she could do so. They were so close Kagome could feel his heavy breathing against her neck. Before Kagome could react a sharp pain swam through her body as Sesshoumaru's dog like fangs broke through the soft skin of her neck. Blood ran down her neck but was quickly lapped up by Sesshoumaru's rough tongue. Feeling him pull away kagome fell down on the bed holding her neck that surprisingly didn't hurt nor bleed anymore.
Still grinning his evil like smile Sesshoumaru quickly removed his wet shirt and dropped it to the floor to reveal a firm nicely toned chest. Licking his lips he watched Kagome's gaze follow his hands to his sash and watch him untie only to let his pants fall to the ground to reveal his extra large manhood. Walking slowly over to Kagome he ran his hands over the side of her soft legs.
Kagome looked up into Sesshoumaru's eyes she no longer so the mellow man that was once there but now saw an animal like quality in them. They were full of longing and the need to fulfill something. She could feel Sesshoumaru run his hands up and down every part of her body, like he was learning her piece by piece. Startled, Kagome felt his cold fingers tickle the outside of her womanhood as if asking permission to enter. Slowly, as if touching a new born baby for the first time he slide his fingers into the chasm of her womanhood. Kagome gave a small gasp as she felt him caress her clitoris. Kagome's body screamed for having being denied its pleasure as Sesshoumaru stopped his ministrations.
Leisurely Sesshoumaru crawled on top of Kagome. Kagome could feel his hands running up her legs again, asking her to open so he could enter freely. For the first time in her life Kagome was truly scared.
Sensing his soon to be mate's distress he quickly kissed her lips and soothed her tensing muscles.
"Open up to me," Sesshoumaru purred into her ear.
Feeling a little more eased Kagome slowly opened her legs to greet Sesshoumaru with her pleasant smells. Almost immediately Sesshoumaru got into position.
"This will only hurt for a moment," Sesshoumaru said as he plunged himself into her, breaking her barrier. Kagome's back arched and her face grimaced as pain swept through her body yet again. Swiftly Sesshoumaru pulled himself out reliving Kagome of the pain.
Tears ran down the sides of Kagome's face as the pain subsided in her body. Thinking that the worst was over Kagome's body eased under Sesshoumaru's weight.
Finding this as a signal to keep going Sesshoumaru pushed his whole weight into her. Kagome cried out as a burning sensation went through her. The sensation though a bit painful was also very pleasurable. Liking what she now felt she opened her legs wider.
Feeling her legs widen underneath him he took the opportunity to pump free and fast. Raising his hips for extra leverage he dove into her harder and faster.Hearing Kagome moan underneath him was an extra incentive for him to go faster.With each thrust into her he made it harder and deeper. Fearing that he was not doing the best he could for his mate Sesshoumaru grabbed the edge of the bed so he could push himself further into her as they neared the end.
"Sess..shou...maru," Kagome panted.
"Ka...go...me," Sesshoumaru squeezed out.
Screaming, kagome arched her back as she climaxed making her breasts press almost flat on Sesshoumaru's sticky chest.
Sesshoumaru gave one last good push as he released the last of his seed within her. Breathing Heavily he collapsed upon Kagome. Resting his head on her chest he fell into a deep sleep. Kagome felt his breathing slow as he feel asleep. Stroking his damp hair she said, "i couldn't stand to be without you either."
~~~~~~~I know the sex scene was not good at all.I think I have a problem writing these!!! Well what do YOU think about it not me!?!?!?!?!?!?!