Here ta story in which i have no idea why i made up...

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Dairies of Hope

Dear Diary, August 30

This is the worst experience,not a once in a life experience,but something that

just happens eventually in not everybody's life,just a few's.And if you don't

get me,I mean,this never happened before to me,I hope it would end,it's not

the life i had expected it to be,and it doesn't naturally happen to everyone in

their lives.

How should I explain it?

Everynight since i've known him,he's raped and tortures me.It hurts painfully,

every lick,every little suspense,every movement that he makes.I'm not used to

this.Give it all to my yami to treat me that way.My whole virginity has been lost

in a blackhole.Of course,never able to bring back.Why couldn't he just kill me

already?!

Are the gods here to punish me?!All my life i've wanted to live normally.Then

all of a sudden,a five thousand year old spirit comes along.Rips my heart out

just to know he's still alive.

It would always be midnight when he calls me.At the flick of a light,i would

scream in less than minutes.I've gotten enough scars aroung my body to remind

me of the day he started to treat me like this.Of course i didn't mind much

that he would take over my body sometimes,but this is just stupid.I don't know

whether it was the alcohol that made him act like this when he began drinking,

but i doubt it.He has lost interest in girls and grows more towards me.I would try

to escape his grasp,but he was stronger than me.Always.What could i do to

escape this painful life?

Ryou

It distingushed me,

seperated me from love

surrendered,

in a way that let me call myself

STRONG.

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I know that was pretty weird,but you can't blame me.Well...you can!Please review!^_^

JA!