Crawling
Disclaimer: I did not make Rurouni Kenshin or "Crawling".
Hey all! Well, this is gonna be another one of my sad songfics. About Kenshin. No real ending. Just the song fit him really well, so it just called out to me to make a songfic out of it, so I did. Hope you like, and don't forget to review!
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Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Kenshin awoke with a start. He looked around hurriedly. He was in the dojo. He felt the sweat running down his face, down that scar. Kenshin buried his face in his hands.
Blood, screams, sweat and tears. Once again they were filling his dreams at night.
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/ confusing.
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/ I can't seem
He was surprised to find tears mingling with his sweat. He quickly wiped them away. He got up, and walked outside, and sat within the shadows, gazing at the moon.
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too
much pressure to take)
I've felt this was before,
So insecure
Kenshin turned his gaze from the night sky to his hands. Blood-drenched hands. Hands that have killed. He closed his eyes again, and a single tear fell out.
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Would his past ever leave him be? Could he ever forget his past? Or would it keep coming back to haunt him?
"Why me?" he whispered into the night, still staring at his hands.
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem....
Why was it he had become the legendary Hitokiri Battousai? And why couldn't he just forget the past? Why did it keep coming back to haunt his mind? Blood..tears...screams...
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too
much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
He knew that outside he was happy-go-lucky...and indeed he was. But at night, his past kept coming back to haunt him. Kenshin buried his head in his hands again, not willing to let the tears fall, but letting them anyway. He had to be brave. He could not let the others see him afraid.
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real.
He felt so unclean..so blood-drenched..so unworthy.
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/confusing what is real
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling/confusing what is real
His past would always haunt him, for he was the Hitokiri Battousai, the legendary murderer. Blood would forever stain his hands, and pain always hurting him. He was Kenshin Himura, Hitokiri Battousai.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* author: argh! Why do I even write these if I suck at it?!?!?! Someone tell me why!!!!! Anyoro, review please! I found this song very fitting to Kenshin, don't you think? Anyways, just review, even if you must flame me! Thanks!
Disclaimer: I did not make Rurouni Kenshin or "Crawling".
Hey all! Well, this is gonna be another one of my sad songfics. About Kenshin. No real ending. Just the song fit him really well, so it just called out to me to make a songfic out of it, so I did. Hope you like, and don't forget to review!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Kenshin awoke with a start. He looked around hurriedly. He was in the dojo. He felt the sweat running down his face, down that scar. Kenshin buried his face in his hands.
Blood, screams, sweat and tears. Once again they were filling his dreams at night.
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/ confusing.
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/ I can't seem
He was surprised to find tears mingling with his sweat. He quickly wiped them away. He got up, and walked outside, and sat within the shadows, gazing at the moon.
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too
much pressure to take)
I've felt this was before,
So insecure
Kenshin turned his gaze from the night sky to his hands. Blood-drenched hands. Hands that have killed. He closed his eyes again, and a single tear fell out.
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Would his past ever leave him be? Could he ever forget his past? Or would it keep coming back to haunt him?
"Why me?" he whispered into the night, still staring at his hands.
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem....
Why was it he had become the legendary Hitokiri Battousai? And why couldn't he just forget the past? Why did it keep coming back to haunt his mind? Blood..tears...screams...
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too
much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
He knew that outside he was happy-go-lucky...and indeed he was. But at night, his past kept coming back to haunt him. Kenshin buried his head in his hands again, not willing to let the tears fall, but letting them anyway. He had to be brave. He could not let the others see him afraid.
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real.
He felt so unclean..so blood-drenched..so unworthy.
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/confusing what is real
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling/confusing what is real
His past would always haunt him, for he was the Hitokiri Battousai, the legendary murderer. Blood would forever stain his hands, and pain always hurting him. He was Kenshin Himura, Hitokiri Battousai.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* author: argh! Why do I even write these if I suck at it?!?!?! Someone tell me why!!!!! Anyoro, review please! I found this song very fitting to Kenshin, don't you think? Anyways, just review, even if you must flame me! Thanks!