AN: Sorry it took a bit it's still pretty dang short tho. Some more flashbacks ! Fwe! I hope you enjoy the Gaignun and Jr. cuteness. O.O
Chapter 3: Trapped With My Feelings
I was being help captive in a room of my own foundation. Guards outside my door, I was the only one in the room.
"Rubedo..." I said to myself. I prayed that he was okay. Suddenly I stopped.
"What am I doing?" I asked myself. Praying and pledging my love for someone half my size. Rubedo...his whole essence was red, his soul burned with a deep passionate fire. For someone who knew him for so long, how could I resist him? In my eyes he was the innocent and beautiful boy who had stole my first kiss. I remembered it like it was yesterday, it was a vivid picture in my mind as many things were starting to become.
"Rubedo." I said to him quietly. He looked up at me tear stricken. He grabbed onto my ripped white shirt and leaned his head on my chest. I held him affectionately with what strength I had left.
"Gaignun....you're alive...your alive...." He repeated, crying his heart out. I held back my tears, rubbing his back and doing whatever I could do to calm his tears.
"Where is...Albedo?" I asked him slowly. Rubedo shook his head.
"I...I don't know." he said sadly, "I don't know anything anymore. I..."
"Rubedo!" I said a bit louder, bringing his face up to look straight into mine, "Stop...blaming yourself!" His tears slowly stopped as he looked into his face.
"Gaignun...I never really looked at your eyes before..." he whispered. I blushed, not knowing why he had suddenly changed the topic. Unable to say anything back, Rubedo took the hand I was holding his head with and put it to his heart.
"Ru--" I began. He leaned in towards me and kissed me gently, leaving my face beet red.
"You probably shouldn't call me that...if we're going to live together." He said.
After that, I grew and he didn't. I knew he had no choice, which bothered me. I shouldn't love him any less just because I look older. What bothered me now was if the girl MOMO was going to pose a threat to me. I knew that once we took her where she needed to go, we would be rid of her but...how would Rubedo react? Would he fall for the girl? Would he love her more than me? It was a great possibility. Actually. that was the obvious way for Rubedo to think. I would understand...but I wouldn't like it one bit.
It was so much easier then....to love him, that is. With the foundation and the ordeal with U-DO I knew it would be a challenge. Helmer had a person inside named Lapis Roman. I gave her everything she needed to get Rubedo free.
Since this whole thing wasn't a serious problem and would soon fix itself, I had nothing to think about. Rubedo was all that occupied my mind. Sure, there were plenty of things I should probably be thinking about but can anyone seriously blame me?
I noticed from Rubedo's brainwaves that something around him was triggering memories. And not good ones like mine, either. Remembering things could be a difficult thing for Rubedo to go through.
I clutched my elbows, crossing my arms and held my head down as I sighed.
'Rubedo...'I said to myself, 'if only you were here with me then...' I paused. Ever since that MOMO child has arrived, Rubedo has been constantly away from me. Not to mention it was just around the time of my realization of my love for him.
"Damn her..." I cursed under my breath, soon after covering my mouth in disgust. I didn't want to feel such hate towards the innocent realian but it was purely inevitable. The sooner she was away from the foundation and Rubedo the better. It was now my job to make sure she got where she was headed to and I'd make sure she got there. Although...by then it could be too late.
What was I saying? I was thinking way too much on the subject. If only my mind could wander to the events occurring considering U-DO. It seemed to be the only thing on Helmer's mind. Wilhelm too seemed almost preoccupied with the current events. It was me alone whose mind strayed from everything else to focus on Rubedo and him alone. If my premonitions were right he would never be mine. Deep inside though that's all I could ever wish for. If anything happened to Rubedo then...I wouldn't know what I would do. We've lived together for so long, it just...
'Gaignun...' Rubedo's voice resonated in my head, 'don't ever leave me.'
I nodded to myself. When this ordeal was over I would tell Rubedo everything.
Chapter 3: Trapped With My Feelings
I was being help captive in a room of my own foundation. Guards outside my door, I was the only one in the room.
"Rubedo..." I said to myself. I prayed that he was okay. Suddenly I stopped.
"What am I doing?" I asked myself. Praying and pledging my love for someone half my size. Rubedo...his whole essence was red, his soul burned with a deep passionate fire. For someone who knew him for so long, how could I resist him? In my eyes he was the innocent and beautiful boy who had stole my first kiss. I remembered it like it was yesterday, it was a vivid picture in my mind as many things were starting to become.
"Rubedo." I said to him quietly. He looked up at me tear stricken. He grabbed onto my ripped white shirt and leaned his head on my chest. I held him affectionately with what strength I had left.
"Gaignun....you're alive...your alive...." He repeated, crying his heart out. I held back my tears, rubbing his back and doing whatever I could do to calm his tears.
"Where is...Albedo?" I asked him slowly. Rubedo shook his head.
"I...I don't know." he said sadly, "I don't know anything anymore. I..."
"Rubedo!" I said a bit louder, bringing his face up to look straight into mine, "Stop...blaming yourself!" His tears slowly stopped as he looked into his face.
"Gaignun...I never really looked at your eyes before..." he whispered. I blushed, not knowing why he had suddenly changed the topic. Unable to say anything back, Rubedo took the hand I was holding his head with and put it to his heart.
"Ru--" I began. He leaned in towards me and kissed me gently, leaving my face beet red.
"You probably shouldn't call me that...if we're going to live together." He said.
After that, I grew and he didn't. I knew he had no choice, which bothered me. I shouldn't love him any less just because I look older. What bothered me now was if the girl MOMO was going to pose a threat to me. I knew that once we took her where she needed to go, we would be rid of her but...how would Rubedo react? Would he fall for the girl? Would he love her more than me? It was a great possibility. Actually. that was the obvious way for Rubedo to think. I would understand...but I wouldn't like it one bit.
It was so much easier then....to love him, that is. With the foundation and the ordeal with U-DO I knew it would be a challenge. Helmer had a person inside named Lapis Roman. I gave her everything she needed to get Rubedo free.
Since this whole thing wasn't a serious problem and would soon fix itself, I had nothing to think about. Rubedo was all that occupied my mind. Sure, there were plenty of things I should probably be thinking about but can anyone seriously blame me?
I noticed from Rubedo's brainwaves that something around him was triggering memories. And not good ones like mine, either. Remembering things could be a difficult thing for Rubedo to go through.
I clutched my elbows, crossing my arms and held my head down as I sighed.
'Rubedo...'I said to myself, 'if only you were here with me then...' I paused. Ever since that MOMO child has arrived, Rubedo has been constantly away from me. Not to mention it was just around the time of my realization of my love for him.
"Damn her..." I cursed under my breath, soon after covering my mouth in disgust. I didn't want to feel such hate towards the innocent realian but it was purely inevitable. The sooner she was away from the foundation and Rubedo the better. It was now my job to make sure she got where she was headed to and I'd make sure she got there. Although...by then it could be too late.
What was I saying? I was thinking way too much on the subject. If only my mind could wander to the events occurring considering U-DO. It seemed to be the only thing on Helmer's mind. Wilhelm too seemed almost preoccupied with the current events. It was me alone whose mind strayed from everything else to focus on Rubedo and him alone. If my premonitions were right he would never be mine. Deep inside though that's all I could ever wish for. If anything happened to Rubedo then...I wouldn't know what I would do. We've lived together for so long, it just...
'Gaignun...' Rubedo's voice resonated in my head, 'don't ever leave me.'
I nodded to myself. When this ordeal was over I would tell Rubedo everything.