Chocolate Units: 24, Alcohol Units: 1, Assignments Due: 1, Assignments Turned In: 0 (falling apart)
4:56pm
I have spent the past few weeks sauntering around the school with my nose in the air and my shoulders slanted back, though in reality I'm no where near being quite that confident.
I have been upstaged by an American exchange student named Mary Sue.
I really should have seen this coming.
6:04pm
Not only was Ron a complete jerk, he has continued to be one by not talking to me or writing…or anything. Harry said he would support me in this all the way, though I don't see how that matters much as all the times that he usually spoke to Ron are now being used for Snogging Sessions with Ginny.
6:05pm
I want to curse him so badly, but I can't bring my heart to do it.
I don't know what to do…
~March 3rd~ Thursday
Cannot bear though of Ron with someone else. Keep having visions of him with his new American girlfriend, going to American baseball games and eating American hot dogs. They don't even have Aero Bars, which, though Muggle, have to be the best chocolate bars in the world.
What's so much better about American girls? Really?
~March 4th~ Friday
Chocolate Units: 37 (better than yesterday), Assignments Due: 2, Assignments Turned In: 3, Draco Seductions: 7 (self-confidence gone, not sure it will come back)
7:30am
I must suggest to Professor Flitwick that we have a relapse into Cheering Charms.
6:00pm
Snape really isn't making this any easier for me. I was staying after Potions Class because I was late finishing my potion and still had to clean up.
"I suggest," Snape's baritone voice said from over my shoulder. Hurumph. "That you rid yourself of stupid distractions if you plan on receiving the top marks in the class, Miss Granger. Don't let a Weasley fool get in your way."
Argh.
"I suggest," I retorted, forcing as much bitter sarcasm as I could into my words. "That you cram it and leave me to finish my work, Professor Ego."
No, not really.
I actually said: "Yes, Professor," and continued to clean up.
I really must work on standing up for myself.
Stupid Prat.
~March 9th~ Wednesday
I have decided to take up a new hobby to keep my mind off Ron.
I wonder if owl post can deliver Muggle paint-by-number kits?
~March 14th~ Monday
I suppose not. Owled Mum to request she send me one, but the owl came back looking well groomed and a bit agitated, with a ribbon bow tied around his neck. The note I untied from his foot read, "Sorry, love. They don't sell them in the DIY store anymore. If I see anything, I'll send it to you. Love, Mum."
What's the point of using them to get my mind off Ron if I can't get them now?
Maybe I should re-establish S.P.E.W. At least it's something to do, even if it does annoy everyone.
Even better that it does, I think.
Thanks to: DarkChildNinaAnimeAngel (I think I will leave it), nightcrawler7082 (don't worry, she'll get over it, eventually, otherwise I may have to kill her ;)), Loah (evil...? all right), frankie (carrying!), the soul cage (Ron's always been a bit...egocentric. It's just grown a bit...I guess...lol), jade (I would kill Ron...but I like him too much in real life), and Stella By Starlight (hopefully not much longer!)
As for the SS\HG thing, I'm trying to sort of ease into it, just so it's not like all of a sudden "I think I'm in love with Snape."
Even though that could be kind of entertaining.
Hmm...