Here's another short chapter. Sorry, but school is interfering with my
writing. Well, anyways, here it is. This chapter is dedicated to Jesselle
Bartrop.
Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ
Chapter 10
I cannot believe any of this. I cannot believe what is going to happen. I cannot believe that I am going to have to choose between trunks and Kishun. I know that I cannot have both. But still....I just don't know what to do.
A sigh escaped my lips as the three of us continued to walk in silence. So I am going to have learn about my true past. I hope that it won't be too bad. I want to curl into a ball and cry. It just is not fair. I don't want to remember any of it. I am too afraid. I know that it is very bad. I know that it is very evil. I know that I am part of this evil. But I don't know how I know this. It's scary. It's awful. I just want to curl up into a ball. Frightened like a lost kitten. I want it all to end. Take me away from this dreadful place. I am trapped here for the rest of eternity.
Why am I haunted with such dreams of hate? When I am supposed to be dead. Why do I fear nothing? Yet fear everything at the same time. Do I hide away inside of myself? And hope that this will all end. Or do I just give into myself now. And reveal all of my sorrow. Death shall be my only freedom. Or at least it should have been. I tried to commit suicide once too. But it did me no good. But then I really died. And thought that I was free. Then I realized...you are a part of me. Trunks, Kishun, please understand. This is the only way.
A single tear makes its way down my cheek as I thought of this. Do I really want all of it? Are my words true? Yes. Yes they are. I just need a friend. To hold me. To protect me. Someone that went through the same thing. But I have yet to find one. Maybe, just maybe she'd understand. That my pain is her life. And her pain is mine. My happiness is her deliverance and hers is mine as well. I will find that person one day. Or else our lives our ruined. Can destiny be altered? Or did I really kill them?
A/N well, there you go. I know that you'll understand this. I'm going to base a character off of you. I think that this story really does resemble our lives. So, please leave a review. And update soon too. Talk to you later. And as for the rest of you, I must thank you for being so patient. And the next chapter will be longer. Just please leave a review. And have a great day.
Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ
Chapter 10
I cannot believe any of this. I cannot believe what is going to happen. I cannot believe that I am going to have to choose between trunks and Kishun. I know that I cannot have both. But still....I just don't know what to do.
A sigh escaped my lips as the three of us continued to walk in silence. So I am going to have learn about my true past. I hope that it won't be too bad. I want to curl into a ball and cry. It just is not fair. I don't want to remember any of it. I am too afraid. I know that it is very bad. I know that it is very evil. I know that I am part of this evil. But I don't know how I know this. It's scary. It's awful. I just want to curl up into a ball. Frightened like a lost kitten. I want it all to end. Take me away from this dreadful place. I am trapped here for the rest of eternity.
Why am I haunted with such dreams of hate? When I am supposed to be dead. Why do I fear nothing? Yet fear everything at the same time. Do I hide away inside of myself? And hope that this will all end. Or do I just give into myself now. And reveal all of my sorrow. Death shall be my only freedom. Or at least it should have been. I tried to commit suicide once too. But it did me no good. But then I really died. And thought that I was free. Then I realized...you are a part of me. Trunks, Kishun, please understand. This is the only way.
A single tear makes its way down my cheek as I thought of this. Do I really want all of it? Are my words true? Yes. Yes they are. I just need a friend. To hold me. To protect me. Someone that went through the same thing. But I have yet to find one. Maybe, just maybe she'd understand. That my pain is her life. And her pain is mine. My happiness is her deliverance and hers is mine as well. I will find that person one day. Or else our lives our ruined. Can destiny be altered? Or did I really kill them?
A/N well, there you go. I know that you'll understand this. I'm going to base a character off of you. I think that this story really does resemble our lives. So, please leave a review. And update soon too. Talk to you later. And as for the rest of you, I must thank you for being so patient. And the next chapter will be longer. Just please leave a review. And have a great day.