~I Hate This~

~To Whom it May Concern~

I hate this

The burning hate I feel whenever she walks down the corridor

Smirking like there's no tomorrow

I hate the fact that I have to listen to them night and day

I hate the fact that his faintest smile makes me weak

I hate the fact that he knows it

I hate how they look at me

I'm no less of a freak then them

I mean look

A werewolf

A demon

A whore

A psycho

A sadistic shogun

What I wear, what I do shows that I have a life outside summoning Seiryuu

That I have something to return to when this is all over and we've lost

Cause we will loose.

Just look at them

Amiboshi's the only real normal one

I hate the way Seiryuu fucked up my life

I hate the way that everyone seems to think they're better than me

I hate it when he kisses me

~it is here that the ink blurs a little, like a drop of water has fallen on it~

When he shoves me against the side of wherever we are

I hate the way that she seems to think that she's the only one that knows him

But I know for a fact that he's never kissed her

I hate all of the palace

The way it seems to be trapping my soul

Casting shadows over the brightest moments

I hate this

And I hope whoever is reading this can understand

Cause sometimes I don't

I hate this

I hate all of it

And for that I love him

~Tomoboshi, Ryuo Chuin~

Suboshi's hands trembled finely as he held the letter, his face was pale. He tried to breath normally, but he couldn't. Who'd have thought that this was what Tomo was thinking? The Ryuuseisu hovered over his head as he continued to stare at the perfect kanji over the page. He gently put the letter down and walked out of Tomo's rooms, as he walked down the corridor he saw Tomo walking towards him, no makeup, no costume, in a plan robe, since he'd obviously been in the bath. "Maa, Suboshi... what is it?" Suboshi just shook his head and Tomo just frowned "Amiboshi was looking for you, he's in the garden" Suboshi nodded and speed away. Tomo just shook his head.

"Aniki?" Amiboshi looked up from his flute "Hai" Suboshi swallowed "I understand Tomo now" Amiboshi just nodded.

~Owari~