A/N: *Lip quivers and tears began to water in her eyes*
You..really..liked..it? *Burst out into tears* I LOVE YOU ALL, REALLY I
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Disclaimer: I, forchantly, don't own Yu Yu Hakusho. (If I did, the whole damn thing would be a huge mess and alot of murder would be accouring and poor Koenma would have a VERY big headache..Why? Well because I wouldn't let them beat up poor lil' Hiei!! Make him beat Yuusuke..but not kill him..*Grins evilly* Okay I'm done..gomen..)
Hiei pushed away from Kurama, eyes blazing with fire. "Why should I believe you, Kurama? Why, tell me kitsune!" he hissed, taking a step back, one hand clutching his katana and the other clenched at his side. Kurama stared at the half Koorime, confused.
"Hiei-chan, you are my friend."
"We are only allies." Hiei said, threw clenched teeth.
"No, Hiei-chan." Kurama said kneeling down so they were almost the same height. "You are my friend, Hiei. I will always be there for you-"
"Liar." Hiei hissed.
"Hiei-"
"No! I don't wan't to hear your lies, kitsune." Hiei took another step back, ready to flee into the forest, but he felt like his feet had suddenly been rooted to the ground. He blinked then looked down...that wasn't far from the truth...
The grass had wrapped gently, but firmly around his feet, preventing him from running away, into deaths arms.
Hiei looked up, glaring at Kurama, who looked sad, yet pleased with his work.
"Hiei, I can't let you hurt yourself." Kurama whispered.
"Hn, who said I was going to hurt myself?" Hiei spat, his crimson eyes flickering in the sun above.
"I know you Hiei." Kurama said gently. He stood, brushing a lock of red hair behind his ear, and smiled warmly down at the Fire Demon. "Now listen, Hiei, come inside with the rest of us, and we can talk this over."
"No." Hiei said, firmly, poisinous venom in his voice. Kurama winced at that hate in the Fire Demon's word.
"Hiei..."
"I said, no."
"Why?"
"I don't wan't to hear your lies!" Hiei cried, he tried to free himself but the grass only seemed to tighten. Hiei glared at Kurama, a look of rage on his childish face.
"What will Yukina think, if you leave?" Kurama asked. He knew Hiei's weakness...they all did.
'Yukina...' Hiei's mind whispered to him. Part of him told him she would be devastated to know that the demon had left, feeling he was unwanted...but the rest of his mind laughed and pointed at him, telling him he was a fool for beliving that Yukina would care for him.
"She's better off without me." Hiei whispered.
"Stop loathing Hiei." Kurama said, his voice holding almost a demand behind it. "Depression has hit you like a ton of bricks, and your letting it take control of you. Ningen, emotions, Hiei. You said you don't like them, why are you letting them take control over you?"
'You wan't to play games, huh, Kitsune?' Hiei thought, the words hissing in his mind.
"If you leave Hiei, I will tell Yukina that you are her brother."
Hiei lunged forward in anger hissing, his katana inches from slicing into the kitsune's chest but, the grass had prevented him from moving and instead he fell to the ground, hard. The concret dug into his skin and tore the black silk on his elbows. Hiei grinded his teeth, head bowed, eye's twitching.
Kurama stood stunned for a few minutes, then slowly regained his mind and knelt down next to the Fire Demon and placed his hand on Hiei's shoulder.
"Please, Hiei."
"No." The demon's voice quivered.
"Please." Kurama whispered, he scooted closer towards Hiei, gently sitting the demon up and examining the torn clothing and bloodied elbows. But he failed, or chose to ignore, the death glare he was resiving from Hiei, and the katana that was slowly raising, ready to slice into his neck...
'Just kill him, Hiei.' his mind whispered. 'Kill him, then you can go..you can leave...rid yourself of the pain they've caused..you will be free....' Hiei shook his head slightly, 'But, Kurama, he hasn't done anything wrong...Has he not? You said so yourself that he was using you, like the rest of them! Just kill him, Hiei. Get it over with!' Hiei struggled with his mind, arm shaking, then slowly his grip on his katana failed him and it clattered uselessly to the ground.
Kurama looked up, blinking, then looked at the katana. He looked back at Hiei, emerald eye's studying the Fire Demon, who looked away. Kurama stood, helping Hiei to his feet as well, but not loosening his grip on the Koorime's arm.
"Let us talk about this, Hiei." Kurama offered, his hold gentle but firm.
"Us, as in you and me?" Hiei asked sarcasticly.
"Us as in, Yuusuke and the others."
"Hn."
"Please Hiei." Kurama looked so damn determined that the Fire Demon knew to either do what Kurama asked or just stand there.
'I'm making this as diffuclt as I can, kitsune. Then we'll see how far this 'friendship' is.' Hiei thought grinning. Kurama frowned, somehow sensing Hiei's thoughts. Hiei's grin vanished as quickly as it had come and he stood, face blank, eye's fixed on Kurama's face.
Kurama sighed heavily, "You're making this real hard...on yourself." he said.
"Hn."
"Are you going to make me drag you there?" Kurama asked, smiling. Hiei glared at him.
'Well, I'm not about to look like that *much* of a jackass..' Hiei thought with a shake of his head. He looked down at his katana that laid helplessly on the ground. Hiei reached down to grab it, but one hard jerk from Kurama made him stumble off balance and he quickly righted himself, glaring at the red-head.
"You can get that later." the fox spirit said, eye's narrowing.
"Hn, I'm not going anywhere without it." Hiei hissed back.
"You should of thought about that, *before* you decided you wanted to go kill yourself!" Kurama snapped back, his face no longer looking friendly, but quite pissed...This made Hiei blink in surprise and he nodded dumbly, hey with the look on that kitsune's face, not even Hiei wanted to argue. Kurama turned, pulling Hiei after him and they started towards the park, where by some odd considence, Kurama knew the others were.
Hiei looked over his shoulder sadly, eye's fixed on his katana until they rounded the corner and it was out of sight. Hiei let out a annoyed sighed.
"You're getting me a new one, if that one gets lost." Hiei growled. Kurama looked back at him, smiling cheerfully.
"A course I will." he answered.
'Damn, one second he looks like a savage ready to rip out my throat and the next..he..looks..so...friendly..' Hiei's eye twitched. 'curse him.'
A/N: ^^;; I just felt like stopping there, sorry XP...*blinks* It's so werid actully getting reveiws..they..are so nice and sweet..and makes me wanna cry *sniffles* I love you all! Anyone who reviews gets pudding!! Flames are welcomed, what can I say, I'm a pyro : P
Disclaimer: I, forchantly, don't own Yu Yu Hakusho. (If I did, the whole damn thing would be a huge mess and alot of murder would be accouring and poor Koenma would have a VERY big headache..Why? Well because I wouldn't let them beat up poor lil' Hiei!! Make him beat Yuusuke..but not kill him..*Grins evilly* Okay I'm done..gomen..)
Hiei pushed away from Kurama, eyes blazing with fire. "Why should I believe you, Kurama? Why, tell me kitsune!" he hissed, taking a step back, one hand clutching his katana and the other clenched at his side. Kurama stared at the half Koorime, confused.
"Hiei-chan, you are my friend."
"We are only allies." Hiei said, threw clenched teeth.
"No, Hiei-chan." Kurama said kneeling down so they were almost the same height. "You are my friend, Hiei. I will always be there for you-"
"Liar." Hiei hissed.
"Hiei-"
"No! I don't wan't to hear your lies, kitsune." Hiei took another step back, ready to flee into the forest, but he felt like his feet had suddenly been rooted to the ground. He blinked then looked down...that wasn't far from the truth...
The grass had wrapped gently, but firmly around his feet, preventing him from running away, into deaths arms.
Hiei looked up, glaring at Kurama, who looked sad, yet pleased with his work.
"Hiei, I can't let you hurt yourself." Kurama whispered.
"Hn, who said I was going to hurt myself?" Hiei spat, his crimson eyes flickering in the sun above.
"I know you Hiei." Kurama said gently. He stood, brushing a lock of red hair behind his ear, and smiled warmly down at the Fire Demon. "Now listen, Hiei, come inside with the rest of us, and we can talk this over."
"No." Hiei said, firmly, poisinous venom in his voice. Kurama winced at that hate in the Fire Demon's word.
"Hiei..."
"I said, no."
"Why?"
"I don't wan't to hear your lies!" Hiei cried, he tried to free himself but the grass only seemed to tighten. Hiei glared at Kurama, a look of rage on his childish face.
"What will Yukina think, if you leave?" Kurama asked. He knew Hiei's weakness...they all did.
'Yukina...' Hiei's mind whispered to him. Part of him told him she would be devastated to know that the demon had left, feeling he was unwanted...but the rest of his mind laughed and pointed at him, telling him he was a fool for beliving that Yukina would care for him.
"She's better off without me." Hiei whispered.
"Stop loathing Hiei." Kurama said, his voice holding almost a demand behind it. "Depression has hit you like a ton of bricks, and your letting it take control of you. Ningen, emotions, Hiei. You said you don't like them, why are you letting them take control over you?"
'You wan't to play games, huh, Kitsune?' Hiei thought, the words hissing in his mind.
"If you leave Hiei, I will tell Yukina that you are her brother."
Hiei lunged forward in anger hissing, his katana inches from slicing into the kitsune's chest but, the grass had prevented him from moving and instead he fell to the ground, hard. The concret dug into his skin and tore the black silk on his elbows. Hiei grinded his teeth, head bowed, eye's twitching.
Kurama stood stunned for a few minutes, then slowly regained his mind and knelt down next to the Fire Demon and placed his hand on Hiei's shoulder.
"Please, Hiei."
"No." The demon's voice quivered.
"Please." Kurama whispered, he scooted closer towards Hiei, gently sitting the demon up and examining the torn clothing and bloodied elbows. But he failed, or chose to ignore, the death glare he was resiving from Hiei, and the katana that was slowly raising, ready to slice into his neck...
'Just kill him, Hiei.' his mind whispered. 'Kill him, then you can go..you can leave...rid yourself of the pain they've caused..you will be free....' Hiei shook his head slightly, 'But, Kurama, he hasn't done anything wrong...Has he not? You said so yourself that he was using you, like the rest of them! Just kill him, Hiei. Get it over with!' Hiei struggled with his mind, arm shaking, then slowly his grip on his katana failed him and it clattered uselessly to the ground.
Kurama looked up, blinking, then looked at the katana. He looked back at Hiei, emerald eye's studying the Fire Demon, who looked away. Kurama stood, helping Hiei to his feet as well, but not loosening his grip on the Koorime's arm.
"Let us talk about this, Hiei." Kurama offered, his hold gentle but firm.
"Us, as in you and me?" Hiei asked sarcasticly.
"Us as in, Yuusuke and the others."
"Hn."
"Please Hiei." Kurama looked so damn determined that the Fire Demon knew to either do what Kurama asked or just stand there.
'I'm making this as diffuclt as I can, kitsune. Then we'll see how far this 'friendship' is.' Hiei thought grinning. Kurama frowned, somehow sensing Hiei's thoughts. Hiei's grin vanished as quickly as it had come and he stood, face blank, eye's fixed on Kurama's face.
Kurama sighed heavily, "You're making this real hard...on yourself." he said.
"Hn."
"Are you going to make me drag you there?" Kurama asked, smiling. Hiei glared at him.
'Well, I'm not about to look like that *much* of a jackass..' Hiei thought with a shake of his head. He looked down at his katana that laid helplessly on the ground. Hiei reached down to grab it, but one hard jerk from Kurama made him stumble off balance and he quickly righted himself, glaring at the red-head.
"You can get that later." the fox spirit said, eye's narrowing.
"Hn, I'm not going anywhere without it." Hiei hissed back.
"You should of thought about that, *before* you decided you wanted to go kill yourself!" Kurama snapped back, his face no longer looking friendly, but quite pissed...This made Hiei blink in surprise and he nodded dumbly, hey with the look on that kitsune's face, not even Hiei wanted to argue. Kurama turned, pulling Hiei after him and they started towards the park, where by some odd considence, Kurama knew the others were.
Hiei looked over his shoulder sadly, eye's fixed on his katana until they rounded the corner and it was out of sight. Hiei let out a annoyed sighed.
"You're getting me a new one, if that one gets lost." Hiei growled. Kurama looked back at him, smiling cheerfully.
"A course I will." he answered.
'Damn, one second he looks like a savage ready to rip out my throat and the next..he..looks..so...friendly..' Hiei's eye twitched. 'curse him.'
A/N: ^^;; I just felt like stopping there, sorry XP...*blinks* It's so werid actully getting reveiws..they..are so nice and sweet..and makes me wanna cry *sniffles* I love you all! Anyone who reviews gets pudding!! Flames are welcomed, what can I say, I'm a pyro : P