Fallin'
I see it in your eyes,
It's not the way I feel inside.
And I wonder why,
I have to feel this way now.
I don't know what's real,
C'mon and tell me how u feel.
You can live your life,
Everybody want to say goodbye
I walked down the long corridor holding in the tears that were welling up in my eyes trying to avoid any contact with anyone all I wanted was to get to my dressing room curl up into a ball and disappear, as I got to the dressing room the door was wide open "strange" I whispered to myself as I entered the oddly silent room only to turn and see the man I thought I loved kissing another woman but not any other woman his Ex Trish Stratus. I took off out the door not wanting to see anymore of it only to run into Matt and Lauren halfway down the hall "Ella what's the matter?" Matt asked dropping Laurens hand to chase after me "nothing just leave me alone ok" I said shaking his hand off me and wiping my face "Ella .. Come on just come back to the locker room and we can talk about it" he said trying to usher me back in that direction "where did you think I just came from Matt" I said with hurtful eyes as Matt let go and I kept on walking.
And I wonder why (why) I'm fallin'
And I wonder why I'm off the ground
Don't you ask me why?
I'm letting go of my head
Coz I'm fallin'
"Hey Ella what's going on?" Jeff asked as he sat beside me "nothing much what about you?" I replied still looking over the script "same pretty boring on my end . hey um what happened to you last night you didn't show up?" he said as I shrugged "I had to do some other stuff" I replied taking a swig of my water "like?" he questioned as I looked at him "just had to go see Adam . he wanted me to talk to Lori for him" I lied as he nodded and I sighed hating the uncomfortable feeling I was getting talking to him "so do you want to do something today? . Like lunch or something" He suggested as I shrugged "yeah I guess just got to make sure Adam didn't want me for anything . once I find out ill come find you" I replied patting his shoulder as I left leaving him to watch after me confusion written all over his face.
If you could only see,
all the tears that are fallin'.
And the answer that I need,
And everybody's tellin' me:
I don't know what's real.
Won't you tell me how you feel?
You can live your life,
Everybody wants to say goodbye
"Hey Jeff wait up" Lauren said as she ran after him down the hall "hey Loz what's happenin?" he asked as she linked arms with his "not much I just wanted to talk to you about Ella" she replied as he looked slightly up at her "why what's the matter with her . she seemed kind of distant today" he replied as they turned the corner, "well . haven't you noticed" she said looking curiously at him "notice what" he replied dumbly as she rolled her eyes "it's so obvious she likes you .and everyone can see you like her back.. But I see where your coming from you don't want to get involved because you don't want to ruin the friendship you two have am I right . BUT!! And I say BUT!! Because you already are ruining it you just don't know it" she said quite frankly as she came to a holt sliding her arm out of his "not think about that" she said before going back leaving him standing pondering her supposed words of wisdom "what is with you women today!!" he yelled after her as she raised her arm in the air before disappearing around the corner.
And I wonder why (why) I'm fallin'
And I wonder why I'm off the ground
Don't you ask me why?
I'm letting go of my head
Coz I'm fallin'
(Why I'm fallin'...I'm off the ground)
Coz I'm fallin'
"Why do I do this to myself?" I questioned as Lauren looked at me sympathetically and shrugged "you are so much help Lauren .. Thank you" I said a small smile curling upon my lips as she giggled softly "I don't know why I feel this way I mean .I love him but as a friend . well I though as just a friend but I don't know . I just wish he'd come out and say what he wants" I rambled as Lauren listened patiently "you love him" she said bluntly resting her head on her hand "whoa thank you captain obvious" I said laughing as I slumped back in my chair "not a problem" she said poking her tongue out "was it a full on kiss?" she asked as I shrugged "I don't know I didn't really stick around long enough to find out all I saw was there lips together and that was enough for me" I replied running a hand through my hair "maybe you should talk to him . it might not have been what it seemed I mean . I cant believe Jeff would go back to Trish after all she did to him. no" Lauren said shaking her head to emphasize her point as I looked at the ground in thought.
Try to close my eyes
and I see you in my mind
and I wonder why
we have to leave it all behind.
I don't know what's real
Won't you tell me how you feel?
You can live your life
everybody wants to say goodbye
"Jeff wait" I yelled causing an echo effect to ripple through the car park "hey Ella . you want a ride?" he asked as I though for a moment "yeah sure . if that's ok" I replied hesitantly "you know it is .. Here give me your bag" he said stretching out his arm to take it "thanks" I said softly as he shut the boot "not a problem" he replied smiling sweetly at me causing me to blush slightly "Jeff" another voice called breaking the silent moment between us "oh great" he groaned looking at me "jump in the car" he said pretending as though he didn't hear her call. "Ella what's been up with you today?" he asked on our drive to the local hotel as I looked out the window vacantly "um nothing" I replied feeling his gaze upon me "ok I saw you" I said turning to ace him as he looked at me questioningly obviously not knowing what I was talking about "I saw you and Trish kissing last night" I said making it easier for him to understand as a guilty look crossed his face "oh" was all he said as he pulled into the parking lot and I hastily jumped out to grab my bags from the boot knowing he wasn't going to say much else on the topic.
And I wonder why (why) I'm fallin'
And I wonder why I'm off the ground
Don't you ask me why?
I'm letting go of my head
Coz I'm fallin'
"Ella wait" I heard his voice call as I started my walk away from the car "I DIDN'T KISS HER!!" he yelled as I stopped and looked at him "I saw you Jeff" I said as he walked towards me bags in his hands "she kissed me first I got caught up in the moment . it didn't mean anything I would never go back to her" he said truthfully as I looked away anywhere but him "anyway why are you so upset about it?" he questioned trying to turn the conversation back onto me like he always dose "no reason . it's stupid anyway" I replied picking up my bag "if it's so stupid why cant you tell me?" he questioned "because I cant ok . just leave it" I replied turning and starting my walk into the hotel lobby "I love you" he tried to yell but only a horse whisper escaped his lips as he watched me leave.
And I wonder why (why) I'm fallin'
And I wonder why I'm off the ground
Don't you ask me why?
I'm letting go of my head
Coz I'm fallin'
Why I'm fallin'
I see it in your eyes,
It's not the way I feel inside.
And I wonder why,
I have to feel this way now.
I don't know what's real,
C'mon and tell me how u feel.
You can live your life,
Everybody want to say goodbye
I walked down the long corridor holding in the tears that were welling up in my eyes trying to avoid any contact with anyone all I wanted was to get to my dressing room curl up into a ball and disappear, as I got to the dressing room the door was wide open "strange" I whispered to myself as I entered the oddly silent room only to turn and see the man I thought I loved kissing another woman but not any other woman his Ex Trish Stratus. I took off out the door not wanting to see anymore of it only to run into Matt and Lauren halfway down the hall "Ella what's the matter?" Matt asked dropping Laurens hand to chase after me "nothing just leave me alone ok" I said shaking his hand off me and wiping my face "Ella .. Come on just come back to the locker room and we can talk about it" he said trying to usher me back in that direction "where did you think I just came from Matt" I said with hurtful eyes as Matt let go and I kept on walking.
And I wonder why (why) I'm fallin'
And I wonder why I'm off the ground
Don't you ask me why?
I'm letting go of my head
Coz I'm fallin'
"Hey Ella what's going on?" Jeff asked as he sat beside me "nothing much what about you?" I replied still looking over the script "same pretty boring on my end . hey um what happened to you last night you didn't show up?" he said as I shrugged "I had to do some other stuff" I replied taking a swig of my water "like?" he questioned as I looked at him "just had to go see Adam . he wanted me to talk to Lori for him" I lied as he nodded and I sighed hating the uncomfortable feeling I was getting talking to him "so do you want to do something today? . Like lunch or something" He suggested as I shrugged "yeah I guess just got to make sure Adam didn't want me for anything . once I find out ill come find you" I replied patting his shoulder as I left leaving him to watch after me confusion written all over his face.
If you could only see,
all the tears that are fallin'.
And the answer that I need,
And everybody's tellin' me:
I don't know what's real.
Won't you tell me how you feel?
You can live your life,
Everybody wants to say goodbye
"Hey Jeff wait up" Lauren said as she ran after him down the hall "hey Loz what's happenin?" he asked as she linked arms with his "not much I just wanted to talk to you about Ella" she replied as he looked slightly up at her "why what's the matter with her . she seemed kind of distant today" he replied as they turned the corner, "well . haven't you noticed" she said looking curiously at him "notice what" he replied dumbly as she rolled her eyes "it's so obvious she likes you .and everyone can see you like her back.. But I see where your coming from you don't want to get involved because you don't want to ruin the friendship you two have am I right . BUT!! And I say BUT!! Because you already are ruining it you just don't know it" she said quite frankly as she came to a holt sliding her arm out of his "not think about that" she said before going back leaving him standing pondering her supposed words of wisdom "what is with you women today!!" he yelled after her as she raised her arm in the air before disappearing around the corner.
And I wonder why (why) I'm fallin'
And I wonder why I'm off the ground
Don't you ask me why?
I'm letting go of my head
Coz I'm fallin'
(Why I'm fallin'...I'm off the ground)
Coz I'm fallin'
"Why do I do this to myself?" I questioned as Lauren looked at me sympathetically and shrugged "you are so much help Lauren .. Thank you" I said a small smile curling upon my lips as she giggled softly "I don't know why I feel this way I mean .I love him but as a friend . well I though as just a friend but I don't know . I just wish he'd come out and say what he wants" I rambled as Lauren listened patiently "you love him" she said bluntly resting her head on her hand "whoa thank you captain obvious" I said laughing as I slumped back in my chair "not a problem" she said poking her tongue out "was it a full on kiss?" she asked as I shrugged "I don't know I didn't really stick around long enough to find out all I saw was there lips together and that was enough for me" I replied running a hand through my hair "maybe you should talk to him . it might not have been what it seemed I mean . I cant believe Jeff would go back to Trish after all she did to him. no" Lauren said shaking her head to emphasize her point as I looked at the ground in thought.
Try to close my eyes
and I see you in my mind
and I wonder why
we have to leave it all behind.
I don't know what's real
Won't you tell me how you feel?
You can live your life
everybody wants to say goodbye
"Jeff wait" I yelled causing an echo effect to ripple through the car park "hey Ella . you want a ride?" he asked as I though for a moment "yeah sure . if that's ok" I replied hesitantly "you know it is .. Here give me your bag" he said stretching out his arm to take it "thanks" I said softly as he shut the boot "not a problem" he replied smiling sweetly at me causing me to blush slightly "Jeff" another voice called breaking the silent moment between us "oh great" he groaned looking at me "jump in the car" he said pretending as though he didn't hear her call. "Ella what's been up with you today?" he asked on our drive to the local hotel as I looked out the window vacantly "um nothing" I replied feeling his gaze upon me "ok I saw you" I said turning to ace him as he looked at me questioningly obviously not knowing what I was talking about "I saw you and Trish kissing last night" I said making it easier for him to understand as a guilty look crossed his face "oh" was all he said as he pulled into the parking lot and I hastily jumped out to grab my bags from the boot knowing he wasn't going to say much else on the topic.
And I wonder why (why) I'm fallin'
And I wonder why I'm off the ground
Don't you ask me why?
I'm letting go of my head
Coz I'm fallin'
"Ella wait" I heard his voice call as I started my walk away from the car "I DIDN'T KISS HER!!" he yelled as I stopped and looked at him "I saw you Jeff" I said as he walked towards me bags in his hands "she kissed me first I got caught up in the moment . it didn't mean anything I would never go back to her" he said truthfully as I looked away anywhere but him "anyway why are you so upset about it?" he questioned trying to turn the conversation back onto me like he always dose "no reason . it's stupid anyway" I replied picking up my bag "if it's so stupid why cant you tell me?" he questioned "because I cant ok . just leave it" I replied turning and starting my walk into the hotel lobby "I love you" he tried to yell but only a horse whisper escaped his lips as he watched me leave.
And I wonder why (why) I'm fallin'
And I wonder why I'm off the ground
Don't you ask me why?
I'm letting go of my head
Coz I'm fallin'
Why I'm fallin'