Author Note thanks to everyone the review please keep it up it helps me right so it takes me so long
to update but I had writers block but Spike Angels helped me alot read her stories she rocks
Author Note: Maribel my beta rocks and please check out my website becasue i will post there
before i post here.
Diclamer: Dont own them
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Dream
One again Buffy was standing near the edge of the ruff of the L.A. when
she felt a pair of arms wrapping around her.
"You scared me Buffy," Spike whispered wrapping his arms around her waist. She put her hands over his. "I know you're hurting but that wasn't the way."
"I just was so tired Spike. Tired of everything, you left me and I feel like I'm dead inside" she whispered in a low cry. Turning to face Spike,tears streaming down her face, her eyes sparkling. He frowned and wiped
the tears away.
"Everything's going to be fine, I promise everything's going to be fine," he said leaning in and kissing her cheek.
"How can you be so sure? I mean how can you know?" she asked.
"I just know Luv."
"I miss you so much."
"I miss you too."
"I hate dreams," she whispered turning her gaze back to the night sky.
"Why's that?" he whispered into her ear.
"Because when I wake up you're gonna be gone and I'm going to be alone again."
"We have this times together, even if they don't seem long," he said kissing her neck and holding her tightly.
"When I'm awake it's like I'm out here in the dark alone, when I'm awake I feel like I'm empty and cold and my heart's about to break. I just want you to come here and find me, cause without you I'm totally
lost. But I can only dream of you, wherever you are then I'll hear you laugh, I'll see you smile, I'll be with you just for a while. But when the morning comes and the sun begins to rise I will lose you again because it's just a dream, when I open up my eyes you're gone. I thought maybe we could be together forever but forever was too good to be true. I don't know what else to do expect, to try to dream of you and wonder if you are dreaming of me too wherever you are."
"Luv I hate seeing you cry," he frowned turning her to face him, so she could see that he was crying too, with her hand she gently wiped away his tears.
"I can't help it."
"It's getting late the sun is about to rise, and you have to wake up and start living your life outside those four walls."
"I'm scared."
"Shh you don't have to be. You fought great battles Buffy and leaving a room isn't the hard, promise me you'll forgive Angel and be happy and promise me you'll have a reason to wake up in the morning," he whispered, she felt his tears fall on her.
"I promise, I love you," she whispered.
"I love you both," he whispered and then he was gone.
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Buffy Room
"O Spike" she whispered sitting up in bed.
There was a knock at her, "You better be up sweet cakes, there's a big breakfast downstairs and it has your name written all over it." Lorne said as he entered the room. "Get up lazy bones, big day."
"Morning Lorne, I'll be downstairs in a bit. I'll think I'll take a shower and put some clean cloths Dawn left me." she said getting out of bed.
"You better or I'm coming back up here and have Gunn carry you downstairs against your will." he smiled walking back to the door.
"Lorne… Thanks for being there for me last night, you made things pretty clear."
"Anytime Sugar," with that he left the room leaving Buffy to take her shower.
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Kitchen
"Anyways, You should have saw me, I was like die evil vampire" Andrew
explained eating a bowl of cereal.
"Andrew, Gunn had to stake the vampire because he was about to make you his midnight snack," Vi laughed.
"I would have been fine, I was just pretending to be helpless then I would have used some really kick ass moves," he smiled taking more of his lucky charms.
"Please Andrew you were there for bait," Xander teased, Xander finally came out of his room after days of silent, he was dealing with the fact that Anya wasn't coming back, but he would always love her.
"Xander I'm planning on going to see Cordelia later today, Angel said I could see her and now that you aren't in your room maybe you would like to come with me," Willow asked cleaning up after everyone in the kitchen.
"Morning everyone," Buffy said walking into the room where all the laughs came from. She had finally gotten out of her pj's into a pair of blue jeans and a white plain shirt.
"Hey Honey sit right here," Lorne pointed between Vi and him.
"I'll get you a plate of food," Willow smiled walking over to the kitchen.Aftermaking a plate for Buffy she sat it down in front of her, within less than five minutes she ate down the bacon, eggs, toast and organic juice.
Everyone watched her eat, she picked up her head "What? I'm hungry," she frowned.
"Buffy, we were thinking about having a Good bye service, nothing big, lighting a few candles and a couple of words, she explained "Fred and Faith went out and are bringing by some stuff for tonight, what do you think?" Willow asked.
She gave a little smile, "I think that's a good idea," she said.
"Well I'm going to get everything set up with what we have right now, Andrew Vi, Xander want to help me?" she asked, they all nodded, leaving their dishes on the table and walked into the living room.
"Well isn't this nice, leave us with the dirty dishes." Lorne sighed getting up and placing some of the dishes into the sink.
"I can help," she said helping Lorne with the dishes and cleaning the kitchen.
"So are you cool about tonight," he asked.
"I think so," she frowned, "Listen I'm going upstairs and get ready," she smiled placing the plates in the pile of clean dishes.
"All right I'll see you here later," he smiled.
"Count on it" she said turning to head upstairs.
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PLease review
Next Chapter
Saying good bye is the harest things
the gang remember the ones they lost please tell me what you think reivew faster and i'll write faster
Please tell Becky she wrote Mister's Daughter That she should keep write because she really good
and she a really friend of mine and I FREAKIN LOVE THE STORY
to update but I had writers block but Spike Angels helped me alot read her stories she rocks
Author Note: Maribel my beta rocks and please check out my website becasue i will post there
before i post here.
Diclamer: Dont own them
**********************
Dream
One again Buffy was standing near the edge of the ruff of the L.A. when
she felt a pair of arms wrapping around her.
"You scared me Buffy," Spike whispered wrapping his arms around her waist. She put her hands over his. "I know you're hurting but that wasn't the way."
"I just was so tired Spike. Tired of everything, you left me and I feel like I'm dead inside" she whispered in a low cry. Turning to face Spike,tears streaming down her face, her eyes sparkling. He frowned and wiped
the tears away.
"Everything's going to be fine, I promise everything's going to be fine," he said leaning in and kissing her cheek.
"How can you be so sure? I mean how can you know?" she asked.
"I just know Luv."
"I miss you so much."
"I miss you too."
"I hate dreams," she whispered turning her gaze back to the night sky.
"Why's that?" he whispered into her ear.
"Because when I wake up you're gonna be gone and I'm going to be alone again."
"We have this times together, even if they don't seem long," he said kissing her neck and holding her tightly.
"When I'm awake it's like I'm out here in the dark alone, when I'm awake I feel like I'm empty and cold and my heart's about to break. I just want you to come here and find me, cause without you I'm totally
lost. But I can only dream of you, wherever you are then I'll hear you laugh, I'll see you smile, I'll be with you just for a while. But when the morning comes and the sun begins to rise I will lose you again because it's just a dream, when I open up my eyes you're gone. I thought maybe we could be together forever but forever was too good to be true. I don't know what else to do expect, to try to dream of you and wonder if you are dreaming of me too wherever you are."
"Luv I hate seeing you cry," he frowned turning her to face him, so she could see that he was crying too, with her hand she gently wiped away his tears.
"I can't help it."
"It's getting late the sun is about to rise, and you have to wake up and start living your life outside those four walls."
"I'm scared."
"Shh you don't have to be. You fought great battles Buffy and leaving a room isn't the hard, promise me you'll forgive Angel and be happy and promise me you'll have a reason to wake up in the morning," he whispered, she felt his tears fall on her.
"I promise, I love you," she whispered.
"I love you both," he whispered and then he was gone.
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Buffy Room
"O Spike" she whispered sitting up in bed.
There was a knock at her, "You better be up sweet cakes, there's a big breakfast downstairs and it has your name written all over it." Lorne said as he entered the room. "Get up lazy bones, big day."
"Morning Lorne, I'll be downstairs in a bit. I'll think I'll take a shower and put some clean cloths Dawn left me." she said getting out of bed.
"You better or I'm coming back up here and have Gunn carry you downstairs against your will." he smiled walking back to the door.
"Lorne… Thanks for being there for me last night, you made things pretty clear."
"Anytime Sugar," with that he left the room leaving Buffy to take her shower.
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Kitchen
"Anyways, You should have saw me, I was like die evil vampire" Andrew
explained eating a bowl of cereal.
"Andrew, Gunn had to stake the vampire because he was about to make you his midnight snack," Vi laughed.
"I would have been fine, I was just pretending to be helpless then I would have used some really kick ass moves," he smiled taking more of his lucky charms.
"Please Andrew you were there for bait," Xander teased, Xander finally came out of his room after days of silent, he was dealing with the fact that Anya wasn't coming back, but he would always love her.
"Xander I'm planning on going to see Cordelia later today, Angel said I could see her and now that you aren't in your room maybe you would like to come with me," Willow asked cleaning up after everyone in the kitchen.
"Morning everyone," Buffy said walking into the room where all the laughs came from. She had finally gotten out of her pj's into a pair of blue jeans and a white plain shirt.
"Hey Honey sit right here," Lorne pointed between Vi and him.
"I'll get you a plate of food," Willow smiled walking over to the kitchen.Aftermaking a plate for Buffy she sat it down in front of her, within less than five minutes she ate down the bacon, eggs, toast and organic juice.
Everyone watched her eat, she picked up her head "What? I'm hungry," she frowned.
"Buffy, we were thinking about having a Good bye service, nothing big, lighting a few candles and a couple of words, she explained "Fred and Faith went out and are bringing by some stuff for tonight, what do you think?" Willow asked.
She gave a little smile, "I think that's a good idea," she said.
"Well I'm going to get everything set up with what we have right now, Andrew Vi, Xander want to help me?" she asked, they all nodded, leaving their dishes on the table and walked into the living room.
"Well isn't this nice, leave us with the dirty dishes." Lorne sighed getting up and placing some of the dishes into the sink.
"I can help," she said helping Lorne with the dishes and cleaning the kitchen.
"So are you cool about tonight," he asked.
"I think so," she frowned, "Listen I'm going upstairs and get ready," she smiled placing the plates in the pile of clean dishes.
"All right I'll see you here later," he smiled.
"Count on it" she said turning to head upstairs.
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PLease review
Next Chapter
Saying good bye is the harest things
the gang remember the ones they lost please tell me what you think reivew faster and i'll write faster
Please tell Becky she wrote Mister's Daughter That she should keep write because she really good
and she a really friend of mine and I FREAKIN LOVE THE STORY