Chapter 4-

James, Spencer, and Simon are sitting in Spencer's living room listening to "Freak On A Leash" by Korn.

"So.I am bored. You guys want to do it now?" Spencer asked.

"So am I. Yea I guess we can do it now." Simon said pulling the stuff out of his back pocket.

"OK then who wants to go first?" James asked. No one said anything.

"OK I guess I will." Simon said filling his needle.

"OK Simon. Give me one." Spencer said. Simon handed him the bag.

"OK here goes." Simon said.

He tied the rubber around his arm and put the needle against his skin were you are supposed to inject it at and he shot up. He winced at the pain but he didn't find it all that bad anymore. Spencer, James, and Simon had been doing this for a while now. It seemed to take away all the pain and stress that Simon was experiencing in his life. But Simon always worried what Matt would say if he found out. But that didn't seem to bother him anymore. He enjoyed having fun with his friends and he found shooting up a lot of fun.

"OK give me one." James said. Spencer and James both shot up also.

"This is great Camden." Spencer said.

"Yea it is." Simon replied.

"You know what. I don't care about anything else anymore. This helps so much. It clears your minds from everything. Especially girls." James laughed.

"Yea I know. Its great. Sometimes girls suck. They are only good for one thing. And you and me both know what that is." Simon said.

"Yea. Do you even like Cecilia anymore?" James asked.

"She's cool. I am only keeping her around for one reason. And that's because she is good. She pleasures me." Simon laughed.

"Really now?" James asked laughing with Simon.

"Yea. Shes afraid now that shes going to get pregnant or something so I don't know what to do about her anymore. Plus, she is trying to tell me how to live my life and tell me what to do." Simon said.

"Yea I know how that is. People are always bossing you around and everything. It sucks." Spencer said.

"I know. They are so worried about my life that they forget about theirs. I mean look my mom is so worried about me right now that she doesn't see how bad my dad is. Then my brother Matt, he came in and gave me a lecture earlier telling me about how I should not do drugs and all that. How he isn't going to always be there for me. He even made me promise that I wont do drugs. But look at me. I am perfectly a okay." Simon said.

James, Spencer, and Simon just sat there. They just sat there as the effects finally kicked in. They seemed so calm. Suddenly there was a knock at the door.

"Who is it?" Spencer asked.

"Glenoak Police Department." Someone outside yelled.