Disclaimer: I have no intentions of owning Harry Potter *closet behind her opens and tons of papers labeled "plans for Harry Potter take over"* pay no attention to the documents behind me.

I don't own the song either the song is the English translation of Grip! (it was originally in Japanese) By EveryLittleThing I wanted to put a song in this chapter and I really like this one so I chose it.

Yes, Yes I am still alive. I really hoped I would finish this before the release of Order of the Phoenix, but as you can see it is not the case. The reason it took me so long to start back up again is because I only got out of school Wednesday and through out the end of May and all of June I had tons of testing and projects. So I apologize for taking so long.

/Text/=thoughts ~Text~=song

Love Through a Child's Eyes
Chapter Four: What is truly important to you?

"Harry? Are you here?!" Ron called in to an alley. There was no response. Harry you're such an idiot! Ron thought angrily. *After the end of this project I'm going to kill you for this you stupid bastard!* Oh who was he kidding? He wasn't angry he was worried. Ron couldn't even imagine himself inflicting bodily harm on Harry. He took a deep breath to steady himself. A part of his mind kept telling him 'Harry is dead!' 'Harry was captured by You-Know-Who!' but another part of his mind was telling him 'Harry is fine!' 'He just wondered off, he's okay!' *Damn internal struggle.* He thought. He decided to go look for Hermione maybe she found Harry. He hurried off to find her. *Please let Harry be all right!*

~The seven stars are colored in indigo
We each invite in love, and when it's crushed our love cries out
Unable to even run away, we cling to our dreams
We won't ever lose to false moments~

"Thank you." Hermione said to the shopkeeper. She walked off to the next store. That shopkeeper hadn't seen Harry either. If no one had seen him then maybe. *No, don't think like that* she told herself. *Why did this happen? I should have been watching him.I'm such a horrible friend.* Hermione had always tried to be there for Harry and Ron. Being the oldest she had always tried to make sure they didn't get into trouble. *But now I realize I was being a pest to them, I'm such a fool. What a time to realize things, god I'm terrible I've lost Harry and my mother expects me to be a mother but I can't even look after my shrunken best friend because I was to busy flirting with the boy I like!* She felt tears begin to well up in her eyes. Then she heard someone calling her name, she looked up and saw Ron running towards her.

"Did you find him?" Ron asked her. Hermione shook her head; tears were now running down her face. Ron looked at her. "Hey why are you crying? I can't stand crying girls."

"Oh Ron!" Hermione flung herself on him: wrapping her arms around his neck. Ron felt his face begin to turn red.

"Umm. hey a little personal space please?"

~Let us awaken at this moment
Because we will soon be enveloped
By the harsh realities of life~
What is truly important to you?
In an exuberant world, there flickers a shard of eternity
Touch it, grasp it, let us stick with what we've got~

Harry stumbled through the bushes. He wasn't really sure why he ran away from his mommy and daddy. He had felt as though someone was calling him, a call he couldn't refuse. And the scar on his head kept stinging with pain. He kept tripping over roots and cutting his face on branches. Finally he came to a small clearing. It was actually more of a grassy cliff looking over a lake, with a very pretty and big castle on the other end. *This is so pretty! I should show it to mommy and daddy!* Harry though happily. *They'll love it!* He began to walk back towards where he came, and then suddenly he began to feel light-headed. The world started to spin and fade, then it went black.

~Without regret we advance to our destination
Will we laugh? Will we cry? Will we be happy or unhappy?
Even now, I'm still not sure
In the future you may start to change but don't falter
That's just how life is~

"Um you've been hugging me for three minutes now, you think you might let go soon?" Ron asked Hermione nervously. To his surprise she let go.

"I'm sorry. I just realized that all this time I must have annoyed you guys so much; I was always a total bitch. Now I've lost Harry..and I just kind of lost it...I'm sorry I hugged you." She then remembered her thoughts she had called Ron 'the boy she liked'. Was that said just because she was in her 'mini-rant-mode'? Maybe.

"A bitch? We never thought you were a bitch. We just thought you were annoying. But only when you nag" Ron grinned. "And we told like it when you grab on to us and/or cry." He then mumbled something Hermione couldn't hear.

"I can't hear you." She told him. He blushed.

"I said 'Otherwise you're a really nice girl'." Ron suddenly decided to become interested with a pebble on the ground. *Really nice girl? What a lie! It's more like pretty, smart, brave, attractive and.Whoa whoa whoa! Hold the phellytone! We have to find Harry! No more thinking about the girl you like! Right! Resist all temptation!* "Umm lets go look for Harry now cause he needs us?" *Good boy.* Hermione nodded and the set off, together.

~We're just barely living but we've sent our answer
Even if it's different, or gives the wrong impression
It's still a prevailing hope
And will hold until the day we become real
In this cruel world, love's flower will probably wilt
Touch it, grasp it, we will hold it firmly~

After asking around a lot Ron and Hermione had found that people said they had seen a boy that matched Harry's description heading out of Hogsmeade and into a small wooded area. They were currently making their way through the wooded area. "Small? What's so small about this?" Ron grumbled as they trudged through the woods.

"I know its rather big Ron but we have to find Harry. People said they saw him heading this way." Hermione said.

"Yeah, I know." Then they came to a small clearing. There was a small body lying unconscious in the middle of it. "Harry!" Hermione ran over to him and lifted up his head.

"Harry?! Can you hear me?!" Harry's eyes fluttered open. "Are you all right?" Harry nodded.

"What happened Harry? Why did you leave and why were you unconscious?" Ron asked.

"Something or someone was calling me. But not like you could hear them it was like in my head. So I followed it and I ended up here. Then the world went all spinny and then black and I had a dream, a bad one." Harry explained the best he could.

"Okay then, no harm done. Lets go home." Hermione picked up Harry and they began to walk home. Ron followed them.

"Hey Harry was your dream about what happened to Cedric?" Ron asked.

"I can't actually remember my dream I just know it was bad, and who's Cedric?"

"Uhhh..No one." Ron said. *He doesn't remember..he really doesn't remember even after all the pain he's had to endure because of it.*

~Let us awaken at this moment
Because we will soon be enveloped
By the harsh realities of life
What is truly important to you?
In an exuberant world, there flickers a shard of eternity
Touch it, grasp it, let us stick with what we've got
In order to smile in the end, let us stick with what we've got~

It was around 10:00 AM. They had all ready put Harry to bed when Ron had told Hermione that he wanted to talk to her about something. "Ron what do you want to talk about?"

"Hermione," There was a note of seriousness in Ron's voice. "I think.I think we should ask Dumbledore if we can keep Harry in this form....." Hermione gasped. She stood up.

"NO! That's not right Ron! Harry is our friend! We can't make decisions without him!"

"But that's why I want to! He doesn't remember Voldemort or Cedric! He could just grow up again without that pain. Maybe my family can adopt him.." Hermione opened up her mouth to say something but then a scream came from upstairs.

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