I found a deep sigh come out of me, a thing that now more then ever happened. Thinking back to the days when even though I was filled with worry and grief, I was happy. The always spunky Rikku pounced around behind me, as usual. And hidden Panie sat in the corner of this inn , sharpening her sword as she often did.
Why would I always dwell on the loss I had that day? I knew it was so, every now and then, an unannounced tear would float its way across me cheek. And again, my memories would be filled with the look of his smile, the sound of his voice, the feel of his lips to mine.
I brought my slender hand to my lips and covered them gently, how I would never forget. Closing my eyes I wished to only she is face in front of me. And time after time, when they opened again, he would never be there.
The thoughts of him sent shivers down my spine, to my very core. Chilled me, for I knew what could be happening. At this very moment, as I sit and rest for the journey ahead, snug in my bedroom. He could be out there, tortured, wounded, in great pain. And what was I doing about it? Nothing. I sat here with my friends, doing nothing but remembering the old times of joy and laughter.
Another warm tear streamed down my face. And with it came another memory of his words, "Keep smiling," he would tell me. "Never give up." And I haven't failed you yet Tidas, have I?
Even now, you may be dead and cold, I still won't give up. I drag everyone I love to help me search, I will. I must find you. I kept my promise didn't I? To keep smiling through it all.
But you broke yours, how could you. You lied to me, and it hurt the most. It hurt more then any wound could ever, you promised me a lie. You said, and I will never forget it, that you would be with me, always. But your not, you aren't and nor will you be. Always isn't over yet, my hearts still beating. So for the sake of keeping truths, you must be alive, right?
I'll look out the window, another sun is setting. And the moon will keep on rising. Even with you gone, how can I live. I'm still here, still searching. How can the sun be gone, another day. I'm left alone, without you.
It's breaking my heart, knowing your gone, but that's what keeps me going. As the sun goes down, below the water, there is still some shin. Some glimmer of hope, as in my life. You may be alive. But the light is so dim, and its so scares, that all others think me mad.
Mad for looking, mad for hoping, mad for still loving. But your still bound to me, and so, you ARE alive. I can feel it in my bones, for without you I'd be dead.
And would you look at me, still breathing. Though the lungs get smaller each and every day. And my heart grows weaker, for soon I will die. So must be alive, cause I'm still breathing. The suns still setting, and the moon is rising.
And without you in this word, we would all die. Ever thing would crumble in my eyes, if you were dead. But I'm still breathing, the sub is still setting and the moon keeps rising.
Tidas, my love. I know your there. And soon I'll come to answer your eternal calls.
Why would I always dwell on the loss I had that day? I knew it was so, every now and then, an unannounced tear would float its way across me cheek. And again, my memories would be filled with the look of his smile, the sound of his voice, the feel of his lips to mine.
I brought my slender hand to my lips and covered them gently, how I would never forget. Closing my eyes I wished to only she is face in front of me. And time after time, when they opened again, he would never be there.
The thoughts of him sent shivers down my spine, to my very core. Chilled me, for I knew what could be happening. At this very moment, as I sit and rest for the journey ahead, snug in my bedroom. He could be out there, tortured, wounded, in great pain. And what was I doing about it? Nothing. I sat here with my friends, doing nothing but remembering the old times of joy and laughter.
Another warm tear streamed down my face. And with it came another memory of his words, "Keep smiling," he would tell me. "Never give up." And I haven't failed you yet Tidas, have I?
Even now, you may be dead and cold, I still won't give up. I drag everyone I love to help me search, I will. I must find you. I kept my promise didn't I? To keep smiling through it all.
But you broke yours, how could you. You lied to me, and it hurt the most. It hurt more then any wound could ever, you promised me a lie. You said, and I will never forget it, that you would be with me, always. But your not, you aren't and nor will you be. Always isn't over yet, my hearts still beating. So for the sake of keeping truths, you must be alive, right?
I'll look out the window, another sun is setting. And the moon will keep on rising. Even with you gone, how can I live. I'm still here, still searching. How can the sun be gone, another day. I'm left alone, without you.
It's breaking my heart, knowing your gone, but that's what keeps me going. As the sun goes down, below the water, there is still some shin. Some glimmer of hope, as in my life. You may be alive. But the light is so dim, and its so scares, that all others think me mad.
Mad for looking, mad for hoping, mad for still loving. But your still bound to me, and so, you ARE alive. I can feel it in my bones, for without you I'd be dead.
And would you look at me, still breathing. Though the lungs get smaller each and every day. And my heart grows weaker, for soon I will die. So must be alive, cause I'm still breathing. The suns still setting, and the moon is rising.
And without you in this word, we would all die. Ever thing would crumble in my eyes, if you were dead. But I'm still breathing, the sub is still setting and the moon keeps rising.
Tidas, my love. I know your there. And soon I'll come to answer your eternal calls.