Disclaimer:I do not own Dbz, all I own are some clothes and five dollars.

AN: This is basically a Gohan POV poem on how he is angered at his father but happy for the insanities that come from power.

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Left to Insanity

They believe I'm innocent

And pure like my father

That I would fight

And watch them die

And remain an unstained soul

Oh how wrong they are

This power I use to protect those dear

Isn't just amplified emotions

But the beginnings to insanity

And hatred toward betrayel

What betrayel? one might ask

Who would betray such innocence

And indirectly cause hatred

In the son of purity and love

In the "untainted" spirit

The answer is the father

But him, the beloved Goku

The one who would fight

And stain his hands

With the blood of another

To save his friends

Yes that bastard hurt me

Every time he left to train

Till his heart was content

Gone for years on end

And left my mother crying

While I watch her with uncertainty

Of what I should do

And I end up with her in my arms

I'm was just a child

And I was comforting my own mother

Every time he died I screamed

Even cried that he come back

And not leave again

Not to leave life

Just to train and compete

With other pure powers

He once told me when I was young

that he would never ask I hurt another

But in my life

Due to him

I was asked to kill

One might call this trauma

And disturbing to the mind of a child

But I shall call it power

Impending onto one with the body of youth

Still childish and small

But with the mind of one who is old

And tired of living

I sometimes wish for the death of friends

Just so they would quiet

And stop asking things of me

When I just want to die

I even consider what might happen

Had my life been different

Where I might be happy

Without a oblivious father

With more care for food and fighting

Hell even friends

Than his own family

Without a mother that bitches

Asking that I study

To become a model scholar

Where I could rot and die

And as I stand here telling of my angst

I am condemned to ask

Do you hear of innocence

Spewing from my mouth

Or do you hear of insanity and anger

For a life that could've been

A life of which I could be

Left to insanity

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