Lost love pt2
I refuse to let Brad Kern have his own way with my favourite couple; therefore, I am writing this story in protest. This story is an alternate ending to the episode -'Paige from the Past' in season 4. I don't exactly know why I write these stories but when I get an idea I just have to write it down!
Disclaimer- I do NOT own Charmed or any of the Characters mentioned in this story. unless of course they have never been mentioned on the TV show. Piper, Paige, Phoebe, Leo, Cole, Darrel etc. Belong to Aaron Spelling im just borrowing them to do this story and don't worry ill be nice and ill have them back to brad kern in one piece. (Yeah, so he can just kill off all of them and bring in someone new.) And If I DID own Charmed and all of the aforementioned. do Ya think I would be wasting time writing fan fictions and not trying to convince Mr Brad Kern to resign from his post as writer and let me take his job instead.that'd be the day. (That way I could find a way to Bring Cole back!) O.K. my ranting is over now just read the story.
Phoebe sat at her bed and stared out of her window, looking at nothing in particular. Outside, Birds were chirping in a near-by tree, children in the neighbourhood squealed with delight as they frolicked in the sun. flowers bloomed with vibrant colours and stunning scents in the early evening. It was a beautiful day. but not to Phoebe.
To Phoebe everything looked dull and lifeless. No birds, no children and no flowers. Just emptiness. It was a feeling that Phoebe was all too familiar with. Death has once again claimed her heart, her soul. For that morning Phoebe had buried her love. Her one piece of sanity, the thing she had to live for was gone. Now it felt like she had nothing. Life was gone. Phoebe no longer feared death. In fact, she would, right now, welcome death. She knew it couldn't possibly be anymore painful that this. Nothing could be.
Phoebes mind was so blank that she didn't even notice Piper and Paige walk through her door. Piper took one look at her sisters tear-stained face and her heart broke for her little sister. Phoebe who had once been a wonderful, care-free glowing woman was now reduced to an empty shell.
"Hey sweetie. How you holding up?" Piper asked as she sat on the bed next to Phoebe. Phoebe simply looked away from her sisters to hide the fresh batch of tears that threatened to fall at any moment. Paige however, walked over and sat on the other side of Phoebe so she couldn't look away.
"Phoebe, you can talk to us. Were your sisters. We love you."
Phoebe sighed and got up.
"But that's just the thing. all that love has ever gotten me is heartache. Mom, Grams, Prue and now Cole. Its like im cursed to spend eternity alone. if I were you id be getting away from me as fast as you can. It'd be safer if you stay away from me."
"Phoebe. your not cursed."
"Then why does everything I touch, everyone I love.die or leave or just." Phoebe didn't continue. She started to lift objects off her dresser and place them in drawers, then deciding that they looked better where they were, place them back on the dresser. She then opened a drawer and pulled out the clothing that was inside.
"Phoebe? What are you doing?" Paige asked sceptically.
"Uhhh. Cleaning."
Piper raised an eyebrow.
"You don't clean."
"Well, at least it will keep me from falling apart. or hurting anyone else." Phoebe trailed off.
"Phoebe." Piper began But Phoebe cut her off.
"You know what? I think ive had enough comforting for today. I m gonna have a lie down im not feeling too well." Piper and Paige both got the hint and left, but before piper closed the door she said to her sister:
"You know were always here for you, Pheebs."
Phoebe didn't reply so piper shut the door. She sighed and whispered to the heavens:
"Oh Phoebe."
Inside the bedroom Phoebe sighed and let the tears roll down her face. She felt so much anger pent up inside her. Anger at herself, anger at the elders, anger at death and anger at Cole. Why did he have to leave? All this anger suddenly lashed out and Phoebe threw a small glass bottle at the wall. It felt kinda good.
Phoebe told herself that she had to get away. To save her sisters from her curse. and to save her from herself. She began to angrily pack things into a small bag, not sure of where she would go. Muttering to herself:
"I don't care what Piper says, im leaving. If I stay here any longer ill just get hurt again. ill just hurt someone else ill just."
Phoebe suddenly realised that in her hands, the garment she was going to pack, was one of Coles. She had been absentmindedly packing and she didn't realise that she must have picked-up one of Coles shirts instead of her own. She shook as she slowly brought the piece of clothing up to her face, tears streaming down. She took in the feel of the material on her skin. It felt so familiar. Coles scent was all through it. She suddenly went weak at the knees and dropped down on the floor. It was the same scent that she smelt everywhere. The one that reminded her of him. The one that reminded her that he was gone.
( Sad story. Booo hoo! Ok im over it (cause I know whats gonna happen. DUH!) thanx to the ppls who reviewed and please continue to do so!!!
I refuse to let Brad Kern have his own way with my favourite couple; therefore, I am writing this story in protest. This story is an alternate ending to the episode -'Paige from the Past' in season 4. I don't exactly know why I write these stories but when I get an idea I just have to write it down!
Disclaimer- I do NOT own Charmed or any of the Characters mentioned in this story. unless of course they have never been mentioned on the TV show. Piper, Paige, Phoebe, Leo, Cole, Darrel etc. Belong to Aaron Spelling im just borrowing them to do this story and don't worry ill be nice and ill have them back to brad kern in one piece. (Yeah, so he can just kill off all of them and bring in someone new.) And If I DID own Charmed and all of the aforementioned. do Ya think I would be wasting time writing fan fictions and not trying to convince Mr Brad Kern to resign from his post as writer and let me take his job instead.that'd be the day. (That way I could find a way to Bring Cole back!) O.K. my ranting is over now just read the story.
Phoebe sat at her bed and stared out of her window, looking at nothing in particular. Outside, Birds were chirping in a near-by tree, children in the neighbourhood squealed with delight as they frolicked in the sun. flowers bloomed with vibrant colours and stunning scents in the early evening. It was a beautiful day. but not to Phoebe.
To Phoebe everything looked dull and lifeless. No birds, no children and no flowers. Just emptiness. It was a feeling that Phoebe was all too familiar with. Death has once again claimed her heart, her soul. For that morning Phoebe had buried her love. Her one piece of sanity, the thing she had to live for was gone. Now it felt like she had nothing. Life was gone. Phoebe no longer feared death. In fact, she would, right now, welcome death. She knew it couldn't possibly be anymore painful that this. Nothing could be.
Phoebes mind was so blank that she didn't even notice Piper and Paige walk through her door. Piper took one look at her sisters tear-stained face and her heart broke for her little sister. Phoebe who had once been a wonderful, care-free glowing woman was now reduced to an empty shell.
"Hey sweetie. How you holding up?" Piper asked as she sat on the bed next to Phoebe. Phoebe simply looked away from her sisters to hide the fresh batch of tears that threatened to fall at any moment. Paige however, walked over and sat on the other side of Phoebe so she couldn't look away.
"Phoebe, you can talk to us. Were your sisters. We love you."
Phoebe sighed and got up.
"But that's just the thing. all that love has ever gotten me is heartache. Mom, Grams, Prue and now Cole. Its like im cursed to spend eternity alone. if I were you id be getting away from me as fast as you can. It'd be safer if you stay away from me."
"Phoebe. your not cursed."
"Then why does everything I touch, everyone I love.die or leave or just." Phoebe didn't continue. She started to lift objects off her dresser and place them in drawers, then deciding that they looked better where they were, place them back on the dresser. She then opened a drawer and pulled out the clothing that was inside.
"Phoebe? What are you doing?" Paige asked sceptically.
"Uhhh. Cleaning."
Piper raised an eyebrow.
"You don't clean."
"Well, at least it will keep me from falling apart. or hurting anyone else." Phoebe trailed off.
"Phoebe." Piper began But Phoebe cut her off.
"You know what? I think ive had enough comforting for today. I m gonna have a lie down im not feeling too well." Piper and Paige both got the hint and left, but before piper closed the door she said to her sister:
"You know were always here for you, Pheebs."
Phoebe didn't reply so piper shut the door. She sighed and whispered to the heavens:
"Oh Phoebe."
Inside the bedroom Phoebe sighed and let the tears roll down her face. She felt so much anger pent up inside her. Anger at herself, anger at the elders, anger at death and anger at Cole. Why did he have to leave? All this anger suddenly lashed out and Phoebe threw a small glass bottle at the wall. It felt kinda good.
Phoebe told herself that she had to get away. To save her sisters from her curse. and to save her from herself. She began to angrily pack things into a small bag, not sure of where she would go. Muttering to herself:
"I don't care what Piper says, im leaving. If I stay here any longer ill just get hurt again. ill just hurt someone else ill just."
Phoebe suddenly realised that in her hands, the garment she was going to pack, was one of Coles. She had been absentmindedly packing and she didn't realise that she must have picked-up one of Coles shirts instead of her own. She shook as she slowly brought the piece of clothing up to her face, tears streaming down. She took in the feel of the material on her skin. It felt so familiar. Coles scent was all through it. She suddenly went weak at the knees and dropped down on the floor. It was the same scent that she smelt everywhere. The one that reminded her of him. The one that reminded her that he was gone.
( Sad story. Booo hoo! Ok im over it (cause I know whats gonna happen. DUH!) thanx to the ppls who reviewed and please continue to do so!!!