Disclaimer: I don't own Rurouni Kenshin. Got that? So file no lawsuit, and
we be friends!
This actually has a double title, but I thought "Decaying" would be better.
The other title, of course, is "Always Smiling". Enjoy! It's about Soujiro.
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Decaying
Always smiling.
The weak die,
The strong live,
That is how it is.
Always smiling.
I am the smiling one,
The one who has no emotions.
But that's only what you think.
Always smiling.
On the outside,
I'm carefree and flying,
But inside,
I'm slowly dying.
Decaying from inside out,
Can't you see?
Always smiling.
Can I feel pain?
Can I feel at all?
What do you think?
The smiling,
The hidden feelings,
They are slowly eating me away,
Decaying.
Always smiling.
So why am I slowly fading?
Am I..weak?
No. I can't be.
I am strong..
The strong will live..
The weak..the weak.will die.
That.that..is how it is.
Always smiling.
I am strong...
The water on my face..
It's....it's just the rain.
I am strong...
The strong will survive..
The weak will die.
Always smiling.
This smile on my face.
It feels so wrong.
Like it isn't a part of myself.
I don't know who I am.
I am strong...right?
Always smiling.
The blood I shed,
Each drop,
Is burning me.
Can't you see?
I am burning.
Always smiling.
Always forced to hide my emotions.
Why?
Because..because..I am strong.
Always smiling.
I can't let this mask of mine fall
But that's all it is.
A mask.
One I hide behind.
A mask.
Always smiling
My feelings,
Are locked up.
They are slowly killing me.
Decaying inside of me.
Always smiling.
The rain flows down my face.
And I feel my emotions,
My feelings,
They are slowly, ever slowly killing me.
What am I supposed to do?
Always smiling.
I'm slowly deteriorating.
Can anyone see that?
Can anyone help me?
I'm slowly dieing.
Does anyone care?
Always smiling.
This smile.
Why does it have such an effect on me?
I thought smiles made the world better.
But mine is just killing me.
Always smiling.
I'm decaying,
This smile,
It's not right.
I'm strong.
I cannot cry.
I.I'm not crying.
I can't cry.
I'm too strong.
Always smiling
Am I strong?
Yes.
But then why is this smile,
The wrong, wrong smile,
Why is it killing me?
Always smiling.
Am I crying?
Yes.
Am I smiling?
Yes.
But I'm dieing...
God, please help me.
Always smiling.
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author: ^slams head into screen^
Kenshin: oro?!?!
Saph(author): owie..
Kenshin: what is wrong, miss Saph?
Saph: ^puppy dog eyes^ I can't write poems! Waaaaaah! And people won't
review my stories! Waaaaaaaah!
Kenshin:....^to readers^ please review. you can even flame her if you want.
She doesn't care anymore. This took her a couple of days to write, so
please review. everyone would appreciate it..and it would make her stop
crying.
Saph: ^grabs Kenshin's waist^ waaaaaaa! No one reviews my stories!
Kenshin: @_@ oro..
Kenshin: ^pats Saph's head and Sweatdrops^ its okay, Miss Saph, that it is.
It's ok..
Anyways, please review! this did take me a few days, I'm not kidding. I
would appreciate it if you did review! thanks!
we be friends!
This actually has a double title, but I thought "Decaying" would be better.
The other title, of course, is "Always Smiling". Enjoy! It's about Soujiro.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Decaying
Always smiling.
The weak die,
The strong live,
That is how it is.
Always smiling.
I am the smiling one,
The one who has no emotions.
But that's only what you think.
Always smiling.
On the outside,
I'm carefree and flying,
But inside,
I'm slowly dying.
Decaying from inside out,
Can't you see?
Always smiling.
Can I feel pain?
Can I feel at all?
What do you think?
The smiling,
The hidden feelings,
They are slowly eating me away,
Decaying.
Always smiling.
So why am I slowly fading?
Am I..weak?
No. I can't be.
I am strong..
The strong will live..
The weak..the weak.will die.
That.that..is how it is.
Always smiling.
I am strong...
The water on my face..
It's....it's just the rain.
I am strong...
The strong will survive..
The weak will die.
Always smiling.
This smile on my face.
It feels so wrong.
Like it isn't a part of myself.
I don't know who I am.
I am strong...right?
Always smiling.
The blood I shed,
Each drop,
Is burning me.
Can't you see?
I am burning.
Always smiling.
Always forced to hide my emotions.
Why?
Because..because..I am strong.
Always smiling.
I can't let this mask of mine fall
But that's all it is.
A mask.
One I hide behind.
A mask.
Always smiling
My feelings,
Are locked up.
They are slowly killing me.
Decaying inside of me.
Always smiling.
The rain flows down my face.
And I feel my emotions,
My feelings,
They are slowly, ever slowly killing me.
What am I supposed to do?
Always smiling.
I'm slowly deteriorating.
Can anyone see that?
Can anyone help me?
I'm slowly dieing.
Does anyone care?
Always smiling.
This smile.
Why does it have such an effect on me?
I thought smiles made the world better.
But mine is just killing me.
Always smiling.
I'm decaying,
This smile,
It's not right.
I'm strong.
I cannot cry.
I.I'm not crying.
I can't cry.
I'm too strong.
Always smiling
Am I strong?
Yes.
But then why is this smile,
The wrong, wrong smile,
Why is it killing me?
Always smiling.
Am I crying?
Yes.
Am I smiling?
Yes.
But I'm dieing...
God, please help me.
Always smiling.
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author: ^slams head into screen^
Kenshin: oro?!?!
Saph(author): owie..
Kenshin: what is wrong, miss Saph?
Saph: ^puppy dog eyes^ I can't write poems! Waaaaaah! And people won't
review my stories! Waaaaaaaah!
Kenshin:....^to readers^ please review. you can even flame her if you want.
She doesn't care anymore. This took her a couple of days to write, so
please review. everyone would appreciate it..and it would make her stop
crying.
Saph: ^grabs Kenshin's waist^ waaaaaaa! No one reviews my stories!
Kenshin: @_@ oro..
Kenshin: ^pats Saph's head and Sweatdrops^ its okay, Miss Saph, that it is.
It's ok..
Anyways, please review! this did take me a few days, I'm not kidding. I
would appreciate it if you did review! thanks!