".And Miles got married."
Jesse stared at his brother in shock - it was the first time he had ever
talked about his family ever since they had left him. Jesse had begun to
wonder if he had forgotten about them but realised that Miles had loved
them more and more as the years had gone by. That time had not erased them
from his memory and he had to live with the fact that he had been abandoned
by the people he had loved most in the world, and now his little brother
was living the life he should have lived..
"Little Anna, the influenza took her before she was even 15. Beau, he would
be 80 now if he was still alive." Miles stopped and began to stare into the
fire unconsciously twirling the wedding band around his finger.
"And my sweet young bride. she died in an insane asylum.. while I'm still
here not a day older then the day I met her."
Jesse did not see the tears on Winnie's face as he was lost in memories of
when Miles had been so happy.. of his love and devotion to his children,
when they had nightmares and were scared and cried he would get up in the
night and rock them back to sleep with Mae's musical box.. And his wife,
Miles had been so happy and Jesse had wanted to be just like him.. to find
someone who made him as happy as his wife had made him.. and now he had ..
Winnie.
And Miles was still haunted by his lost family, with his love for them as
apparent as the band on his finger.
I'm so tired of being here./ Suppressed by all my childhood fears./ And if you have to leave,/ I wish that you would just leave./ Cause your presence still lingers here,/ and it won't leave me alone./ These wounds won't seem to heal,/ this pain is just too real,/ there's just too much that time cannot erase./ When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,/ When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears./ I held your hand through all of these years./ But you still have.../ All of me./ You used to captivate me by your resonating mind,/ Now I'm bound by the life you left behind./ Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams/ Your voice has chased away all the sanity in me./ These wounds won't seem to heal,/ this pain is just too real,/ there's just too much that time cannot erase./ When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,/ When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears./ I held your hand through all of these years./ But you still have.../ All of me./ I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone./ But though you're still with me,/ I've been alone all along./ When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,/ When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears./ I held your hand through all of these years./ But you still have.../ All of me./
It didn't turn out as I wanted it to.. I might change one day.. but first I'd like to see what you think, so please review!!
Disclaimer: don't own nothing.
~Queen Isa~
I'm so tired of being here./ Suppressed by all my childhood fears./ And if you have to leave,/ I wish that you would just leave./ Cause your presence still lingers here,/ and it won't leave me alone./ These wounds won't seem to heal,/ this pain is just too real,/ there's just too much that time cannot erase./ When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,/ When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears./ I held your hand through all of these years./ But you still have.../ All of me./ You used to captivate me by your resonating mind,/ Now I'm bound by the life you left behind./ Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams/ Your voice has chased away all the sanity in me./ These wounds won't seem to heal,/ this pain is just too real,/ there's just too much that time cannot erase./ When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,/ When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears./ I held your hand through all of these years./ But you still have.../ All of me./ I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone./ But though you're still with me,/ I've been alone all along./ When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,/ When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears./ I held your hand through all of these years./ But you still have.../ All of me./
It didn't turn out as I wanted it to.. I might change one day.. but first I'd like to see what you think, so please review!!
Disclaimer: don't own nothing.
~Queen Isa~