Hey people, I was feeling depressed when I wrote this I know that It is out of character for me.
Why:
Why? Why does he hate me? Why does he call me names and make fun of me? Why does he say that I hit him and hate him? Why does he ignore me and say I 'm nothing to him? Why does he say I'm worthless and I can't do anything? What does he mean when he says he hates me? What does he mean when he calls me retard? Why does he call me retard? I am not slow and those who are, are special they are innocent and kind.
Why does he call me stupid? What does it mean? I am not stupid I am quite smart, I think.
Why does he let me run? Then forget me? Or sometimes even come after me? Does he mean it when he apologizes? Or does he just say it to get out of trouble? Why?
Can't we get along? I love him. As hard as it is to admit it is sometimes to admit it I do. I love him with all of my heart. Even when he teases me, when he tortures me, when he tells me I am stupid.
Maybe he hates me and just bares my company because he has to; or maybe just maybe there is another possibility. Maybe he hides his true feelings; maybe he wishes he could tell me but is afraid I will reject him. Is it possible even in the least that he does these things because…. I can barley even think it; because he actually….. do I dare say it, because he loves me?
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Hey people can you tell I felt better at the end of the fic? I was kinda upset when I started this but it made me feel much, much, much better. If you couldn't tell this was a fic in Kagome's point of view. It was her reflections on Inuyasha and his treatment of her. Also a slight reflection on something that happened in my life a while back well, review please and unless you people want more on this, this is a one shot but if you want more I will write more on it.
