Here's another fic. I don't know what to rate this one, so I still say R.
Well, there's no real way to describe it, so here it goes.
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha. There, I said it.
Moonlight Sonata
*Flashback*
"Inuyasha, I just want to help you, ya know." She tried to bandage his wound while he fidgeted to get her off of him.
"Would you just leave me alone, Stupid?" he repeatedly tried to push her hands away.
"Just let me bandage you god-damn it! If I don't do something, you'll bleed to death!" She was getting irritated. "I know you don't like having me around, but as long as I am here, I plan to make myself useful."
He stopped moving and sat there, looking at the floor, his voice barely a whisper. "You mean more to me than you think, Kagome."
She wasn't sure if she was supposed to hear that, so she kept on working.
"With this healing junk that Kaede made, you should heal twice as fast." She tried to sound enthusiastic.
"That last battle with Sesshomaru was a doozey, eh?" Sitting behind him, she reached around his stomach winding the bandage around him. She attempted a smile.
When she had both arms around his chest, he grabbed them gently. "Did you hear what I said?" He slowly rubbed his hands over her arms. "You're more to me than just a shard-detector."
She couldn't move. She couldn't think. Whenever he was just close to her, it was hard to do anything, but now he was touching her! Her breath caught in her throat.
"Inuyasha I," He interrupted her. "Kagome, just don't say anything. I'm only telling you this because I." He held her arms tighter around himself, as if to make her hug him. "I want you to go back home."
She sighed. "Inuyasha, not this again. We've gone over this before. I'm not going back for good until all the pieces of the jewel are together again. I don't care how dangerous it is!"
"It's not about that!" He let her arms go and stood up, his back to her. Suddenly, she felt cold.
"Kagome, I love Kikyou still." She winced as the words stung her down to her soul.
"But, I love you too." His voice got quiet again. She looked up at him.
"As long as I think that there's even a chance that she's still alive, I'll keep looking for her. And one time, I'm going to leave you at the wrong time to hunt her down, and you're going to get attacked. I won't be there to defend you and -"
"Inuyasha," She stood up in anger and cut him off. "I know you still love her, but I love you! Why can't you just face the fact that she's dead?"
He turned around, angry at her words, and pinned her against the wall. "Don't you dare say that to me again!" He got in her face, fangs bared.
She began to cry, afraid of Inuyasha for the first time in her life. Her voice was almost inaudible. "You saw her die Inuyasha."
(AN: In my story, Kikyou and Inuyasha were in a fight to the death, and he killed her. 'Nuff said.)
He let go of her a little. Her words became harsher. "You killed her!" She tried to fight back her tears still, but to no avail.
She struggled out of his pin and ran out of the hut. He couldn't move. He was trying to absorb what she said.
Kagome ran on. She collected her things and sprinted to the well as fast as she could, tears blinding her.
She ran past Sango, Miroku and Shippo. "Kagome what's-" Before Sango could finish she was gone, cutting through the woods.
'That's it!' She thought. 'He doesn't need me. Fine! I don't need him either!' She saw the well just up ahead. 'Are you sure you want to do this Kagome.' The thought crossed her mind that Inuyasha may not come back for her this time. He may just let her stay in her own time.
She slowed down to a stop at the well. 'This is it.' She said as she made up her mind. If he wanted her like he said he did, then he'd come for her, if not, then he'd stay away for good.
She stood on the wooden outer wall of the well, looking in. "This is all that stands between me and home." She sighed. "And, it's all that stands between me and Inuyasha."
She jumped in.
*End Flashback*
That was over half a month ago. He hadn't come for her. She lay on her bed, looking at the ceiling. "I guess he's not coming back for me." Her eyes drifted to her school bag on the floor. "I'm glad all the hoop-la about my various 'dieses' is gone."
She got off her bed, picked up her bag, and headed towards the door. She stopped and turned around. She looked at the window and though about all the various times over the years that Inuyasha had come through there.
'Not anymore.' She sighed sadly.
Alrighty! What did you think of it? Good? Bad? For those of you who are pervs and expecting a MAJOR sex scene. you just might get one! ^_~ I'm a perv. myself and can't resist a good story about shagging! Lol. Well, R&R, ok? I'll tell you all in the next chapter if I'll add a lemon, or if this is just going to be a sad story, ok?
Eve
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha. There, I said it.
Moonlight Sonata
*Flashback*
"Inuyasha, I just want to help you, ya know." She tried to bandage his wound while he fidgeted to get her off of him.
"Would you just leave me alone, Stupid?" he repeatedly tried to push her hands away.
"Just let me bandage you god-damn it! If I don't do something, you'll bleed to death!" She was getting irritated. "I know you don't like having me around, but as long as I am here, I plan to make myself useful."
He stopped moving and sat there, looking at the floor, his voice barely a whisper. "You mean more to me than you think, Kagome."
She wasn't sure if she was supposed to hear that, so she kept on working.
"With this healing junk that Kaede made, you should heal twice as fast." She tried to sound enthusiastic.
"That last battle with Sesshomaru was a doozey, eh?" Sitting behind him, she reached around his stomach winding the bandage around him. She attempted a smile.
When she had both arms around his chest, he grabbed them gently. "Did you hear what I said?" He slowly rubbed his hands over her arms. "You're more to me than just a shard-detector."
She couldn't move. She couldn't think. Whenever he was just close to her, it was hard to do anything, but now he was touching her! Her breath caught in her throat.
"Inuyasha I," He interrupted her. "Kagome, just don't say anything. I'm only telling you this because I." He held her arms tighter around himself, as if to make her hug him. "I want you to go back home."
She sighed. "Inuyasha, not this again. We've gone over this before. I'm not going back for good until all the pieces of the jewel are together again. I don't care how dangerous it is!"
"It's not about that!" He let her arms go and stood up, his back to her. Suddenly, she felt cold.
"Kagome, I love Kikyou still." She winced as the words stung her down to her soul.
"But, I love you too." His voice got quiet again. She looked up at him.
"As long as I think that there's even a chance that she's still alive, I'll keep looking for her. And one time, I'm going to leave you at the wrong time to hunt her down, and you're going to get attacked. I won't be there to defend you and -"
"Inuyasha," She stood up in anger and cut him off. "I know you still love her, but I love you! Why can't you just face the fact that she's dead?"
He turned around, angry at her words, and pinned her against the wall. "Don't you dare say that to me again!" He got in her face, fangs bared.
She began to cry, afraid of Inuyasha for the first time in her life. Her voice was almost inaudible. "You saw her die Inuyasha."
(AN: In my story, Kikyou and Inuyasha were in a fight to the death, and he killed her. 'Nuff said.)
He let go of her a little. Her words became harsher. "You killed her!" She tried to fight back her tears still, but to no avail.
She struggled out of his pin and ran out of the hut. He couldn't move. He was trying to absorb what she said.
Kagome ran on. She collected her things and sprinted to the well as fast as she could, tears blinding her.
She ran past Sango, Miroku and Shippo. "Kagome what's-" Before Sango could finish she was gone, cutting through the woods.
'That's it!' She thought. 'He doesn't need me. Fine! I don't need him either!' She saw the well just up ahead. 'Are you sure you want to do this Kagome.' The thought crossed her mind that Inuyasha may not come back for her this time. He may just let her stay in her own time.
She slowed down to a stop at the well. 'This is it.' She said as she made up her mind. If he wanted her like he said he did, then he'd come for her, if not, then he'd stay away for good.
She stood on the wooden outer wall of the well, looking in. "This is all that stands between me and home." She sighed. "And, it's all that stands between me and Inuyasha."
She jumped in.
*End Flashback*
That was over half a month ago. He hadn't come for her. She lay on her bed, looking at the ceiling. "I guess he's not coming back for me." Her eyes drifted to her school bag on the floor. "I'm glad all the hoop-la about my various 'dieses' is gone."
She got off her bed, picked up her bag, and headed towards the door. She stopped and turned around. She looked at the window and though about all the various times over the years that Inuyasha had come through there.
'Not anymore.' She sighed sadly.
Alrighty! What did you think of it? Good? Bad? For those of you who are pervs and expecting a MAJOR sex scene. you just might get one! ^_~ I'm a perv. myself and can't resist a good story about shagging! Lol. Well, R&R, ok? I'll tell you all in the next chapter if I'll add a lemon, or if this is just going to be a sad story, ok?
Eve
