Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or any of the characters....They belong to
Masashi Kishimoto.....damn I wish I knew him....v_v
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Thank you for all your reviews everyone! I realize that not all of them were positive ones, but oh well!! I realize that KakaSasu is not the most moral shonen-ai couple out there, but I still love it! XD
I've been really busy at school lately, and I thought that I might possibly be able to update during my web design class, but we're so busy working with these gay default pages that are in the workbook that I haven't been able to.....yet ^_~
Well, I better get on with the chapter cuz my mom is only giving me 30 minutes on the computer tonight.....-_-" So I have to type fast.... Here it is! Enjoy!
AN: If it's OOC, GOMEN!! I haven't watched the anime yet, but I'm getting it for my birthday (October 27) so until then you'll have to deal with it! :P I have no idea how Itachi really is, so I had fun writing this cuz I got to make up his char! XD And since I haven't seen the anime I'm making up all these scenes in my head, so work with me people! ^_^ I hope it's not too bad...cuz I really like this chapter!
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-Lessons After Dark- part 3
Sasuke's POV-
I was walking home from....somewhere. I didn't really know why, I was just.....walking. Step-by-step. The houses passed me slowly and soon gray clouds hovered over our village and it started to drizzle. I spread out my hand and a single raindrop landed on it,
"I guess it's going to rain...."
The village seemed darker than usual. No one was outside except me. Even when it was raining the younger children would come out to play, having mud fights and trying to catch the rain on their tongues. But not today....Windows were shut tight, doors were locked, it was unnatural.
The scene seemed emptier than the void in my heart. The place where that concept 'love' is supposed to be. I always thought that I had lost all chances of being 'loved' or 'loving' someone, but I'm beginning to think that's changing.
Why? Why was he doing this? Why was Kakashi-sensei being so....nice? Lately I've been feeling something different, something I can only remember feeling when my parents were alive...Before my brother destroyed it all. From that day forth I lost all feelings of 'love' and knew the true meaning of hate. I could even say it without flinching.....I hate my brother.....I hate Itachi....
My head started to hurt just thinking about that day......but I was distracted by those weird feelings...
Could this feeling be love? Maybe...I had to find him and ask him...but where was Kakashi when I needed him? Where could I look? I guess I'd start at his place.
The instant this thought ran through my head I was there. In a flash I was in front of his door. I raised my hand to knock, but then it swung open as if a ghost had opened it. I didn't like the feeling I got from this. I cautiously took a step inside.
I noticed that his shoes were by the door and I smiled to myself since this was a sign that he was definitely home. I took a few more steps forward and began to call for him,
"Kakashi-sensei!?" Silence...
I was confused. I knew he was home, there was no other explanation for his shoes being by the door and the door being open in the first place. I wandered into the house and once I reached the hall, a familiar, foreboding scent reached my senses. It was a scent that I didn't like. The scent of blood...
I turned towards his room and noticed that it was half-way open.
"Kakashi-sensei?" I repeated as it echoed down the corridor, but no response.
As I headed closer to the room the stronger the smell got. I hated that smell, it caused images of my dead parents to flood my mind, and the final image was always Itachi. And that was always the one that burned in my mind....
Once I was in arm's length of the door, I gently pushed it open. It creaked as it swung and hit the wall, but the sight it revealed caused the whole world to go silent in my mind.
On the floor lay Kakashi. Motionless. I began to run to his side, but before I could reach him I stepped into some liquid. As I averted my gaze down to the puddle, I realized that it was blood... Kakashi's.
"NO!" I shrieked in horror. My eyes widened and I felt like I couldn't think at all.
I landed at his side and began to shake him. Even though I knew it wouldn't do any good. I turned his body over so I could see his face. It was still covered by his mask, but his eyes....His eyes were still open as if in shock of being attacked. I began to cry and then I mumbled as I hugged his still being,
"I couldn't protect you....."
As I cried over Kakashi, I noticed a figure watching me from my dead teacher's window. I knew this man. Completely adorned in black and red, with a Konohagakure headband planted in his raven black hair. And his eyes, red and black....sharingan. My brother, Itachi.
Just as suddenly as he appeared, he turned to leave. But I couldn't let him. I got up and screamed through he open window,
"WHY?! WHY DO YOU HATE ME?!"
He stopped dead in his tracks and glanced at me, but he spoke nothing. He just stared.
"FIRST MOM AND DAD, AND NOW KAKASHI!"
Still no response. He just slowly turned and faced me, instead of glancing back. I began to weep just screaming at him like this. He is my brother....so why does he hurt me?
"I LOVED HIM ITACHI! WHY DO YOU KILL EVERYONE I LOVE?!"
"Hmmph...." He grunted, "Love? You were never meant to feel love..." He began to approach me as he hissed everything I didn't want to hear, "Feeling love, being loved....it was never meant for you."
"What?" I shook my head in protest, "No! It can't be true!"
"I did it to make you strong Sasuke. An Uchiha is supposed to live only to be the best..."
"Then maybe I don't want to be an Uchiha!!" I bellowed back to him.
He smirked, "Then you shall perish as well!"
At that moment I felt something strike my chest.....shuriken. I watched as my blood spurted from my wound and I thought to myself,
"So this is how it feels...to die..."
I landed next to Kakashi and I intertwined our fingers as I lay there, my life slowly leaving my body. I stared at him and slowly my eyes filled with tears and my vision went blurry,
"I love you Kakashi-kun...." I said to the silver-haired man, "Don't leave me..."
Then everything went black.....
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Suddenly the young Uchiha sat up in his bed, breathing heavily and grabbing at his chest like he was expecting the wound to be real. He was covered in a cold sweat and his pillow was drenched in tears.
"It was a dream....." He said to himself, before he realized he wasn't alone.
"Actually, it seemed more like a nightmare...." Kakashi replied from beside Sasuke, as he glanced up from once again reading volume 2 of 'Icha Icha Paradise', "And it must've been bad, you were crying..." Kakashi wiped a tear from the boy's face and gave a look of worry, "Care to talk about it?" He offered, but then Sasuke did something Kakashi didn't expect.
The boy welled up and then released all his tears as he wrapped Kakashi in a sort of embrace,
"You're alive...." He said between sobs, "I'm so happy, you're alive..."
The silver-haired one pulled the boy in closer and said, "Of course I'm alive...Why wouldn't I be?"
"Because.....because.....Itachi...." Were the only words that escaped the boy's mouth before he fell asleep again, crying in Kakashi's arms. He wrapped his own arms around the man's waist the best he could and fell into deep slumber with his face buried in his chest, tears streaming and leaving streaks down his pale face.
Kakashi sighed as he moved a little to get comfortable. He placed a hand on Sasuke's head and petted his hair a little before he too gave in to drowsiness. And as if he heard what Sasuke said in his dream, Kakashi whispered to the boy,
"I love you too Sasuke-kun..." He intertwined their fingers, "Don't leave me either..."
~*TBC*~
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So? Was it ok at least? For some odd reason I like this chapter a lot! I got to write about my 3 fave characters! XD I thought this might be a good place to leave off on, cuz there is no cliffhanger...this time...and I just really couldn't think :P
This is just FYI, I already have a sequel planned out for this fic, so there will most likely be only 1-2 more chapters on here and then if you guys really want I'll start working on the sequel (after I finish my 4 other fics .) In the sequel, it will take place in the future, when they're relationship has developed a little.....and they run into certain obstacles, (but it's not anything sexual like I bet you're thinking you pervs! XD) So please tell me if you want it in a review! ^_^
Also, I love KakaSasu and all, but I will not, I repeat NOT let them have sex until Sasuke is of legal age....I do have my morals you know....Ok, that's all for now! Until next time!
Ja ne!
~*Emiru*~
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Thank you for all your reviews everyone! I realize that not all of them were positive ones, but oh well!! I realize that KakaSasu is not the most moral shonen-ai couple out there, but I still love it! XD
I've been really busy at school lately, and I thought that I might possibly be able to update during my web design class, but we're so busy working with these gay default pages that are in the workbook that I haven't been able to.....yet ^_~
Well, I better get on with the chapter cuz my mom is only giving me 30 minutes on the computer tonight.....-_-" So I have to type fast.... Here it is! Enjoy!
AN: If it's OOC, GOMEN!! I haven't watched the anime yet, but I'm getting it for my birthday (October 27) so until then you'll have to deal with it! :P I have no idea how Itachi really is, so I had fun writing this cuz I got to make up his char! XD And since I haven't seen the anime I'm making up all these scenes in my head, so work with me people! ^_^ I hope it's not too bad...cuz I really like this chapter!
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-Lessons After Dark- part 3
Sasuke's POV-
I was walking home from....somewhere. I didn't really know why, I was just.....walking. Step-by-step. The houses passed me slowly and soon gray clouds hovered over our village and it started to drizzle. I spread out my hand and a single raindrop landed on it,
"I guess it's going to rain...."
The village seemed darker than usual. No one was outside except me. Even when it was raining the younger children would come out to play, having mud fights and trying to catch the rain on their tongues. But not today....Windows were shut tight, doors were locked, it was unnatural.
The scene seemed emptier than the void in my heart. The place where that concept 'love' is supposed to be. I always thought that I had lost all chances of being 'loved' or 'loving' someone, but I'm beginning to think that's changing.
Why? Why was he doing this? Why was Kakashi-sensei being so....nice? Lately I've been feeling something different, something I can only remember feeling when my parents were alive...Before my brother destroyed it all. From that day forth I lost all feelings of 'love' and knew the true meaning of hate. I could even say it without flinching.....I hate my brother.....I hate Itachi....
My head started to hurt just thinking about that day......but I was distracted by those weird feelings...
Could this feeling be love? Maybe...I had to find him and ask him...but where was Kakashi when I needed him? Where could I look? I guess I'd start at his place.
The instant this thought ran through my head I was there. In a flash I was in front of his door. I raised my hand to knock, but then it swung open as if a ghost had opened it. I didn't like the feeling I got from this. I cautiously took a step inside.
I noticed that his shoes were by the door and I smiled to myself since this was a sign that he was definitely home. I took a few more steps forward and began to call for him,
"Kakashi-sensei!?" Silence...
I was confused. I knew he was home, there was no other explanation for his shoes being by the door and the door being open in the first place. I wandered into the house and once I reached the hall, a familiar, foreboding scent reached my senses. It was a scent that I didn't like. The scent of blood...
I turned towards his room and noticed that it was half-way open.
"Kakashi-sensei?" I repeated as it echoed down the corridor, but no response.
As I headed closer to the room the stronger the smell got. I hated that smell, it caused images of my dead parents to flood my mind, and the final image was always Itachi. And that was always the one that burned in my mind....
Once I was in arm's length of the door, I gently pushed it open. It creaked as it swung and hit the wall, but the sight it revealed caused the whole world to go silent in my mind.
On the floor lay Kakashi. Motionless. I began to run to his side, but before I could reach him I stepped into some liquid. As I averted my gaze down to the puddle, I realized that it was blood... Kakashi's.
"NO!" I shrieked in horror. My eyes widened and I felt like I couldn't think at all.
I landed at his side and began to shake him. Even though I knew it wouldn't do any good. I turned his body over so I could see his face. It was still covered by his mask, but his eyes....His eyes were still open as if in shock of being attacked. I began to cry and then I mumbled as I hugged his still being,
"I couldn't protect you....."
As I cried over Kakashi, I noticed a figure watching me from my dead teacher's window. I knew this man. Completely adorned in black and red, with a Konohagakure headband planted in his raven black hair. And his eyes, red and black....sharingan. My brother, Itachi.
Just as suddenly as he appeared, he turned to leave. But I couldn't let him. I got up and screamed through he open window,
"WHY?! WHY DO YOU HATE ME?!"
He stopped dead in his tracks and glanced at me, but he spoke nothing. He just stared.
"FIRST MOM AND DAD, AND NOW KAKASHI!"
Still no response. He just slowly turned and faced me, instead of glancing back. I began to weep just screaming at him like this. He is my brother....so why does he hurt me?
"I LOVED HIM ITACHI! WHY DO YOU KILL EVERYONE I LOVE?!"
"Hmmph...." He grunted, "Love? You were never meant to feel love..." He began to approach me as he hissed everything I didn't want to hear, "Feeling love, being loved....it was never meant for you."
"What?" I shook my head in protest, "No! It can't be true!"
"I did it to make you strong Sasuke. An Uchiha is supposed to live only to be the best..."
"Then maybe I don't want to be an Uchiha!!" I bellowed back to him.
He smirked, "Then you shall perish as well!"
At that moment I felt something strike my chest.....shuriken. I watched as my blood spurted from my wound and I thought to myself,
"So this is how it feels...to die..."
I landed next to Kakashi and I intertwined our fingers as I lay there, my life slowly leaving my body. I stared at him and slowly my eyes filled with tears and my vision went blurry,
"I love you Kakashi-kun...." I said to the silver-haired man, "Don't leave me..."
Then everything went black.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*BACK TO NO ONE'S POV*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Suddenly the young Uchiha sat up in his bed, breathing heavily and grabbing at his chest like he was expecting the wound to be real. He was covered in a cold sweat and his pillow was drenched in tears.
"It was a dream....." He said to himself, before he realized he wasn't alone.
"Actually, it seemed more like a nightmare...." Kakashi replied from beside Sasuke, as he glanced up from once again reading volume 2 of 'Icha Icha Paradise', "And it must've been bad, you were crying..." Kakashi wiped a tear from the boy's face and gave a look of worry, "Care to talk about it?" He offered, but then Sasuke did something Kakashi didn't expect.
The boy welled up and then released all his tears as he wrapped Kakashi in a sort of embrace,
"You're alive...." He said between sobs, "I'm so happy, you're alive..."
The silver-haired one pulled the boy in closer and said, "Of course I'm alive...Why wouldn't I be?"
"Because.....because.....Itachi...." Were the only words that escaped the boy's mouth before he fell asleep again, crying in Kakashi's arms. He wrapped his own arms around the man's waist the best he could and fell into deep slumber with his face buried in his chest, tears streaming and leaving streaks down his pale face.
Kakashi sighed as he moved a little to get comfortable. He placed a hand on Sasuke's head and petted his hair a little before he too gave in to drowsiness. And as if he heard what Sasuke said in his dream, Kakashi whispered to the boy,
"I love you too Sasuke-kun..." He intertwined their fingers, "Don't leave me either..."
~*TBC*~
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So? Was it ok at least? For some odd reason I like this chapter a lot! I got to write about my 3 fave characters! XD I thought this might be a good place to leave off on, cuz there is no cliffhanger...this time...and I just really couldn't think :P
This is just FYI, I already have a sequel planned out for this fic, so there will most likely be only 1-2 more chapters on here and then if you guys really want I'll start working on the sequel (after I finish my 4 other fics .) In the sequel, it will take place in the future, when they're relationship has developed a little.....and they run into certain obstacles, (but it's not anything sexual like I bet you're thinking you pervs! XD) So please tell me if you want it in a review! ^_^
Also, I love KakaSasu and all, but I will not, I repeat NOT let them have sex until Sasuke is of legal age....I do have my morals you know....Ok, that's all for now! Until next time!
Ja ne!
~*Emiru*~