Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own Gundam Wing and/or its characters. ::cries:: They belong to
someone else. However, this story is entirely mine, and the character Celeste belongs to me. But other
then that please enjoy!!
Gundam Wing
Deliverance
Prologue
Darkness loomed from beyond the glass. The day had just given way to evening and all
lingering light turned to artificial radiance. Rain fell gently and seemed to beat against the window with
ignorant understanding of those who felt most vulnerable when the moon did not shine. The only sound
heard was a soft thud of wetness upon the glass. Why is it when rain seems to come and the sun has
lost it's shimmer, it brings not only darkness, but sadness and dismay? Are humans that weak to allow
elements to effect their emotions on such a high level? Yes.
For Quatre this was just another night. Another long, miserable, night. The lack of movement as
he just sat there quietly on his windowsill, constantly staring blankly out of the tear-streaked glass. His
eyes a deep spellbinding blue and his soft golden hair, which always held its own luminosity, seemed
now, faded and worn. His heart once open and pure was now weighted down with the pain of his
burdens and loneliness. He looked up slowly at the rolling gray clouds that moved in with ferocity that
he could only compare to wild lions. To him the view seemed fitting and he stared with soundless
entrancement. Had his thoughts been so transparent the Mother Earth herself seemed to be enticed by
him and wanted to show him his inner feelings with acknowledgment? Was the sky crying just for him?
Did the heavens feel his sadness and the angel's compassion? No.
Quatre got up slowly as a grin spread across his lips. Everyone had always said that he was
born special. His looks marked by the heavenly winged beings from beyond the clouds. His voice the
sound of heaven it's self. They were all mistaken. Sure he looked angelic and his voice was indeed
maybe god himself shining through, but his heart, and inner self, was almost a void of emptiness. His
heart felt nothing but ice and his head dark thoughts. Since when had someone who held such love and
compassion for the world turn into an identical twin of a marionette? When the world heard him sing no
one saw the darkness, only lies. Can one feel so alone when surrounded by people and the walls close
in on you when the world can be your garden? Yes.
He moved slowly through his living room suite making sure not to pay attention to the light
thrumming on his window. The night was still new and to this young blond it was better spent in
solitude. Not that he had much of a choice. Quatre knew deep in his heart he craved warmth and
compassion, tenderness and love, but in this world he knew neither existed. It was always fuck or be
fucked. He knew in the world of show, compassion as well as love were as fake as the tits of a porn
star. Counterfeit personalities were an everyday thing to Quatre. From fans to media to even himself,
everything was just one giant stage and he was the one with the strings being pulled. In his "career life"
the young Quatre Winner was one of the most cheerful, beautiful people, filled with happiness and a
continuous smile that seemed to radiate good fortune. Men and women wanted him, singers envied him
and everyone wanted to be him. The talent, the style, the life, anything and everything could be his if his
heart so desired. Did everyone think he was one of the luckiest people alive? Yes. Did everyone think
that the young man loved his achievement and basked in his glory? Yes. Did anyone ever figure that
they were applauding someone who was not the happy person they thought he was? Whose "real self"
was someone with dark nightmarish thoughts and suicidal tendencies. Of course not. Did they ever?
::Well there ya go. Here is the prologue. I hope to get chapter 1 up very soon. What do you think?
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